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Chapter 31 - Getting closer

Dorian woke up to the sound of the shower, and he looked around, feeling a bit disoriented. His first thought was that this wasn't his bedroom. His second thought was, 'Shiro is in the shower!' That insight triggered Dorian more than he thought it would. His morning wood got even harder, making him groan uncomfortably as he squirmed in bed, not knowing what to do with himself at the moment. He tried to think of other things, like that really unpleasant CEO he, unfortunately, had to do business with. Still, not even that nasty bastard could help him get less aroused. And when Shiro walked into the room with only a towel around his waist, Dorian couldn't help but stare at that divine creature. Shiro's gaze was turned to the floor, and his hair that went to his shoulder was still damp from the shower and covered half the face. His body, slender, and slightly tanned looked smooth. Dorian was filled with an intense urge to touch Shiro, to taste him.

Shiro was drying his hair with another towel and didn't notice Dorian until he stood at the end of the bed, utterly unaware of Dorian's lust-filled eyes. But that was the first thing Shiro saw when he looked up, and he smirked. He knew Dorian wanted him, there was no doubt in Shiro's mind. And thanks to Dorian's hot breath against his neck and the fit body pressed onto his, with that big dick teasing his ass all night, Shiro hadn't slept very well. He was ready to go. Shiro couldn't, nor did he want to hold back any longer.

Shiro first dropped the towel he used to dry his hair with, and he pulled his fingers through his wet hair. Shiro's eyes were locked with Dorian's as the alpha moistened his lips with the tip of his tongue. Thinking Shiro was hot as hell. The look Dorian gave Shiro, sent shivers through the omega's spine, and felt his member twitch eagerly behind the rag. The omega stood just by the edge of the bed when he dropped the towel from his waist. Dorian's eyes got big, and he mouthed, "Wow."

Without a word, Shiro pulled the cover from Dorian, revealing a very aroused dick. The boxers Dorian had on did nothing to hide the hard-on. This made Shiro's heart hammer excitedly in his chest, and his smirk grew. Dorian didn't have time to react as the omega crawled on top of the bed and mounted him. Shiro looked down at the man beneath him, slowly grinding his ass against the black boxers. Dorian's eyes wandered, from Shiro's brown eyes downwards to the omega's erect cock and up again. When he locked eyes with Shiro again, Dorian was panting.

"I want my mate," Shiro said.

He didn't beg. No, Shiro demanded, and he could see the changing emotions in Dorian's blue eyes. From uncertainty to acceptance and then, his eyes started to shine of eagerness. There was no way Dorian would reject Shiro. The blond man nodded obediently and placed his hands on Shiro's hips. The touch made Shiro tremble and push down his ass harder against Dorian's groin, making the man flinch.

"Let me take care of you," Shiro purred, and with that, he leaned down and captured Dorian's lips with his.

They kissed while Shiro pulled off Dorian's boxers, and he shivered in delight when he felt the hard cock directly against his behind. They tasted each other for a long time, while Shiro rubbed his buttocks against Dorian's groin, making both of them moan.

Shiro broke the kiss, and while looking into Dorian's eyes, he got down and took Dorian's cook in his mouth. It was hard and so big that it strained Shiro's jaws, but he did good, and Dorian groaned and gently caressed Shiro's head with his big hands. He looked down as Shiro sucked him off, taking it all. Dorian bit his bottom lip, it was too much. The sensation, the warm, soft mouth, and those plump sexy lips around his cock. Dorian tried to hold back, but it felt so good, and with a trembling voice, Dorian managed to say:

"Babe, I'm coming."

Shiro stopped at once and glanced at Dorian, licking his lips.

"I want you in me."

Dorian just nodded and gulped as Shiro started to finger himself. Dorian was about to lean forward, to help, but Shiro firmly shook his head.

"No, I do everything today."

And he continued to stretch himself in front of a quivering Dorian, who was so horny his cock hurt and pre-cum was leaking.

Shiro had his eyes closed, but his mouth was slightly opened, and his breathing was heavy. It felt good, but he couldn't wait until he could have Dorian in him. The blond alpha stared at the man in front of him, so aroused Dorian felt like he could cum by simply watching his mate pleasure himself. He didn't even touch his cock. Instead, Dorian gently stroked one of Shiro's nipples with his fingertips, and with the other hand, he grasped Shiro's hard cock. The touch made Shiro wince, and he groaned. Dorian didn't move his hand, he held it still, and Shiro began to thrust his cock into Dorian's grip. The satisfaction the omega felt was apparent in his face. Shiro shut his eyes hard, moans of pleasure escaped between his lips, and his body trembled as he stood on his knees and only held up his body with one shivering arm.

When the hole was soft enough, Shiro sat up and slowly sank down onto Dorian's hard cock. He flinched when the cock entered, and the man cried out in pleasure. Dorian grunted and grabbed on to Shiro's waist. Shiro gently started to ride Dorian, so slowly, the alpha thought he was going to go insane. He glared at Shiro.

"You're teasing me!"

Shiro smirked.

"You have been teasing me for a whole week. Paybacks a bitch, isn't it?"

Dorian heaved his brows and grinned.

"Been hard on you, hasn't it?"

Shiro rise up and so very slowly fell down on the hard cock.

"Yeah," the omega grunted.

Dorian felt hot, and he placed a soft kiss on Shiro's lips.

"For me as well."

When Dorian and Shiro looked into each other eyes, the two men could see that they both shared the same desire and that they had longed for this. Dorian suddenly shook his head and looked apologetic at his mate.

"Sorry, but I can't do this slow."

Shiro didn't even have time to react, Dorian grabbed Shiro's ass and started to pound his hard cock into Shiro. Making the omega cry out loud with pleasure. He had never been taken so hard before, and Shiro thought he would pass out. He loved it. Dorian knew he hit the right spot when Shiro screaming ejaculated all over Dorian's chest. And the alpha soon followed, barely managing to take out his cock, and his body shook as he cum, his cock against Shiro's buttocks.

Shiro collapsed onto Dorian, and they lay there, panting heavily, and their sweaty body trembling.

Dorian caressed Shiro's head, which laid on his broad chest and stroked the beautiful black hair affectionately.

"Are you alright?"

Shiro glanced up from under his long eyelashes, looking very content.

"That was amazing."

Dorian grinned and kissed Shiro's forehead.

"I think you have to take another shower, Babe. Want to join me?"

Shiro stretched out, and with the tip of his pink tongue, he licked Dorian's lips and nodded.

Dorian groaned, grabbed Shiro in his arms, and stood up from the bed, heaving Shiro over his shoulder.

"You asked for it," he exclaimed, and Shiro laughed cheerfully as Dorian carried him to the bathroom.

The couple took a long time in the shower, and afterwards, they had breakfast. Well, brunch, because the two lovers had enjoyed themself for a long time in the shower. That's when Dorian started to think about Finian, and all those happy emotions he just felt, went away. Shiro noticed that Dorian was bothered with something, and he thought he knew about what. And Shiro decided there and then that he didn't want a lack of communication to hinder their relationship.

"Are you thinking of Finian?"

Dorian flinched; he had been so deep in thought that he forgot he sat at the kitchen table with Shiro. Guilt over neglecting his mate now got added to the amount of blame he already felt for being happy without Finian. Shiro could see the guilty feelings in Dorian's face, and he leaned over the table and placed his hand over Dorian's.

"It's okay, Dorian. You can miss Finian, it doesn't bother me."

Dorian looked surprised at Shiro.

"It doesn't?"

"No, not anymore. I know you care for me as well, and that you want to have a relationship with me. Knowing that makes me calm."

"I really do," Dorian replied and grasped Shiro's hand.

"It's just that I miss Finian when I'm not with him and when I'm not with you, I miss you just as much."

"So why don't I stay at your place?"

Dorian stared at Shiro with big eyes.

"Seriously, you would do that?"

The black-haired man smiled and nodded.

"Yes, I would. I have realized that I can't live without you anymore. I love you so much, and I want you to be happy as well."

Dorian was baffled. This was the first time Shiro had told him that he loved him. It made Dorian so extremely happy, even though he still didn't know exactly how he felt about his mate. Dorian got up from the chair, walked over to Shiro, without letting go of the omegas hand, and pulled him into a firm embrace.

"Thank you, Luv. It means so much to me."

Shiro held on to Dorian, his ear over his mates rapidly beating heart. The sound made his nerves calm down, but he still felt a bit nervous. Shiro was positive that he loved Dorian. He had been for a while, but to tell the other person was terrifying. He didn't expect Dorian to tell him he loved him back, because Shiro was sure that Dorian didn't love him. Not yet, anyway. But Shiro really wished to be with Dorian more. If moving in with the McCallisters home would make Dorian happy, then Shiro wanted that. But now it was up to Finian to decide.

"I'm going to call Finian and ask what he thinks."

Dorian let go of Shiro and went into the bedroom, Shiro looked after him when his cellphone called. He picked the phone from the table, the caller-id said it was Deion, and Shiro answered quickly.

"Hi Shiro, how did the first night with Dorian go?"

Shiro glanced at the door to the bedroom, making sure Dorian didn't hear.

"Didn't sleep all night. But I jumped him this morning."

Deion laughed.

"Doesn't surprise me. But good for you. So how are things now?"

"I'm going to move in with Dorian if Finian agrees."

"You are?" the man on the other side exclaimed, surprised. "Are you sure you want to see Dorian with his husband and kids all the time?"

"Yeah, I'm positive. And I guess it will take some time getting used to it, but Dorian can't be apart from either Finian or me like this. And I want to be with him every day, even if that means I will have to see him with Finian."

Deion didn't say anything for a while, Shiro knew the other man was startled. Before Dorian, and this whole fated pair thing, Shiro would never have bothered with something troublesome like this. But then Shiro wasn't in love and bonded.

"If you really think that this is a good idea, then I got no objection. But please, Shiro, if it gets too hard for you, don't hesitate about telling someone about it, alright?"

"Yes, I promise," Shiro said with a smile, thankful once again that he had such a good friend as Deion.

"And probably it's for the best if you stay with other people. We think your stalker is back."

Shiro jerked, his heart almost stopping.

"Midori?"

"Yeah, we think so."

"But that doesn't make any sense. Midori hasn't done anything in four years. What have you found that makes you think it's him?"

"Someone has been leaving you wrapped presents, and just like before, it contained pictures of you and semen all over them."

"No letters?"

"One."

"And what did it say?"

Deion hesitated before he answered.

"I don't know if it's a good idea you hear it, Shiro."

"Read it, Deion," Shiro's voice was grave, and Deion knew that there was no point in trying further, so he sighed before he spoke again.

"Shiro is mine. No one else's. I will fucking cut your throat if you touch him. He is my fated."

Shivers went down Shiro's spine. It was exactly like before. When Kei received those letters.

"Yeah, that's Midori. Have you contacted the police?"

"Of course, but they haven't been able to find Midori yet. I will talk with the agency, and they will increase your security. And please tell Dorian about this. He and his family might be in danger too."

Shiro nodded. That was the first thing that had crossed the man's mind. That he had to make sure that Dorian, Finian, and the kids were safe.

"Are Ikumi secure?"

"Yes, I contacted her grandparents, and they decided to take a trip to France, bringing Ikumi along. Perhaps it's about time that she comes to London after that?"

"I think so too. I just have to make sure that Dorian will accept her and that we have someplace to stay. But I miss her like crazy, Deion. Have you meet her?"

"Yeah, I joined them for lunch today. Kei's parents are wonderful people, they actually called me because Ikumi wanted to meet me," Deion sounded so happy about that and Shiro smiled.

Deion was right, Kei's mother and father really were great, and he was thankful that they wanted to help. But Shiro missed Ikumi. The guilt about being away from her weight heavily on his heart, and he wanted to bring her to London right away. To have her meet Dorian. But he was still too unsure, and he couldn't risk getting Ikumi's feelings hurt. He hadn't even talked to Dorian about Ikumi coming to London yet.

Dorian walked into the kitchen again, on his face was a big smile, and Shiro immediately felt relieved.

"I have to go, Deion, but please send any new information to my mail."

"Will do. I will arrive in London on Tuesday around 10 in the morning. Make time for me, alright?"

"Of course, I will. Take care."

Shiro ended the call and looked up at Dorian, who walked up to him.

"Your manager?"

"Yes, but Deion is more than just my manager. He's my best friend."

It wasn't more than a passing flash, but Shiro did see disapproval in Dorian's eyes, and he snickered.

"Are the man with both a husband and a boyfriend really jealous of a friend?"

Dorian flinched and immediately looked guilty.

"I'm sorry. I tend to be quite possessive, but I will work on that, I promise."

Shiro simply laughed and looked at Dorian, his gaze filled with love, and he took Dorian's hands in his.

"If I'm honest. I like it when you're jealous."

"You do?" Dorian said, surprised.

Shiro nodded.

"Yeah, I do."

Dorian smirked and got down on his knees in front of Shiro. He placed a soft kiss on Shiro's forehead before he leaned his own on to it.

"I was really jealous of you and Finian for a while."

"What!" Shiro yelled out in surprise and stared at his mate.

Dorian couldn't look Shiro in the eyes, he felt embarrassed as he exposed his childish thoughts.

"When I found out that you and Finian meet up and send each other's text every day, I hated it. Mostly because you both were mine. And it was bloody horrible when Finian went to Tokyo to get you back. It was weird to think that he would do that just for me. And I know I'm a hypocrite, just like you said. I'm jealous, even though I am the one who has two lovers. But I can't help it. I don't want you to love anybody else but me."

Dorian closed his eyes, Shiro could see that Dorian hated feeling like this, but Shiro loved it.

"I'm sorry for being selfish."

Shiro could barely contain this almost overwhelming joy, and he hugged Dorian, making both of them fall to the floor. Dorian grunted as he got Shiro over him, but when he looked into the tear-filled eyes, he could only focus on the man on top of him.

"Shiro?" he said, his voice filled with worry.

"I'm so happy, Dorian. Thank you!" The man said and kissed Dorian hard.

Dorian returned the kiss and held Shiro close. The alpha was confused. Nothing Shiro did was what Dorian expected, and the omega managed to continuously amaze him over and over again. But Dorian really liked that about Shiro. He wasn't like anybody Dorian had ever meet before. So strong and straightforward.

The couple ended the kiss before it got to heated because Shiro couldn't have any more sex that day. His ass would surely tear, so they got up and sat at the table again.

"So what did Finian say?" Shiro asked, even though he had an idea already.

Dorian smiled once again.

"He was relieved. Finian told me he had felt awful when we left, and he missed me. So he's going to prepare the guestroom for you. It got its own bathroom, and it's far from the kid's rooms."

Shiro listened as Dorian excitedly talked, and he smiled. Dorian was thrilled, and Shiro was glad about that.

"And of course, I still want to spend the night with you, even though I'm home," Dorian said, and Shiro looked stunned at the blond man.

"Is that alright? What about Finian or the children?"

Dorian combed his fingers through his blond hair as he talked.

"Well, it will be a bit strange at first, but they will have to get used to it. If that's alright with you?"

"I feared that you didn't want to, so I'm happy."

Dorian practically beamed, he felt like he hadn't been this happy for years, perhaps every. He stood up and held his hand out toward his mate.

"We better get started. I want to go shopping for things for your room."

Shiro grabbed Dorian's hand and stood up.

"That isn't necessary, Dorian."

"Of course, it is Babe. I want you and Ikumi to feel at home."

"Ikumi?" Shiro replied, staring at Dorian with big eyes.

The alpha nodded and brought Shiro's hands to his lips, kissing the knuckles while looking at Shiro.

"You'll be bringing her here soon, right?"

"You want that? To take care of another alpha���s child?"

Shiro was nervous when he finally asked the question he been so afraid of hearing the answer to. But he needed to know. And the way Dorian looked at him, surprised over the apparent anxiousness in Shiro's voice, made Shiro flinch.

"You're my mate, and Ikumi is your child. That makes Ikumi my family, as well. If that is what both of you want."

Shiro was stunned. This was more than he had wished for.

"Are you sure?"

Dorian caressed Shiro's cheek and kissed the soft lips again. Shiro had been thinking about that before, Dorian seemed to really love kissing.

"Yes, I'm sure. You don't have to worry about that," Dorian said, his mouth so close to Shiro's that the hot breath tickled his lips.

Shiro kissed Dorian's cheek and snuggled his face into the crock of Dorian's neck.

"I really love you a lot."

Dorian put his big strong arms around Shiro and held the other man close to him. He was filled with this intense emotion that this was most likely love after all.