Selena's POV
"You're a child, you're a freak, and always will be" I burst at him before I slapped my hand over my mouth when I realised what I just said.
Shit. I didn't mean to say that.
Why the fuck did I snap? I was getting so good at controlling myself for so long and I just let it out on him right now.
My heart was just racing as I looked at him and he looked at me like he was about to cry, like really big.
Maybe like flood the house with his tears.
He opened his mouth before closing it as he shook his head gripping onto hair tightly. I wanted to speak but I couldn't right now, I wasn't thinking straight.
"M-me no f-fweak, you-u l-lying, you- fweak" Justin finally spoke moving away from me and I bit my lip nervously stepping forwards closer him.
Excuse me, I'm no fweak. I mean freak
But I ignored him as I understood he was mad.
He had every right to be this time.
I tried to grab him but he stepped back and jumped onto the bed holding the pillow to his face "Justin, I-I didn't mean it, I" I stuttered trying to find the right words, but I couldn't.
He looked at me like he didn't believe a word I was saying. I was about to go to him but I heard the doorbell ring.
Ugh, not a good time.
I shook my head as I wasn't done talking to him and I was angry. Angry at myself. Angry at him. Angry at everything in my life because I keep fucking messing up.
"Justin get dressed," I said looking at his hot half-naked body and he shook his head causing me to let out a sigh. I groaned grabbing a T-shirt trying to make him wear it but he gripped onto the shirt thinking he was going to wear them but instead he threw it across the room.
"Fine, don't wear it then, just come with me" I snapped at him and he flinched a little shaking causing me to suck in a breath.
I harsh;y breathed out and joined my hand with his. I pulled him downstairs to the door which was a little bit hard because he kept stopping so I had to drag his heavy butt.
I could see his eyes at our hands and I released them quickly. I looked through the eyepiece on the door and it was my mum and Pattie were outside.
Wait they weren't supposed to come this early.
"Justin, it's your mum and my mum outside, so you better behave," I said warning him and I let out a sigh realising how fucked up its been between me and Justin recently.
I could see the urge to jump up and his eyes brightened up but he then looked at me and I see all the happiness drifting away and he nodded slowly looking down.
Fuck I felt tears burning the back of my eyes.
I quickly blinked them away and opened the door making mom hug me while Pattie hugged Justin.
"Oh my gosh, I'm so happy to see you gu... Wait why is Justin only in his boxers" Pattie asked confused looking at Justin half naked body and I glanced at the both of them as I bit my lip nervously.
Well, I told him to wear clothes.
"Well I was trying to get him to have a shower but he had a massive argument with me and I took his clothes off but then you guys came and yeah, you get the story," I said awkwardly smiling as I bit my lip awkwardly.
I mean it wasn't a total lie.
I looked back at Pattie with a grin and she smiled nodding.
"Well it's great to see you guys anyway," Pattie said and I looked at mom waiting for her to say she missed me as well.
"I'm glad to see Justin as well, as for Selena, um not so much" she shrugged and I gasped placing my hand over my heart dramatically at her comment.
"Joking Hunny, I missed you," she said laughing. I rolled my eyes and I saw Pattie laughing with her but scolding her a little.
"Justin and Selena, has everything been fine?" I heard Pattie curiously ask and my eyes went to Justin while he looked at me like he was gonna cry again.
I saw his mouth open which caused my heart to race because I didnt want him to say anything that would get both of us in trouble.
"- Everything's been fine, I mean Justin's improved and we're friends now and yeah besties" I said lying straight out my mouth and Pattie looks at Justin for approval.
I looked at him as his jaw clenched and unclenched but he nodded hugging Pattie again.
"Well I and Mandy were just missing you guys soo much, so we came back early if you guys were confused," she said smiling.
I nodded understanding but dude they could've had stayed longer.
"Okay I'm hungry so why don't you guys go to Justin's room while I make some dinner, cmon Mandy" Pattie smiled dragging mom with her to the kitchen but Justin clung onto Pattie.
"Justin, go with Selena, you ok?" Pattie asked as Justin leaned onto her shoulder and I glanced down for a second.
Oh you have no idea.
He nodded slowly and she took Justin's hand off her arm and placed it into mine. I saw him bite his lip and I sighed before going to his room.
I sat in the middle of the bed while he sat on the floor next to it. I sighed again and sat on the floor with him.
I saw him biting his lip again making him even hotter than he already is. Ok, not the time to be a perv, Selena.
"Justin, you know I'm sorry" I sais resting my head on his shoulders. I heard him huff and he crossed his arms over his chest.
I looked at him and thought of an idea "If I give chocolate cookies for the rest of the week, will you forgive me" I said as I bribed him and I saw him nibbling his lip again thinking about it.
Wow, I should've done this before.
He looked at me and shook his head "Why, dude I'll do anything, just forgive me" I whined sitting on his lap facing him as I bit my lip, brushing my fingers over his lips.
His hands instantly went to my waist. "Anything?" he asked brushing his fingers against my skin and I bit my lip harshly.
I thought back to the time when he asked to have sex with me.
I licked my lips which were dry and nodded. Boy, what is he up to?
"Have s-sex w-with m-me?" He asked making me groan and I let out a sigh looking down as I fiddled with the top of his boxers.
Seriously this again dude, you know what I can live with him being angry at me.
Right?
He looked at me with pleading eyes
How am I supposed to do that?
I mean now Pattie and mom are home.
Wait I wouldn't do it even if they weren't home.
Wait would I?
I needed someone to talk to
"Give me time to think about it," I said looking down and he let out a sigh, with his fingers twitching on my skin.
He nodded "W-well I-am angry until then," he said trying to growl at me as he tried to act like me.
I laughed a little and nodded. I was leaning to kiss him on the cheek but he moved his face making me kiss him on the lips.
I tried to move back but he held his grip on my waist making me freeze. he left me no choice but to kiss him back.
I felt my back hit the ground but we pull apart hearing a knock then the door opening.
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