Selena's POV
As the door opened, Pattie walked in.
Her eyes widened at our position.
I looked at Jace and realised I was on top of him, my legs wrapped around his torso and our faces just inches apart.
I jump off. "It's not what it looks like," I said quickly to Pattie and I looked back at Jace who didn't even have a clue to what was even happening.
Well to sum it up, she's probably thinking that I'm taking advantage of her son, who has autism.
She nodded slowly. "Erm ok, well I was just gonna say dinners ready but I mean you can finish whatever you two were doing," Pattie said scratching her arm before leaving the room.
And I think I heard a laugh after the door shut.
I immediately slapped my hand over my forehead in embarrassment. "Ow that hurt," I said running my forehead.
But I felt Jace immediately kiss my forehead.
I sighed. "Wus dat better," he asked as he pouted. I laughed at him and he giggled making us both erupt in laughter.
Suddenly I heard my stomach grumble. "Ok, shall we go downstairs to eat?" I asked him.
Jace nodded and we both went downstairs to the kitchen. I looked to see my mum and Pattie looked at us with grins.
I looked at both of them suspiciously while Jace sat on a stool stuffing his face in lasagna.
I slowly sat on one of the stools while mom and Pattie continued to grin.
Ok, now they just remind me of the Joker.
Which doesn't make me feel any better?
I groaned. "Erm, why are you guys grinning your heads off?" I asked them and they looked at each other and shrugged as they sat on one of the stools sending each other signals.
Ok, something's definitely going on.
I shook my head annoyed. "So what did you guys do when weren't here," mom said smiling innocently but she couldn't hesitate to let out a smirk instead.
Wait oh fuck they don't think that I and Jace are dating?
I mean sure we kissed and that but ew no thanks.
Let's get rid of that thought for them.
"Erm we just hung out and yeah, did normal stuff," I said putting a price of lasagna in my mouth and I saw Pattie's smile slightly turn into a frown.
Shit, I didn't mean to make her upset but I don't want her to think that I and Jace could ever be a thing and that goes for my mum as well.
They both nodded. "That's all," Pattie asked as her eyes glowed a little bit.
"N-no w-we--" Jace started to answer but I interrupted him.
"We had a party and we had a lot of fun," I said and they both nodded but Jace looked at me confused before looking down at his pasta.
Why do I always make everyone sad?
"Fine" I groaned "you want the truth, we kissed a couple of times and I taught him a lot of sexual stuff and gave him a hickey, Ok he even massaged my breasts, but do I care no, ok I'm only doing what you told me to, Ok teaching him stuff that you guys can't really teach him" I groaned and stuffed the whole pasta in my mouth.
Their mouths slightly opened, shocked by my outburst.
Well, you asked.
"S-so you-u d-don't care a-bwout me, you-u don't wuv me," he asked and ran out of the kitchen crying.
I don't even care anymore.
Honestly, I've been thinking about it for a while. I'm toxic for him and for everyone else.
I always have and I always will be.
I can't even take care of myself, how the hell am I going to take care of him as well.
"Selena, erm don't worry, he'll be fine" I heard Pattie said.
No, he won't, he hates me and there's nothing I can do about it.
Oh wait unless I have sex with him, yeah never gonna happen.
I sighed actually thinking about sex though.
Jace has to leave at one point with Pattie which means we won't see each other again, or at least for a while, so I might have sex with him as a goodbye thing I guess.
And I don't want him to leave with anger in his heart.
I sighed. "Hey, can I have sex with Jace?," I asked Pattie and my mum.
They both had their eyes widened and I looked at them waiting for an answer.
Pattie gulped. "Why" she chocked out.
Did she need water or something?
"Yeah why," mom asked shocked at my question
Oh ok, maybe it would be kind of awkward to ask a mom if I could have sex with her son.
I sighed again. "Well I mean he needs to learn how to have sex," I said as I gulped down my pasta fully.
Well, it wasn't a lie because well he does need to be taught that but he won't be angry at me and well for my own needs.
Wait did I just say my own needs?
Dang, it.
They both looked at each other like they were communicating in their minds. "Er sure." my mum said looking a little ashamed with me.
"Erm there's protection in my draw," Pattie said still in awe.
I nodded. "Oh I know," I said because well Jace already showed me but yeah.
I saw Pattie's eyes widened again. "I mean now I know," I said awkwardly and she nodded, letting out a breath of relief.
Okay.
I walked upstairs and grabbed a condom from Patties draw and stuffed it into my back pocket before going straight to Jace's room.
I opened the door to see Jace on his bed crying and I bit my lip as I tiptoed towards him.
He let out a loud cry making me cover my ears. "Dude shut the fuck up" I groaned and I heard Jace gasp as he looked at me with red puffy eyes.
He shook his head. "Now-why you-u care, you-u don't care about me" he cried out and sent back into his pillow. I sighed and jumped on his bed next to him.
He looked at me and pushed me off the bed making me hit the floor. "Dude that hurt," I said rubbing my butt.
"Y-yeah you-u hurt me," he said throwing a pillow at me. I groaned at him and went onto the bed next to him again.
He has done more than pillows this time.
"Go a-away or else," he said angrily.
"Or else what" I laughed challenging him.
Is he going to throw 2 pillows at me this time?
He looked at me like he was actually about to murder me.
But he could never think of that.
Right?
He shuffled closer to me and I shuffled back a little falling off the bed but I quickly got back up. "You-u wanna k-know?" he asked looking at me like a lion would look at his prey.
Even though I've never seemed a lion but still.
He jumped at me but I quickly dodged him and ran across the room. I looked back at Jace and he ran after me.
I was about to go out of the room but I felt myself being lifted and fallen onto the bed. I closed my eyes because I was actually scared.
Yep. Me. scared
But I felt a hand caressing my cheek, I opened my eyes and saw Jace worried a little. "Was you a-actually scared?" Jace asked laughing a little but I could sense a little seriousness from him.
I nodded and he frowned a little. "Sowwy," he said and I shook my head.
Who taught him to be so forgiving because that was not me?
"Dude why do you keep on saying sorry when I'm supposed to be the one saying it," I asked him as I looked at him confused.
He shrugged and I felt his eyes looked down to my lips and I accidentally licked them. The next thing I know was he smashed my lips with his.
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