i wonder these empty roads
alone , passing by many
people
who don't know me
nor the history
that follows me
i am unnamed
but once was loved
enough to be called
by someone
tears run down my
cheeks all the way
to my final resting place
i stopped in the dark
hearing voices call
my name
edging closer
beckoning me to join
them in a forbidden
prayer
i scream as my demons
laugh at my pain
knowing they have
won
my wings burned by hell's
fire and cooled by heaven's breeze
im a monster
that neither hell nor heaven
had created
and neither know what to do
with me
im no angel nor a demon
but rather a fine product
of what men has made
Unnamed , unwanted
by those who made me
they fear me
a being that was born
into this world innocent
but men has made it such
that even hell would never
accept me as one of its demons
neither would heaven even let me
touch its doors
with the filth that has blemished
my hands
that it has deemed me unworthy of
even standing in its light
They don't need me
anymore
they left me to pick up
all their sins
while they made their own
worldly paradise
its a shame
destroy something or someone
to get a small piece of happiness
they already sold their souls
bruised their hearts until it turned to
stone
these people called me a loved one
once
or a friend , a companion , a lover
maybe
i gave them all of my tokens to
paradise
losing everything i had
for them
never realized i was losing
my humanity in the process
i became savage
a monster
that now has lost even
the haters that once were
unwelcomed
into my perfect world
im now nothing
but another nameless
person in a coward of
millions
Unnamed and alone
with only the pieces of
my soul that was untouched
by those who tried to sell it
wondering these streets until
death finally comes to reclaim
what was never mine to give away
~A.