"I said I'm not ready for that yet," I said for the hundredth time rolling my eyes.
"But you did it like two, three times before," he complained grabbing my arm as I put hot water and scents into the tub.
"The first time it was rape so that doesn't count," I pointed out, "And look at how the other times turned out." You can probably guess what we are talking about here. Jason wants to have sex and I'm plainly saying no. I have to wait this time.
"What do those guys have that I don't have? I most probably have more than those guys ever will," he defended sweeping his hands over his body. I scoffed at the stupid act.
I shook my head no and laughed at the deflated look of shock of his face, "You have more experience and a kid," I said half playful. He sighed and looked at me with sad eyes.
"How many times do I have to apologize for that? I was just hurt," he tried to take my hand but I just shook my head slowly.
"You were stupid," he nodded, "fullish," he nodded again, " and impatient." He looked shocked at me shocked and then I just walked past him to get my towel and change of clothes from the bed.
"Can I at least join you?" I looked at him confused and the he sighed, "The bath?" I shook my head and laughed again when he went on his knees to try and persuade me.
I jumped on his back and wrapped my hands around his neck, "You can take me to the door and leave me. That will earn you something." I leaned forward almost making us both fall.
He laughed and then walked over to the bathroom door and put me down. I was about to walk in but then he grabbed my arm and made me face him, "At least a small kiss then." He tapped his cheek and I smirked going on my tip-toes and just when my lips were about to connect I turned around and closed the door and locked it for good measure.
I could hear him grumbling as I stripped and took in the amazing scent of chocolate and lemon. I got into the tub and the hot water immediately relaxed all the muscles I hadn't realized were tense.
I sighed feeling pretty good about myself so far. I relaxed and lay in there for a very long time not minding that there was a really hot guy out there waiting for me desperately. Everything was going perfectly when I started feeling to hot for comfort so I got out and wrapped myself in a towel. I wasn't too hot, but it was hot enough for me to realize that I was hot.
I got rid of the towel since it felt like lava on my skin. I took out all of the water and replaced it with freezing cold unscented water. I decided to lie on the cold hard tiles. It brought a lot of relief and then they started getting hotter. I was now rolling on the floor in agony.
There was a loud knock on the door. The person was banging so loud I thought that the door would burst down. "Sally, open this door." I was silent as I rolled on the floor as I began hotter, "Open this door now, Salias!" why did he keep repeating my name?
I felt like this happened to me before, but I couldn't remember why or what I did to stop it. I got into the water and almost cried at the immense relief it was bringing me for a few seconds until steam started coming out showing how hot it was. The room got very steamy making it very hard to breathe. What is happening?
I felt so miserable as I got out of the tub to walk to the window and open it. When I reached it, I could barely stand up without using a lot of my energy. The steam rushed out and the cool breeze was cooling me down since there were water droplets on me.
I heard howls and I saw men running in the direction of the house. At least Jason knows there's something wrong. He most probably called these guys so that they can help him help me, I thought.
You are such an idiot! Brianna screeched in my mind. Well if I'm such an idiot then please, tell me what's happening, I dared her. We were practically the same person. She can't know that much.
I can't tell you. You have to learn on your own, she sighed as she was also feeling the heat getting to her head.
I heard a loud bang on the door but thank God that the door was strong otherwise I would have to face the shame of being seen like this. My head began to feel heavy making me lie down despite how little these tiles were helping and I looked at he ceiling light which looked heavenly considering the steam.
I tried to get up, but everything went black leaving me to my own thoughts and memories as entertainment.
I opened my eyes feeling very cold as the bathroom window was open. I tried to remember how I ended up sleeping on the bathroom floor naked. I remembered feeling hot and steam filling my lungs making it hard for me to breathe therefore making me unconscious.
Now that I think about it, how could I have been that hot. I was feeling very cold at this point and I think I have a fever. I woke up shivering on the bathroom floor and I immediately decided to have a boiling hot bath. I turned on the tap and pored in scents.
"Sally," Jason groaned sounding like he just woke up. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah," I yelled with my teeth chattering. This was not a nice way to start a day. I sighed with content as I sat in the water and felt the hot water going to each part of my body which was cold and warming it up. I spent a very long time in there, but eventually I had to go out.
I drained the water in my white towel and low dried my hair and that's when I realized the brownish- white streak in my hair. I froze in place. Where did this come from? I touched it lightly with my fingertip and felt a chill go through my body.
I decided that I was taking to much time and tied my hair in a ponytail and put on the black jeans and white spaghetti shirt that I had brought in with me. Walking out I saw Jason rubbing his head while there were about two very injured people lying on the floor bleeding.
"What the...?" I didn't finish. I didn't need to finish. Jason began dragging the people out the door and when they were all gone he mopped up all the blood on the floor. "What happened?"
He looked at me through narrowed eyes which looked so frightening behind his curly hair. "Are you serious?" he asked and I nodded my head like it was the most obvious thing ever. "You happened! You were on heat and practically summoned every guy from 2kilometers away!"
"I have no idea what you're talking about. All I remember now is feeling warm and waking up on the tiles naked and now I have a fever!" I was getting hysterical and was now breathing hard.
Jason sighed and stood up. Walking over to me, he wrapped his hands around my figure as I started to cry. This was all just so hard and for some odd reason, it all frightened me. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for yelling. I just had to fight practically the whole male population of my pack and most of them are seriously injured and I-I..."
I pulled away and looked into his eyes with a sad smile, " No. It's my fault. I was just waiting because every other time it was a horrible mistake. I'm tired of making such mistakes. I'm tired of being a thot. I want to be a normal girl who waits for the right guy, but no. I'm just a stupid weirdo." I hit his chest with my fist in frustration and then burst into tears.
"I know. I know and I'm sorry. I don't want you to make a mistake. I just want you to know that I not a mistake. Please, don't cry," he pulled away and wiped my tears. I looked up into his eyes and felt like I could trust him. I just needed more time. I pulled him back into a hug feeling amazing.
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Jason's P.O.V
I looked into her teary eyes and felt like my heart was being pulled out of my chest. I wiped her tears and tears started pooling in my eyes. But before they could fall she pulled me into a hug and squeezed me making me feel like everything in the world was sad. I felt like nothing could ever make me happy again.
This woman had the power. She had the power to make everyone around her feel her emotions. Her happiness, her sadness, her joy. Everything. I felt like my whole life was in her hands and she didn't even realize it which I have to admit made me scared of what the future will hold.
I had a butterfly feeling in my stomach as I let her go. I pushed her apart from me and looked down at her. I held her chin making sure she doesn't look away from my eyes, "I would never want to do something that you wouldn't want to do. The one exception is if you ask me to hurt you. I would never do that. Just tell me and I'll wait till you're ready."
Tears started pooling in her eyes and she looked adorable and so sad it hurt. She nodded and smiled. I just kept looking at her eyes and she wrapped her hands around my neck and closed her eyes slowly. The mate bond felt stronger somehow and it made me feel... amazing.
She got onto her toes and it took me a few moments to realize what was going on. I lowered my head to her level and then when our lips almost touched I froze and opened my eyes. "Are you sure?" I whispered.
She opened her eyes and that's when I saw that there was a pale blue color slowly taking over her brown. It looked so magical. She rolled her eyes and then pulled my neck down and our lips connected. The mate bond got stronger with each passing moment.
I licked her bottom lip asking her to open, but she refused. I growled and then lifted her up making her wrap her legs around my waist. She gasped and I took that as my chance to slip my tongue in her mouth, but then I realized my promise. I never pulled away as I set her down and took my tongue out of her mouth.
She pulled away and looked into my eyes in confusion, "I won't do whatever you won't let me," I explained with a shrug. She smiled and then took us both to the bed. We sat side-by-side and then she grabbed my head and put it by the spot her neck where I was supposed to mark her.
I immediately pulled away with wide eyes. She just nodded and then pulled my head back there. I breathed in her scent and felt intoxicated and hypnotized. Before I could think about it I immediately sunk my teeth in. She cried out in pain and I felt bad but I could barely pull out.
Her cries turned into moans and then I pulled my teeth out and licked her neck so that it can heal quickly. I felt the mate bond grow stronger. Inside my head I felt like my possessiveness was getting insane.
Rafael was barking with happiness and wagging his tail. I looked into her eyes and saw her smiling like crazy. She's mine. And always will be.
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"What are you doing?" she squealed as I chased her around my room. I grabbed her by the waist and started tickling her. Her eyes widened as she started screaming, "No stop! Stop, stop, stop, st-t-o-o-p!" she started crying while laughing and I couldn't help the smile on my face.
"Why are you screaming?" I said laughing at her reaction. She just shook her head and started laughing. I put her down on the bed and went to the bathroom and opened the tap in the bathtub.
When I walked into the room she was holding her stomach and when she looked at me she had a smile her face that made me want to protect her. "What are you doing?" she asked as she drank her water.
"Putting water so you can bath," I explained, "No offense, but you stink."