Ah Australia
I'm finally here,in Sydney freaken sydney ,I told myself
After landing, I took my phone than quickly gave the cab person my address because I wouldn't know where the place is, yep i decided to get an apartment with the scholarship money plus my savings that my family do not know of,
I'm super introvert so I don't like the idea of being in a dorm with someone or even worse more people, lol I wonder how I'll cope in university ?
so here I am going to my apartment nearby the university I'll be attending for four years, great I smile to myself
After paying the cab person ,I entered the building to my apartment ,
it's weird,people are looking at me with smiles I mean literally smiling at me without even knowing who I am , not knowing about my past nor judging or looking at me with disgust in their eyes like my lovely family haha I laugh abit to myself wondering why do I call them lovely again but anyways people smiling at me here in Australia is a good kinda weird
I feel wanted
i feel important
i feel equal
I feel free, free to be me,
I smile and placed my luggage in my new apartment lol I can't stop saying my apartment my apartment my apartment , I smile to myself I am finally free im finally independent
Once I was done unpacking and packing i decided to go for a little errands so I searched on Google Map for the nearest market, see this is why I love technology especially Google even though it makes us lazy it also help us alot ,once I got results i took my backpack yep I don't do handbags like ordinary girls I'm extra ordinary haha I laugh at my own lame joke good one storměigh
So i made sure I had everything I needed from my wallet with money of course and my ID just incase I mean you can never be too sure and took off to the market
After my errands I came back home and smiled yes I've been smiling alot since my move here which was technically 6 hours ago but hey who's counting
Once I was done with unpacking everything weirdly enough I'm suppose to be jetlag or whatever the people in the movies say but I slept enough in the plane so now I have enough energy to decorate my little apartment with a balcony yeahy I jumped up and down why would a grown woman like me jump up and down you ask well ladies and gentlemen
It is because I have a balcony and i really really love beautiful views to be honest, I'm a sucker a big big sucker for views
Going back to decorating the living room i step back
I love what I did,looking back at my masterpiece skills in decorating haha I know it looks too busy but I love it like that , after staring at my masterpiece again my eyelid got heavier than spoke aloud who am I kidding I'm exhausted I told myself
I really did not care to eat i was not that hungry plus I'm tired and lazy
with that I went to my room
And drop like rain on my bed not bothering to take of my clothes
I sigh happily and fell asleep ....
Morning time came but take a guess what woke me up
yep it's non other than my alarm on my phone i forgot I left it on automatic I cursed than sigh why phone why school starts not for another day but you decided noooo you gon' wake me up just because
But I got up ,and went to the bathroom and guess what I have a shower yeahyyyy
I took my lovely time in the shower for what felt like hours because I was singing and jamming on this dope song by DripReport ~ Skechers yep I'm into weird songs
You have been warned in advance
I'm obsessed lol i sang along while I danced and I'm 100% sure my neighbours can hear me haha I'm that loud I should probably stop but I couldn't lol I'm just too happy in my little zone
Once my shower concert was over i got out of the shower of course me being me which is weird I said bye bye shower see you soon
like I said earlier i love showers call me weird it's ok
I decided to put on my baggy shirt and sweatpants and a hoodie
No no don't judge me I'm at home,with that said I went to the kitchen and made breakfast
Day went by fast ,I ate went through my schedule for tomorrow and watched an animated movie plus a marathon of spongebob squarepants, regular show while expecting a call from my family to check up on me if I arrived but no they didn't call maybe they where too busy I told myself than decided to call them instead
ring ring ring
Dad :Ehhhhhh he spat
Me: kora tate (hello dad)
Dinnnn
He hang up
I called again maybe it was the network maybe his phone died may-
Before I could finish my sentence my dad answered telling me to not disturb them again than hang up again
I let out a single tear down my cheeks,and asked myself what did I ever do to them why don't they like me why don't anyone love me I mean I'm their blood im their child their only daughter why why I asked myself trying to find answers
With my thoughts all over the place I couldn't anymore so I switched off the television and went to my room doing my evening routine
Once I was done i went to bed with a silent prayer than went to bed thinking of my conversation earlier with my dad
Do not disturb us you hear me do not
,thank god you left us now go,
go find other parents there other families
so do not call ever again wazu Mavè wazu he spat at me
With those words in mind
I fell asleep