I kissed Jace back wrapping my arms around his neck in the process.
I wanted to love him more than I could ever in my entire life.
I wanted to make him feel happier than I could ever make him.
His fingers massaged my hips, as I moaned in his mouth. He pushed deeper against me, making me feel an inch of his body, making me moan louder.
But he broke the kiss suddenly and his lips trailed down to my jaw, causing goosebumps to appear.
His fingers gripping the back of my neck and he pressed his cock right against my shorts.
His tongue trailed down to my neck nibbling on my sweet spot. I felt his hands exploring my body sending tingles all around me.
I tilted my head giving him more space. his hand pressed against my stomach tugging on my shirt.
I groaned not hesitating to pull it over my head and he pressed himself against me tighter.
Fuck I loved how our bodies felt. Skin on skin.
Like an addiction.
I pulled away and gripped on his jaw as I needed him to face me. "Jace I'm ready to have sex with you," I said pulling away from him and looking in his eyes for approval.
I saw his lips turn into a smile, his eyes widening in joy. "Weelly? Cause it okay if you no want it." Jace said shocked.
I nodded biting my lip nervously and he grinned pecking my lips. "But you're going to have to listen to me ok," I said and he nodded his head quickly jumping on the bed, making me laugh.
"Kiss me," I said and he looked at my lips leaning in till his lips were on top of mine.
I melted at his touch, his skin felt so soft against mine. "Take off my bra and underwear" I whispered in his ear. He nodded and I could feel his hands going to the clasp of my bra.
I'm glad he remembered how to open it.
I took it off and threw it to the other side of the room.
His lips nibbled on my nipples that had hardened and I groaned gripping his hair.
His hands went down my body to my underwear and he slowly slid them off.
Fuck, I knew I was wet.
"I'm gonna show you something new, ok don't refuse to do it ok, else I won't have sex with you" I warned him and he nodded confused.
I mean obviously, if he didn't want to do it, he doesn't have too but I really needed him too.
I laid down and gripped onto his fingers and placed them against my clit.
Fuck I don't know if I'll be able to teach him this without scaring him.
"Push your fingers into me hard" I chocked out.
I pulled him closer to him as his fingers slid into. I moaned pushing myself against his fingers.
Thrusting them into me harder as I could and riding them as if was his cock.
Fuck I was a virgin so I had to make sure it didn't hurt too much by doing this.
"Faster" I groaned gripping his hair harder and his speed quicked.
Ugh, how does he make me feel like this?#
After a few more thrusts I cummed onto his fingers and he pulled his fingers out. He looked at it and saw his tongue licking his fingers "I-its s-sweet" Jace said making a weird face.
Ugh, I wish his tongue was in me rather than his fingers.
Woah did I really just say that?
Ugh, he's making me sound cringy.
"Jace, erm take your boxers off," I said and he nodded pulling his boxers off.
I looked down and saw his fucking huge member.
Shit was he even going to fit inside me?
Mate, I should give it a nickname. That's a guy thing, isn't it?
Hmmm, maybe big J.
Oooo or Jerry, that's was my nickname for Justin but I thought Jay was cuter.
"W-what i-is something wong?" Jace asked worriedly. I shook my head and searched for my shorts which I saw were on the floor.
I grabbed it and took the condom out before going back to the bed.
"Erm Jace put this on your erm boy part," I said giving him the condom. He grabbed it and looked at it confused.
Plz, tell me I don't need to do help him with that.
"C-can you d-do it?" Jace asked passing me the condom.
Guessing I do have to do it, I took the condom from him and stretched it a little.
I placed my hands on Jace's stomach so I knew where his cock was.
I felt something hard and me being curious, I squeezed it.
I heard Jace moan loudly and realised it was his cock.
Eeeewwww.
I pulled my hands away from it quickly
"W-why you-u do t-that" Jace whispered in my ear causing me to blush against his chest.
"Well, I didn't mean to," I said freaking out and he nodded against my neck. I put the condom onto his manhood making sure it was fully on.
"Ok now get on top of me," I said wiping the sweat from my head.
Ok, disgusting but dude this is stressful for me.
"Mkay," he said and got on top of me, I felt his cock brushing against my clit and he slid a little in me.
Fuck.
"Is this wight?" Jace asked and pushed a little bit deeper.
I nodded slowly and wrapped my arms around his neck brushing his hair with my hand. "Push all of you into me" I whispered and he nodded thrusting into me causing me to wince a little at the pain.
"Slow down" I whispered and he nodded as he kissed my lips.
He thrust slowly in and out as I tightened my legs around my waist dropping my head in his neck.
Shit, I can't believe I'm doing this.
I heard Jace moan and he thrust faster holding me tightly and he placed my hands over my head smothering his body into mine.
Fuck, I wanted to touch him but he didn't let me, he was in control.
I couldn't do anything, it was like he was teaching me rather than me teaching him.
I mean hes the porn expert.
"S-Selly" Jace moaned out and thrust into me, I felt his lips touch the top of left breast.
I bit my lip trying to hold back a moan while he sucks on my breasts. His lips brushed against my stomach and he left light kisses against it.
He goes back up and kissed my swollen lips.
His movements started to slow down a bit and instead he held me in place as he started to go deeper into me causing me to groan.
His movements started to turn into circular motions. I groaned as he started sucked on a piece of my neck like it was candy.
I decided to switch our positions so that I was on top. I sat up and gripped onto his shoulders and started moving up and down.
"Fuck" Jace groaned as his hands gripped onto my breasts.
It was the first time he swore but I was too horny to think anything.
I didn't know if our mums could hear us right now but boy was the bed shaking.
After a half-hour, we came about 3 times and I didn't know when to stop.
Jace flipped us over as my legs started to pain and we both laid next to each other.
We were breathing really hard but I couldn't control mine.
"T-that m-made m-meh-happy" I heard Jace say and he laid on top of me. I nodded agreeing with him.
He wrapped his arms around me and the next second I heard snoring from him meaning he was asleep.
I looked up to the ceiling confused
Was I doing the right thing?
I mean sure I did ask permission from Pattie but really.
It felt so right but so wrong at the same times.
I don't get how Jace just makes me feel this way like I feel like I'm happy when he's happy.
I'm sad when he's sad.
It's like I'm in love... no, I'm not in love with him or was I.
But did it really matter cause knowing Jace I don't think he knows what love?
Sure he might say it but did he actually know what it is.
Did I even know what love is?
He just makes me feel so different
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