Another day , I just started to concentrate on my studies and being alone in my room my elder sister just came by my side , I was putting my head down on the table and she just touched my shoulder ,I woked and when I saw her by turning back I couldn't helped my tears it just rolled down and I just hugged her and started crying , she definitely understood that something is wrong and when I stopped crying she asked me , "I know that something happened in the party and the way you came at home yesterday I was sure that your mood is bad ." I interrupted her,"Not only my mood , my luck , my fortune and everything is bad , whatever I wanted in my life it's already snached by others , not only my wants but the person who I loved also got stolen ,I don't know why this all stuffs happens with me ... "( I said by crying .....)
She just make me back and told me taking my hands on hers ," Hey , hey it's not only him in the world there are many people who are waiting just for you , may be your loved one is not your but tell me one thing , if a person you love doesn't becomes your's then does he belongs to you ? No , it's not him ,try to find that one who is waiting for you , who is doing everything to get you and I'm sure that you'll find it ,The only thing is you need to wait ....."
I responded ," Yahh, but what about my feelings ? I was honest with it then why it got wasted?"
She smiled and told me," Okay, was he aware of your feelings ,did he know that you love him ?" I said," No, but you know he said ....( I stopped by putting my head down )
She continued," But can you please say what exactly happened yesterday ?"I told her everything what happened and after a while when I finished, there was knock at the door , Mom ,"Hey , Roshni there's your friend out here , come out fast." I replied my mom by wiping my checks and I was confused that who came now ,....
My sister told me," Listen ,if it's Altaf you are gonna behave nice to him and don't let him know that you don't liked whatever happened in the party , just tell him that you were in hurry so you left , Afterall you are the third person between them ,okay..."
I just believed her and I thought that whatever she's is saying it's all right ," I'm the third person." I washed my face and I really went out by making my face tight that it should not be Altaf ,I can't face him but as I reached at the hall room , " Ahhh , it was him , when I needed him he was not there and now....."
I greeted him by sitting on the sofa , my mom went inside in the kitchen to make something for him, I was so nervous but I just controlled it .
He then told me in angry ,"Why you left the party ? And why didn't you told me you were leaving ? I mean how can you do that ? I , I need your answer ...."
I just felt in my heart that , what about your promises wasn't that important , you too turned so massively that if in my place any girl would leave him, but how can I explain him... I replied , "Actually I just got a urgent call ,so I rushed home without informing you."
He just looked me and said,"What could be more important than my birthday ,ohh now I understand that you don't wanted to come cause you don't trust me ,right ?"
Me : No , really you can ask my sister . I'm not lying , believe me .
Altaf : Okay .( He catched my hand took me in my room and made me to sit on the bed and he sat on his knees, he continued....)
I really wanted to tell that , you know what happened yesterday , Sufiana just proposed me . ( He was so excited and happy, I just pretended to be not aware of yesterday .)
Me :Ohh , woww!!! Means how she did that ....? What was your reaction ?
Altaf : That moment was so great ! Now, how can I explain it to you ? She really got so much of guts , God, means I was so blank that what should I say .....
Me : ( Pretending to be excited .)
What you said then....?
Altaf : First I just got confused but then I don't know how I told her yes and you know what , this is the best decision I've ever made. And when all this stuff were happening I really missed you , I searched you in the crowd and when I asked my granny she told me that she saw you leaving so ... I really wanted to share this to you but you were not there . ( He said by a beautiful smile on his face .)
I think Sufiana is the one that I was finding . I really had wrong thought about her but she is the one .
Me : Ohhh , that's really good and now I think you don't need me , right ? ( I told it to him in a joking way .)
Altaf : No way , I want you , I mean I need through out my life cause I think your coming in my life is like making my life complete cause now I got my best friend and my ... Uhh ,you know it .
Me : Yes, I think I got it too but ....
Altaf : But what ..... You are waiting for the one , I'll help you with that , I promise.
Me: I think meeting you in my life , I don't think that I've to wait for the one.(I really mean it.)
Altaf : Ohh, But one day you have to find your one.
Me : Yah, But let it be .... we'll see. I wanted to ask you something . Shall I ?
Altaf just ignored me cause while I was saying he was peeking in his watch and he suddenly said me that ,"Ohh ,I'm so sorry I need to leave ,I'll meet you in the park in evening , No , wait I think I can't meet you today cause now I have to meet Sufiana ,were going for a date . Yaahh , I'm so excited . Don't take me wrong . Bye , Love Yahh.
Me who was just stunned by his last word ,I just thought that why you said it now ...But never mind ,I love him too.
He left and as expected I'm alone again.
I called my elder sister ,I spit everything what just happened ,she was too speechless but she didn't let me down and she said," He is not yours in any way just stopped thinking of him." Saying this much she moved .....
All I wanted is that why he was waiting for me in the party and what was he gonna say ??????
I went in the balcony and just wondered that First of all he came to me , he tried to be friends ,he called me his special friend , in his birthday he wanted all the people to know me, he waited for me,he want to spent time with me and Yahh, what the hell he wanted to say me?
All the day ,I just regret that why Sufiana confess to him, why he said yes to her and many things were making me feel sad but what can I do....
Next day , I was coming back from school and on the way I saw that Sufiana was standing right next to the traffic signal. I thought Altaf would come to pick her so I went ignoring her. But she pointed me and call me .
I was so stumbled to go but what an I do . I reluctantly went there by her side.
She said me ,"Why you are doing this to me?" I was like ," Seriously, I am doing this to you ?"
She continued," Yes, I and Altaf went for a date yesterday and guess what he said to me ? The whole date was ruined by you." I was shocked that what did I do ? I enquired her," I !! What do you mean? I was neither there with you both?"
She replied," Then too, the date was an autobiography about you , He was not stopping by saying about you . Why ? He is mine did you forget my warning ?"
I happily said ,"What ?!! He was saying about me . What he was saying ??"
She angrily catched my shirt and took me close to her ,"If you ever again try to be with him , I gonna snach your face and you don't have any idea that what you will look like ."
I just pushed her back and said her confidently," You know what Sufiana, you are just afraid that if he becomes mine then and one more thing you just want him but Actually you don't love him , this thing is going to be soon regretful for you . You know what If Altaf is talking about me in your date then he might definitely feel something for me . And take care of him . Byee ..." I left from there and She was just speechless in front of me.
Sufiana is such a bad girl how can she treat me like this , Altaf is just blindly loving her , it's not right thing for him .
I really have to inform him about this ......
I came home and went on my room , I was so happy that he says about me to her but I'm his just a special friend nothing else ,so what ,"I'm happy with it ." I think I'm the first girl who love unconditionally but don't ask love in return.
Now I was so obsessed but what can I do , I don't know why he does like this.
I just got impatience and I called him , my hands were shivering , my heartbeats was fast and at last he took the call and what , we both said it together ,"I wanna say you something."
We both laughed together and then I told him ," okay , but not now meet me today in the evening ."
He said ," Yahh , good Bye."
I was having no idea what was he gonna say but now I'm not going be eager or desperate .
But today I'll just ask him however and whatever it takes.......