Waking up and living doing nothing is what I'd been doing for the last three years of my life. After graduating with flying colours, I just left the world - literally. I am living my normal life in the countryside. It's really cliché to say that 'Hey! I want to find myself' but that's what I'm really doing now. Just when my life seems to get better, a great bomb just exploded on my face.

A letter from my very beloved father tells me to go back and make up for the years I wasted.

Kahit ayaw ko, wala na akong choice. Alam na ni Daddy kung nasaan ako at hindi ito titigil hangga't hindi ako umuuwi sa lugar na matagal ko nang tinatakasan.

I intend to comeback especially for my dear mama but not now. I still need to fulfil my ultimate dream. Just like other writers, I, Maria Angelica Erin Steinfeld, wants to write and be known for that. But it seems like the galaxy is going against my will so for the meantime, I must accept and do all the duties I escaped for three years.

Maybe this is my karma. For going away from home and being selfish. My life will be much more in chaos than the way I left it three years ago.