Morning , I just waked and I normally done my routine , but in my mind there was an inkling that something is gonna happen bad , I really was having a bad feeling but I just ignored it.
Today is his birthday and I'm happy for it but I'm nervous too cause how I'll react in the Evening and what I'm gonna do , how I'll meet people and the main thing "Is Sufiana gonna come?" And if she's going to come , how she'll behave with me and is she nice or not maybe I'm over thinking ...
Evening , my sister's helped me to get ready , I wore a black gown and just opened my hair , this evening I was really consious about my look and I was so excited that what is he going to say to me !!!!!!!
I left for his birthday and whole way I was thinking so much , my fingers were crossed and don't know why I was behaving weird . His house arrived , when I stood in front of his house I saw that he was standing at the corridor and suddenly when he saw me his reaction was...slowly he came towards me and said ,"I'm was waiting for you and you know what , it really gave a good result. You are really looking gorgeous and there is two other people to whom I'm going to introduce to you , okay , let's go in. I said. , "Thanks , by the way Happy birthday ."He just smiled and he was looking so hot in his black shirt and hair just loved it and I'm excited ....
I just felt for him and now I was completely sure that he is going to tell me what he feels for me , yeeessss!!!
Wait , Sufiana is there inside , may be she's nice to me , let's see.....
Altaf and I went inside and he started introducing me to everyone and here everyone was happy to see me and grandma, she was extremely happy by meeting me.
I and Altaf just sat on the sofa and he brought cold drinks , I instantly asked him , "Altaf , where is Sufiana ,she didn't came ?" He told me that she has came but she went out to bring him gift and all .
I just wanted to ask him about the one hour but I couldn't speak cause he was getting really busy among the guests .
I really tried to talk him but one by one , everyone was interrupting us .
I angrily sat back and just waited for him. At an instant , I just looked at the corridor , there was a girl who was extremely looking prettier than me and when I saw Altaf was talking with her and he just came near me ,I stood up and he introduced me by catching her hand and said, " Hey , Roshni this is Sufiana my bestest friend and Sufiana this is Roshni . Sufiana ,U know what she is so nice to me and Grandma just loved her at her first meet and now I hope you too will enjoy this evening , I'll just check out my friend's ."
I don't know why, when he was introducing me to Sufiana ,she was really starring me with weird expression as if she doesn't like me . And I was regretting so much that why he left me and what about our one hour ...
Sufiana was just standing by my side and she was not interested to talk ,I just compared my looks and her's by my eyes seeing her right from up till down but it didn't work and she looks more prettier . So I just said her, " Hey , how you're doin?" At an instant , she just catched my hand and took me to the corner and told me ," Don't you Dare to be close to him and if you do so , you have no idea what you'll go through and one more thing mark my words ." She just pushed be back and left me and went towards the stage took the mike and she just changed her angry face into sweet , sober and She's unpredictable , Is she competing with me for him ?she continued," Hey , Altaf can you come over here, ( he arrived and he was really surprised .)So, umm..... I'm really confused but I don't wanna let this opportunity go cause I already missed allot and I wanted to confess myself to you ,(I was totally destroyed , it's like how can you do that , ahh .)
She continued," I really wanted you to be with me forever and here I'm just saying it , That I really loved you always and I'm sure that you too love me , I don't know how you feel now but I can't take till now....."
Altaf was having a great smile as if he was waiting for her not THE ONE.....( I was just waiting that atleast one time he can see me but no he was just lost ....)
Altaf replied ," I don't know how I should react but this is the best birthday ever , since our childhood I loved you too and I'll try my best to be with you ....."( All the people stood up and were clapping and shouting but no one was there to hear me...)
In the party , I actually stood on my legs but in my mind and heart it was like someone just pushed me away from them and I just fell down ..., many questions were arriving in my mind but what can I do he just confessed to her , what about our one hour? What you wanted to tell me ,ahh? How can you just say it when you already love someone ? What I'm gonna do now? This all questions were waiting for the answer ...I immediately took a leave and all the way around I just controlled my tears and just let my all feelings go....
How can Sufiana do like that? If u love someone than just give all your love to them so that they don't need anyone to love them back ..... But what about me did he just think about me just once, just once?...
I think I just hoped allot and my expectations just killed me from inside .....
But I'm just want all my answers from him .
But WHY I went there , no one was mine .......
WHY ......