let's see how you gonna face me!.
now no one can stop me
here....
i don't know reason of celebration but i am kinda enjoying it. run ig away from that team of girls ah they still don't know i am already far from them. while making reason of washroom i just love this place they even set to show to represent their powers and am between crowed and if i truly said i am impressed with their skills. as they are performing fighting climbing broking hard things cutting targetting everything is perfect. we were really enjoying it suddenly i feel back hug and i realise it's non other then him so i relaxed my back. if i said truth. i might me trying to hold back, run away, stoping myself to fall, trying to hate but even if this is the case i still want to run to you i want to fall more, i want to hug you, want to feel loved want to say yes to you, i want to colour my life with you i-i want to love you back, i don't want to stop myself but why everything is like this. sometimes i get confused and hurt by my thoughts but i can't help to stop them in my mind cause i know this are the truth. you are like beautiful imagination and i am like bitter truth. i am scared hey if it is dream i want to wakeup from this. my heart aches eveytime and i try to forget you. are you really mine? or i am just play? i can't stop falling for you. i am confused why it's me. you can have anything then why it's me! i want you but will you ever choose me for who i am even if you have better options them me? look at me not do perfect and then you are we even a match? nah! i wish if you could hear my this scilent words. if you will be part of my world. i can fight with not just world but with galaxy but only if you are by my side. will you stand by me. when everything turn upside down will you still stay with me in bad? will you stay with me for whole my life. i will fight but will you protect me? ahh why am even thinking like this. ah but i can't help but think about it.
(i frozed as his deep voice start wisper near ear. )
he: angel we never meant to be perfect we meant to be complete
if and only if you saw yourself how i see you. oh you would be so in love with yourself that you will never feel insecure again about anything because for me you are beyond the perfect. only you can make me complete.
(as his lip touch my ear. i grip his hand around me trying to move but he gentaly stop me moving by griping my wrist if hands with his folded hands around me
he: (deep voice still near to ear whispering which give me shiver in spines)
he: My heart has said this to your heart I've fallen in love with you I've fallen in love with you My life (breath in), my love Have faith in me How much restless I am Make yourself that much restless Understand my heartbeats You also fall in love with me . (i grip his fingure which my hand can grab) If you ask for the moon and the stars I'll bring them to you These winds and these clouds I'll turn them towards you What kind of scene is there in my eyes What sort of feeling is this The lake is near me and the desert is far But still I feel thirsty I shall place this world front you (he exhale sharp breath towards neck i was unable to process myself anymore ah i feel like i am melting in his hug my heart beats are so loud this stranger heart of mine don't belong to me) (inhale breath while sniffing scent and his little groan ah what effect his pushing on me. ah my cheeks are burning i am feeling numb just want to leave my body on his let this big sneke behind me grab me in his grips more tight)
he:(more slower voice i can hear him chuckle cause this boy know how the way i am feeling now)
In my memories and in my dreams You come everyday In a such a way , my love Why do you trouble me like this huh. (as he said i was back on sense a bit i quickly try to release)
he:interwiding fingures but not fighting hug ) he: From your arms, from your paths , I won't leave like this It's my intention, it's my promise That I'll come back I'll steal you from the world Just wait a little Understand my heartbeats . stop questioning How should I look in your eyes? How should I have faith in you? How should I make my heartbeats So less restless? How should I give my heart to you? How should I fall in love with you? see in my eyes you will found the answers, listen my heartbeats and fall in love with me like i have fallen. that's all i want now.
i nodded as he release grip
i turn facing him drag him out of crowed
as we get away i release hand
me: ahhh i can't fight with this feelings inside me but am fighting i never wish for love actually am scared i don't want to be loved anymore but look at this God make me meet you fall in love with you and this is the reason i am fighting with inner me who want to fall but i don't want too. but somewere i want to fall but you are so special i don't know or i never can understand why you are choosing me when you can get anyone really anyone you want no one can say no to you then why me? why only girl like me ?
he:(chuckle) baby look at this no girl can reject me but you.(folding hand stepping towards me) you are very hard to get and that's what make me try harder and harder for you.
me: insane
he: just like you. now reverse the question you can have any boy then why you wish for me?
me: because i hate love i hate ev|ything
he: me too?
me: ...that's the problem i tried it's not like i don't i tried and maybe still trying to hate you but the more i try to more i fall. everytime the more i get to know i get more impressed and believe me anyone could be impressed but then i get scared i feel deficiency in me. my inner self use to ask myself always why would anyone fall for you. in this world outer beuty matter no one care about inner beauty no one want girl like you, i felt scared just to think humans are like this and so you are human. ah i don't know what to do i wish if i could disappeared from this world like thin air. but then i force myself i am too far what if this is last step and i will have happiness let's bare bit more bit more and i feel tired. i fight a lot without anyone know cause opening myself front of others make me feel like bleeding front of predetors. ahh tell me why i cant hold back my emotions when i come front of you. ahhh am confused i don't want to understand anything anymore. you don't know you are the only light you are the only one i want someone to hold on to, i am going out of mind asking myself nobody else can understand how much i love you, just remember this you're deep in my heart, you are only one i will be your light no matter what
he: ...
(suddenly she collabs in his arms he was shoked hitting her cheeks to awake gentaly paniked)
g3: oh she is here. ah damn that pill worked on her.
he:(shoked eyes)what do you mean by pill? what you done with her.
g1: well this pill who eat make him speak out all thoughts he keep inside bottom of heart just kind of like drug. we were stoping her but it tease yummy so she eat before he could do anything. don't she hurt you with words right?
he:( smile) she never can.
g2: ah you are here. WAIT! ah hand her to us you are not allowed to go close to her.
he:(glare) do you even know whom you are stoping?
g1: yes. but our boss ordered us. now move side.
he:damn it. can I put her inside her room.
g1: well you can cause my girls are not on enough sense to carry her safe.
he:(pick her walking to her room)
g1: i have so many questions like others want to answer while walking back .
he: i know your questions. but i dont want to answer any of them. just to know i am happy now.
g1: she don't hurt you right?
he:my leady never can hurt me. my light. (smile)
enter inside put her on bed.
g1: now you may leave.
he: can i stay here anymore?
g1: not allowed
(both flinch as they here loud voice)
(turn face just to found her sitting on bed eyes close )
he: side-effect of medicine.
g1: ahh i was scared.
he:( pushing her behind again lying her covering with blanket) you should had watch on her. whole night she is going to act like this?
g1: think so.
he: then am staying here. don't worry you sleep on-
g1: i have my own pace to sleep here. (hanging sleeping bag)
he: am done. good night.
g1: you too.
he: ah my love you have a bit fever. because of this medicine. i can't risk ( tied hands ) now perfect. (sleeping in peace while admiring her. )
AT MIDNIGHT...
here .....
i was sleeping but soon sleep broke as she start moving again and again i open my eyes to see what happen to her but frozed as she get on my chest. her eyes pircing through my soul damn ahh my heartbeats...ah i can't bare this closeness i close eyes but i open as quick i feel her lips brushing with mine. ah i don't know what to do. she grab my caller. i remove strend of hairs from her face behide ear to admire her face as she again start staring in my eyes but her eyes damn her eyes ah how beautiful they are. just like alcohol.
the invisible tention between us right now can be felt. i caressed her hairs i slowly cupped her cheek . it's side effect of that medicine i know. but i can't stop her when she take control over me. she again
bend a little towards lips i close eyes want to feel her lips with mine feeling her leaving her waight on me as her hands slide down towards neck wrapping hands around neck i don't know why but i can't stop smiling even i want i was happy from inside watching her this side i look up notice that girl was sleeping still not awake. i smile realising we both are awake only or maybe i am only i mean it's side effect of medicine anotherly you better had kick me out. as our lips are about to touch i grab her waist putting hand behind back but before she touch lips I feel her kissing my cheek i close eyes ah fk did she just tease me....i was in thoughts feeling her lips printed sention on my cheeks staying for too long. i gasp as I feel her lips on my chest and i grip her head gentally as she was biting my chest my buttons are all open. fk i will not stop her. ummm suddenly her eyes move on me 0ressing her lips against my chest with that smrink with innocent eyes, killing me today ummm fk i can't control myself more. i toss her making her under me. first kissing her cheek then her forhead. arching my back and drawing myself again and again close touching her with my lips as she hug me sliding hand inside open shirt on back enjoying umm her wimpers are driving me crazy, umm I should stop this before i do any sin. i was about to move side but she hug me from down i smile hugging her back in tight again pulling blancket over us covering her safely as she move close i feel her wiggling in my hug as her lips again brushing on lips making me go numb and i can't manage but kiss her life hungry wolf...as i capture both of our lips umm and in moments i was lost in sensetions magic and the lips pressing on my lips i don't wanna let go this she was enjoying too rubbing her palms over my chest pulling down my shirt i feel her breaking out kiss and kissing my chest desperatly i was whole mess i gentaly grip her head from behind closing eyes biting lips hard wanna moan her but the gard girl sleeping upside i can't ...as she going down kissing my chest the last kiss i feel her on belly button and i push myself on her hugging her she wrap hands around me the way she wrap hands around me umm as my eyes meet her her eyes are ocean i am drowning into the way she staring at me i realised i was pressed against her and try to move but she draw her fingures and nails the way in my hairs griping sort of hairs nodding in no.. pulling my face towards her neck i nuzzle in her neck kissing her neck her eyes everytime I stare in her eyes i felt we had share alot of lifes with incomplete storys the attraction that something of mine is inside her that she is something that is mine. suddenly she push me bringing me back from sensetions and thoughts out as she was lying on my chest pressing herself hard. i relax hugging her back she is caressing my face and i was lost in beauty suddenly she again rise herself kissing me i lose control griping her face kissing feeling this magic in high wanna turn this love in sin controlling my inner jerk to hunt my precious angel i trynna stop her breaking kiss pressing my lips on her forhead as she was struggling suddenly she bite my hand like cat but in moment checking my hand she smrink i rise braw as she she start to rubb our cheeks and slowly start to rubb her body on mine. i push her side quick as possible before i done any sin she was trying to come close, as i getup trapping between my legs stoping her nodding in no but she wisper it's hot and start unbuttoning her top i grip her hand again buttoning her top gosh what the hell I am going through only i know she smile kissing my cheek wispering shch gentleman, ahlnd again grab kn kiss I lose control this time kissing her roughly tossing her under me pushing her on bed slide hands inside top hugging kissing my lips move down rolling over her pressing on her skin i slide top down exposing her shoulders and skin sucking them she was griping me moaning but I feed her my fingures playing with her tounge wispring i want you all myself, she was sucking my fingures the way I am dieing bing blushing mess, gosh my leady! i face lamp myself covering eyes bing shy, aish I should get back on sense instade thinking something dirty, as I open eyes my eyes wided as i throw blanket over her gosh she was unbuttoning her top umm momma this girl making me insane. ahhh she is not in sense, I need to button her top and knot that off gosh she push blancket kissing me hard i grip her in tight hug to stop and suddenly she burried her face in my chest saying yes marry me.prove me wrong ....i realise she is insecure but she want me...a smile get on my face i start fixing her cloths hugging her tight but suddenly i hear fighting sound from outside. i quickly pull her with me under bed as door burst open i felt scared no not because of them but fear of losing her. i grab both of our mouth under bed. hearing their conversation. using my remains power to summon her to froze like statue for while even knowing if i done this she will and i will too fall sick tomorrow. but for now i only can do this.
?1: damn she is not here.
?2: he must take her with him
?3: do they both run away before we reach.
?4: shut up boss don't know we are agent of that team now.
?1: ah look at this lazy gi again fall sleep like no tomorrow.
?3: we make those girl leave we make her eat that herb and still we are unable to get her.
?4: let's try again. anyways they both are gonna stay here. he must not run away he must be with her in his room
?2: damn seems this poison darts are useless now . what are we waiting let's go to his room.
as they all leave i still stay for more moments. i can't dare to sleep on bed again under bed is unnoticable place. let's sleep here for today. so we are not safe here too. i quickly come out and close door. about to turn back but frozed as i feel them standing in corners of room. in dark with cover faces were one was behind me with sharp equipment on my waist.
?2: think we are fool?
?1: so we're is she? under bed!
?3: what were you doing with her under bed.
?4: by God she was looking stunning in celebration site. she might be thick but cute too though
?2: with that ember eyes holding fires and heart melting smile.
?1:the glow on her face. I was mesmerized for moment. wondering if she is this Beauty when she thick what happen if she were slim
?3: definately someone's wife? we don't even get chance to see her
he:( listening them make his heart burn . thank god I am lucky that you are thick else I was never able to meet my baby and was living dead life )
?2:why trying to protect her? she is just normal human you can get anyone else leave this one for us
he: get the hell. don't you dare to eye on her