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Chapter 28 - Bonding

The following three days went by fast. Shiro met with the person who would be the songwriter for his upcoming album, and he was star-struck. Jaxx was a legend in the industry, and when Dorian called and told Shiro that he wanted the singer to work with Jaxx, Shiro was ecstatic. He and the blue-haired man had hit off immediately, and in one of Blue Haven Record's studio's Jaxx and Shiro started to work on the lyrics. It was hard work, but Shiro had so much fun.

And everyday Dorian called him, and each call went on for a longer time than the previous. Sure mostly, they talked about work, but Dorian started to ask Shiro about personal things, like what kind of movies he liked, or what his favourite food was. And each time Shiro was surprised, but very happy and he enjoyed having those daily talks. Dorian didn't talk much about himself. However, Shiro understood why. Other than work, everything in Dorian's life involved Finian and their kids. Dorian probably thought that Shiro didn't want to hear about them, and he was right. Shiro did feel bad about it, but right now, he didn't want to think about Dorian's family. Because if he did, Shiro was afraid that he would want to run away again. Shiro was agitated enough as it was because he missed Finian. He had got used to talking with Finian every day. Mostly just short messages where Finian asked Shiro how he was doing. But ever since Shiro got back to London, Finian hadn't contacted him at all. Well, neither had Shiro. He did feel bad about it, but he thought that it would do more harm than good to talk to Finian right now. Hopefully, they could speak like they used to soon.

On the day the heat was scheduled to arrive, Shiro had already planned to stay at home. He had woken up, feeling like usual, and he took a shower. But as Shiro stood under in that hot water, he started to feel a bit dizzy. He hurried up with cleaning himself because Shiro recognized the feeling, and he managed to get a towel around his wet body as the heat hit him hard. It was more intense than usual as if his body knew what was waiting for him. Painting like he had been running, and feeling his body temperature rise, Shiro walked on shivering legs toward his bed. He picked up the phone on the bed table and pressed on Dorian's name.

It didn't take long before he could hear Dorian's voice on the other end, and just hearing that deep voice sent shivers through Shiro's body. A moan escaped the man's lips.

"Has it started?" Dorian sounded nervous.

"Yeah," Shiro managed to say, breathing heavy.

"I'll be right there," the alpha replied and ended the call.

Shiro put the phone away and crawled up on top of the bed and under the duvet. Like during a fever, his body burned, and there was a restlessness building up inside him. He felt his body becoming more sensitive, and he couldn't keep himself from touching his cock. Precum already begin to leak out, and the slick was dripping from his hole. Shiro laid on the bed with his eyes closed, biting his bottom lip to keep himself from moaning and slowly stroking his aching cock. Waiting for his alpha to come for him.

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Dorian was sitting in his car in a matter of minutes after he got the call from Shiro. Automatically he had picked up his bag with clothes and food as soon as he saw Shiro's name on the phone. Dorian had been alone at home. Finian had already gone to spend the weekend with Katherine at a spa. And Eamon and Caomhie were at their grandparents. Finian had left early in the morning, and it had been awful. As Shiro's heat was rapidly approaching, Finian had become more anxious. The couple didn't fight, and they had made love just the night before, but it was obvious that Finian was struggling. When the red-haired alpha was about to leave, he had hugged Dorian, and he didn't let go for a long time. Finian had caressed Dorian's cheeks and gazed into his husband's bright blue eyes. Dorian could see the sadness in the beautiful man's face, and it hurt.

"You call me as soon as his heats end. Promise me!"

Desperation filled Finian's voice, and Dorian nodded before he captured Finian's full lips with his. The kiss was desperate, and it felt ominous, like a farewell. Dorian was scared when Finian pushed himself away from the kiss. He walked past Dorian to the front door, with a suitcase in his hand.

"I love you," Dorian shouted after him, his voice on the verge of breaking.

"And I love you too," Finian said, but never looked back before the door closed behind him.

Dorian broke down in tears there in the hallway. He hated this, he hated it more than anything. Dorian had to fight the urge to run after his beloved. It was probably one of the hardest things he had to do in his life.

When Dorian calmed down, he packed his bag and sat behind the computer. He thought it was a good idea to try to focus on work until Shiro would call.

Two hours went by slowly, and Dorian was so on edge that he could barely keep still. When the phone called, he immediately turned off his computer, got on his feet, and answered the phone.

Afterwards, Dorian couldn't even remember the drive to his parent's apartment. He went on autopilot. Dorian just knew that he had never walked so fast before when he got to the garage and almost ran from the parked Bently to the front door of the flat.

Dorian didn't knock on the door, he opened it with his trembling hand, and Shiro's scent hit him like a baseball bat to his face. Dorian stumbled backwards, almost falling to the floor.

The flowery scent affected him at once, and dizziness came over him. Dorian's breathing got heavy, and he felt feverish. With shaky legs, Dorian walked through the door, closed, locked it, and turned around. It was too hot, he had too many clothes on, and after he dropped the bag on the floor in the hall, he started to button up his shirt. The scent became more potent, the closer he got to the bedroom, almost making it hard for him to breathe.

The shirt got tossed on the floor before Dorian entered the bedroom. Something was moving under the black duvet, and after Dorian tore off his pants and boxers, hen crawled on top of the bed. With his heart hammering in his chest Dorian pulled aside the duvet, and what he saw underneath made him lose his breath.

Shiro was a perfectly sexy mess. His eyes were feverish, sweat drops ran across his smooth chest, and Dorian gulped at this mouthwatering sight. Shiro had one hand between his buttocks, and the other hand was stroking his hard cock. Shiro looked up, and when he saw the naked man over him, his brown-eyes beamed, and he smiled, panting as he did.

"You came!"

Shiro didn't need to say anything more. The younger man seemed so incredibly happy about seeing him, and Dorian lost it. He grunted, sounding like a horny beast and got on top of Shiro. Straddling over the smaller man, Dorian stared down at the omega, his eyes slowly turning yellow.

Their scent mixed together and filled the room. It completely took away the pair's last bit of self-control. The alpha's and the omega's lips crashed together, and their tongues danced inside their mouths. It looked more like they were trying to devour each other than kissing. They pulled apart, catching their breath, saliva running down their face. Shiro clung to Dorian, stroking his cheek to Dorian's neck. Feeling comfort by the scent of sandalwood and cedar.

Dorian pressed his face to Shiro's hair. He inhaled the pleasant scent from the omega, which filled him with a warm feeling of belonging. Dorian grabbed Shiro with his big hands and pulled him along as he sat on the bed. Shiro was in Dorian's lap, facing him.

Shiro's eyes were feverish as he looked at Dorian, and his chest rose and fell rapidly.

Dorian kissed the man's slender neck, tasted the beautiful pale skin, down to the chest. He nibbled at the nipples, licked, and sucked on them. Making Shiro moan out loud with pleasure. He moved his hips back and forward, and Dorian didn't fail to notice that. He nibbled at the skin down to the erect cock, leaving little lovebites. The pink tip was dripping of precum, making it look delicious. When Dorian leaned over and took the whole length in his mouth, Shiro's gasped and tugged at Dorian's hair. It was a sensation Shiro had very little experience off, he couldn't even remember the last time someone had given him a blowjob. Shiro couldn't help himself, he started to thrust his cock into Dorian's warm mouth. Dorian was good at what he did, and Shiro didn't last long.

"I'm coming," he managed to moan, and he tried to pull away.

But Dorian grabbed Shiro's buttocks hard, pushing a finger in the omegas wet hole and took the whole cock in his mouth down to the root. Shiro screamed out as he came, and he trembled violently, collapsing in Dorian's arms.

Dorian swallowed everything and licked his lips, still with his finger inside the warm twitching hole. Shiro panted and groaned as Dorian started to move the finger around. The small man pressed his body to Dorian's, his arms around alpha's shoulders. Shiro was shivering with pleasure, pressing his bottom against Dorian's hands. Wanting more.

Shiro had prepared his hole, but his small fingers were nothing against Dorian's long ones. They reached further in, and Shiro cried out as the finger's started to touch his prostate. The slick made it easy for Dorian to make Shiro soft.

Shiro trembled when Dorian took out his finger and lifted up Shiro by the waist, and gently put him down again. His cock slowly penetrated Shiro, making both men gasp. They stared at each other, so close that their noses almost touched.

They were complete slaves under the pheromones, but there was no mistaking it. There was something else, something more than just a need caused by hormones they couldn't control. Shiro wanted this, and truth be told, Dorian did as well.

Dorian kissed Shiro, loving the taste of those sweet lips and pushed the omega down on the bed. Shiro grabbed the sheet under him, welcoming the sensation he had longed for. Dorian couldn't take it anymore. He trusted his cock hard, making Shiro scream out in pleasure. Dorian was so big, filling him up and pressing against his sweet spot. It felt so good that Shiro thought he would pass out. Dorian wasn't particularly careful, but he made Shiro feel great.

Dorian was like possessed, he couldn't even think straight, all reason gone. The alpha was the only thing left. He slammed his cock hard into that tight hole, making Shiro scream as he came all over his stomach and chest. Dorian didn't stop, and Shiro didn't object. He was an omega wanting to be controlled by his alpha.

Dorian had never felt like this before. The sensation was even more fantastic than last time. It felt so good. And all he could think was that this was his omega. This was where he belonged. And the want grew for each minute they spent together.

'Make him mine!' The alpha inside Dorian demanded.

Dorian could feel his canines grow, and Dorian turned Shiro over so that the omega was standing on all four. His sweet little ass shaking when Dorian pumped him hard. The bed was creaking, the sound from his thighs hitting Shiro's ass echoing in the apartment, mixing in with Shiro's loud gasps.

As Dorian could feel himself getting closer to climaxing, he leaned over, put his arm around Shiro's chest, and pulled the younger man to him. Standing on the bed, tightly pressed together, Dorian came, and he bit down hard at the side of Shiro's neck. Shiro screamed straight out, and he would have collapsed if Dorian didn't hold on to him with both his arm and his bite.

Suddenly Dorian felt something he had never felt before. His cock started to swell, and Shiro shook in his arms from the sensation, the omega climaxed again. Dorian was pretty out of it, but he managed to realize that he still was ejaculating. That his semen was still flowing into Shiro's ass.

Shiro tried to crawl away, but it hurt both him and Shiro. The cock had swelled so big that Dorian couldn't pull out. He could feel that even if the omega was affected by the pheromones, Shiro was starting to panic. Probably scared by this new sensation. Dorian stopped biting Shiro, and he carefully laid them down on their side. Still holding Shiro in his arms.

"It will be over soon," Dorian managed to say and kissed the bleeding wound on the omega's neck.

Shiro flinched but was hit by soothing pheromones from his alpha. Pheromones Dorian didn't even realize he'd let out. Shiro started to relax in his arms, and Dorian carefully licked the bitemark, making Shiro shiver with pleasure, until they both were overcome by fatigue.

They two fell asleep like that, and when Dorian woke up six hours later, he didn't want to move. In his arms was the most beautiful man he had ever seen, and when he saw that bitemark on this almost godlike creature's neck, his heart hammered with pride. This was his omega.

Dorian felt his cock were back to his normal size, and luckily he had pulled it out from Shiro while they were passed out. So that was knotting. He had never felt anything like it. It was a bizarre feeling, to suddenly feel his cock grow to the size that he couldn't pull it out. He had felt so powerless, but at the same time, it was a fantastic feeling being so connected to someone. It had felt like he and Shiro were one. And the amount of semen he had released was something new as well. He never knew that he could produce that much!

Dorian could feel the lingering pheromones in the air, but Shiro hadn't been releasing any while he was asleep. And Dorian could feel his self-control were back for now. The tall man's stomach suddenly growled, and reluctantly Dorian let go of the gorgeous man, carefully pulled the duvet over Shiro's sleeping body, and got out of the bed.

Dorian didn't know what would happen when Shiro woke up, so he figured he better prepare something to eat and take a shower. Quickly Dorian walked to the kitchen and made an easy breakfast containing a sandwich and a smoothie. Dorian had been in the apartment many times, borrowing it when he was younger, so it was easy for him to find everything.

Dorian quickly ate his sandwich and downed his smoothie. But just when he was about to put on coffee and head to the shower. A sudden wave of pheromones filled the room again. Dorian flinched and stood still, holding the can of coffee in his hand. He could feel his body immediately becoming hotter. Dorian glanced at the door. There Shiro stood, naked. His long hair was a mess, his body full av bitemarks and he was stained with semen. Like in a trance, Dorian put down the can and walked towards the omega, thinking that this was the sexiest thing he had ever seen.

Shiro smiled when he saw Dorian, feeling his heart racing in his chest. He had woken up to an empty bed, and he had panicked, thinking that Dorian had left him. Shiro almost started to cry when he heard noises from the kitchen, and Shiro immediately relaxed. Dorian was still there, he hadn't abandoned him. It was only a moment that Shiro was free from the heat that morning. During those few minutes, Shiro felt so incredibly happy. He touched the bitemark on his neck, it hurt a little, but it brought him tears of joy. Dorian had made him his. Dorian was now his alpha.

The pheromones responded to Shiro's feelings and exploded in the room.

'Get your alpha,' the omega in him screamed, and on staggering legs, Shiro walked to the kitchen.

Dorian was there, completely naked in front of the coffee machine, and Shiro once again confirmed that this man definitely was sex on legs. Dorian's tall body with those defined muscles, tight butt, and big cock. The sight made Shiro's mouth water, and when Dorian looked his way, Shiro felt like the luckiest man on earth. In Dorian's eyes was desire. Dorian wanted him.

They came together in a sloppy kiss, and Shiro couldn't keep his hands from exploring Dorian's shivering body. Dorian picked the petite man in his arms and started walking, his mouth still on Shiro's. Dorian was captured by the pheromones again, but he still managed to take Shiro to the shower. Under the warm water, the two men fucked like crazy.

This was what they did for three straight days. They fucked, slept, woke up, quickly got something to eat, fucked, slept, and so on.

On the fourth day, Shiro woke up feeling like usual. His heat was over. He once again found himself alone in the bed, and he was filled with an almost paralyzing fear. Dorian had no reason to stay with him anymore. He would leave and not return for a month. Shiro closed his eyes and hid under the duvet. His body was sore, but content. He had never felt so good before, so completely satisfied after a heat. Shiro was sure that if he hadn't been on birth control, then he would have gotten pregnant. And the thought didn't feel so weird.

'A baby with Dorian? It would be the most beautiful baby,' Shiro thought to himself.

"Are you up?"

Shiro flinched as Dorian's voice filled the room, and Shiro peaked out from underneath the duvet.

"Yeah," he said in a weak voice, he had lost his voice under the second day.

Dorian smiled and walked up to the bed. Shiro stared at him, once again captivated by the radiant man. How could anyone look so good was beyond Shiro.

"Breakfast is ready."

Shiro didn't say anything, he couldn't. He was sure he would start to cry. And Shiro didn't want that, he didn't wish for Dorian to feel bad. Shiro didn't want Dorian to be with him out of pity.

But Dorian quickly knew that something was wrong. When he saw the sadness in Shiro's eyes, the alpha understood what was going on. Dorian sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed beside Shiro.

"Your heat is over, isn't it?"

Shiro nodded, biting his bottom lip.

'Don't cry, don't cry,' he told himself.

"Perhaps now is the wrong time to ask this, but I would like you to come home to us for dinner this weekend."

Shiro opened his eyes, sat up on the bed, and stared at Dorian.

"You would?"

Dorian laughed and caressed Shiro's cheek with his big hand. And Shiro flinched. There was no mistaking it, in Dorian's blue eyes he saw affection.

"Yeah, you're my pair. You need to meet my family. If it's alright with you?"

Shiro had to calm himself down. This was too good to be true, there had to be a catch. But he calmly answered.

"I would love to."

Dorian smiled, looking relieved and glad, and he carefully pressed his lips on Shiro's forehead.

"Thank you."

Shiro's heart pounded like crazy, and he looked with tear-filled eyes as the alpha stood up.

"Take a shower, I'll wait for you in the kitchen."

Shiro nodded and watched as the sexy, black dressed man walked out of the bedroom. When Dorian was out of the room, Shiro dived down in the bed, his face against a pillow, and he squealed, while he hugged the pillow. Feeling so very happy.

Dorian had woken up and immediately felt that something was different. There were no pheromones left, and Shiro, who laid press against him, wasn't feverish any longer.

'So it's over now,' the alpha thought and exhaled.

It had been an experience, to say the least. Dorian hadn't had that much sex before. His whole body ached, but he felt happy. It was as if all the stress, the guilty, anxiousness Dorian had only a few days before, just had vanished. He knew that they had a lot of work in front of them, but still. Dorian was bonded. Shiro was now his omega, and therefore a part of his family and life. Dorian knew that he could decide to only see Shiro during his heats, but Dorian didn't want that. He couldn't do that to Shiro.

Dorian would make this work. He would make both Shiro and Finian happy; he simply had to. And, the alpha looked at the sleeping beauty beside him and carefully kissed his cheek, with a feeling that this could maybe be love.