Next day , my face was all down, I became very arrogant towards my family and I really felt jealous by Sufiana and I don't know how I behaved with everyone ... Their relationship was really Killing me inside but to whom I can say my feelings and emotions .....I started behaving so rude towards my sister's and all the people I was meeting .
Then I just went in my room ,I said to myself, " Hey, why are you being rude to your family they don't deserve this ,how can you treat them like this ? It is all your fault ,how can you think so much about a guy to whom you just met and even if he said that he is going to say you something ,it's not necessary that he is going to propose you and that one hour is special for you not for him , he don't deserves you it's like the person who says that he wanna spent time with you ,he wanna say something to you is not that he feels the way about you , if Altaf was your friend and Sufiana would have come in between you will react the same way she did...
I really did my best to make myself free from him but no I can't find a way but I gotta do something and I just made myself clear that ," YAH,I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING..."
From now onwards ,I'm gonna behave and make myself that stronger that I can put all my feelings in my heart and I'll promise myself that ,
"I'M NOT GOING TO REVEAL MY LOVE TO HIM."