now there is no chance i will let you go!
(smrink)
here...
as we get back home. i run inside room to pack things....
Lisa:look at this bish how exciting she seems.
Ashu: she must be excited to not to face her witch
jisso: you mean 🐦mam
me:(loud shout) i have only day left to move at a night it will be my first day
Ashu: she hear us? h-how!
he:(sad sigh) (get inside room) (hug her from behind sniffing)
she:(flinch) yah!
he:clam down its me. i really don't want to let you go!
she: you need to. now shh let me pack the bag
he: can we do this after sometime?
she: nah i can't i have less time. you said it's far!.
he: why everything happens like this. why i can't hold you as i want. why everytime i try to hold you seems a little far. can't we just broke the distance between us and run away somewhere were no one could find us
she: is there any place exist like this? if it is. i want to run away while grabing your hand. but it all must be just dream then. let's face truth. am not that far from you. you know right?
he:( hug her more) i don't want loose grips now.
she: you need to cause you are going to drop me!
he: i will. can we rest for while.
she:no!
he:(tighten grips around her making her walk slowly in hug towards bed. (taking advantage of her small hight!))
he:(repeat with rusky voice) can we rest for while
she:yah! i said i don't then SEEMS not asking you are telling huh!
he:( ignore her as reach to bed pick her and put her on bed lying! and hug her quickly lying beside her in hug)
she:YAH! you brat! i said i don't still you done!.
he:(smile underneath ignoring her closing eyes)
she:JERK!
here....
Ashu: sometime i get jealous of this couple
Lisa: do he really love her?
jisso: i can see only love in his eyes for her.
shubhu: but that bish!
ara: she's intimidating without even trying!
all 4: what? WAIT when you come?
ara: just when you were getting jealous of her.
by the way am jealous of him. why she is girl.
i want to sleep in her warmth again
all 4: 😶 um...
Ashu: i can't understand her anymore
jisso: she need doctor
shubhu: she is doctor
jisso: by the way i agree with Ara I want her to be mine too
ara: don't dare I will make her mine not u
shubhu: u both fight I will snatch her
ashu: then what i done to not have her!
Lisa: am done here. am going back to room.
AFTER SOMETIME.....
i get wakeup and saw him sleeping in peace.
he look so cute. let him sleep more
i getup packing bag but flinch when he suddenly speak.
he: angel!
me: here sir!. am still here jerk don't scare me! ah teenagers scare living shit inside me! damn.
he: thank God you are still here.
me: w-what do you mean by am still here?
want to kidnapp me again
he: it can be easy way to stop you!
me: ahhh! this boy scaring me! (run out of room with bag)
he:(laughing) she's cute
ah i should getup.
here.....
i was talking with girls...but sudden voice on steps grab our attention i turn.
i saw a handsome man front of me walking towards me...(damn this heart ...no no go on kill this heart with your gaze feels like now raino is behind my heart)
my heart skip beat when this jerk rise his hand...i close eyes but he just clipped flower on left side in hairs..i open eyes just to found him already staring inside my soul.
( i don't want to go if his gonna turn this handsome and drop me. i mean i don't want anyone droll over him like i do)
here....
he: perfect. let's go.
(he just clipped rose on head but it feels like he put crown on head..ah what was that feeling. i should not forget am not made for crown. i don't want crown unless it's king's. )
i back step i don't know why the way i feel is a bit scary for me.
i gripped my luggage.
me: let's go.
he: sure. my leady.
me:( ah who's gonna tell him am not use to have this feelings before. all feelings are new for me. his calling me and making me feel loved scares me. even though it make me feel wholesome complete. am used to darkness. light still scares me no matter how brave i pretend)
i was walking behind him. i don't know why i don't want to leave him. his like habit to me..his like craving to me. i want atleast his presence around me. who's gonna tell him i see whole world in his smile. i don't have courage to tell him on face. his eyes are sky i lost in hopes. i really don't know while leaving this person am overwhelmed with lot of emotions when i use to play emotionless.
is this love? why this taking control over me. i can't act the way i use to. i close eyes as i sit inside car. when he open door. when i open eyes i found him beside me. and without even knowing me a smile appare on my lips. no i should run away from this feelings. like always it will hurt me in end. this feelings are crule. only pain is real feelings which last long. i turn shoke when i feel my cheeks wet. i realise i was crying without my concern. a heavy feeling inside me taking over on me as car started. i thought he will drive the car but nah he sat beside me looking out of window. lost in his thoughts. watching him like this making me feel like black and white world around us. we both lost our colours.
i love him and i have no regret loving this man. even if he hurt me in the end like others. i have no regret. i was staring at him i don't know from when and why but staring at him give me peace but myself Stop me from loving. i look away as he turn to me aNd our eyes met. what am even feeling this heavy inside me i want to grip his hand and don't want to leave.
i gasp when i feel his hand interwiding with me. his touch is always warm.
i turn to him staring at him with confuse look.
he smile at me i know this smile is fake. but his smile droped when he notice tears in my eyes...i look away....trying to release my hand but instade i feel his grip more tight he cupped my face making me stare at him were his thumb was enough to wipe my tears.
he was nodding his head in no were his eyes also kept tears. (why we are crying and feeling this hard to live few days without each other's presence )
now i understand how he must be feeling. or is this are his feelings am feeling inside me?
i close eyes i don't want to hide myself anymore with this person. am not strong i know.
i push his hand lightly again making space between us. when my eyes fel ok on his face. always when i stare at his face i realise i can't fall in love with prince of angels. when am nothing then just a normal girl. i try not to know about him more. cause everytime when i get to know him more i can't stop falling more in love with him which scares me. i hate myself more when i love you more then yesterday. when i look back in life i realise where i was trying to stop myself approaching you i walk so far that there is no chance to get back. and all i can do is grabing your hand and walking with you front from darkness to light were you dragging me!. should I be thankful or should I be angry on you for showing me this love.
i should sleep journy is too long. i close eyes..moving side in corner relaxing myself on seat closing eyes....and after few minutes i feel warmth around me. his that fragrance which is too familiar for me. which i was surching my whole life like musk deer surch for that musk smell all over. without knowing he is part of that musk smell. i feel him covering me with his coat around me taking me in hug on his shoulder making me relax in sleep. so this is what are feelings of getting loved. his that comfort and hug make me feel secure. you don't know no matter how much i resist but you win this lovemaze already.
i fall a sleep in moments...
when i open my eyes i found myself inside room the unknown room on bed.
i getup opening eyes and found his gaze on me.
me: you should've leave now? it will be late now.
he: it's already late look out. (he point at window. of f***** it's already night. i getup quickly.
he: shhh! clam down you can go from tomorrow anyways it's late alreday i even can't go back home.
me: so?
he:, let's unpack and clean this room togather. i will stay till tomorrow.
here...
i was next to her window waiting for her. were i kept her window open. to see this angel. but-...
but i feel range inside me when i feel a man carrying her in arms as light fell on them my eyes wided again that wingy boy! holding her in his arms lye her on bed. and lye down next to her. i gripped the chair around around me in anger. i wasn't expecting this bastard with her. i thought he will leave her after sometime. but nah.. suddenly he turn around were he notice window right hand side him. he getup and close window. i throw that chair in anger.
after sometime i get inside college waiting for her in class. class start but she don't come today. i furrowed brow...and get back home and get front of window and start watching over her with binoculars when suddenly that cartain open and i saw her smiling through window. enjoying the air straiking her face. a smile appare on face but it dropped soon when that manly figure hug her from behind with cup in hand for her. she response turning and kissing his cheek as he pull her close she grip cup siping staring out as he was kissing her nape from back
this is the reason she don't attend her first day in college. this bastard butting here also.
(i flinch ) a hand feel on shoulder. i turn around.
dad: boy i hear you run away from college. why?
???: she don't attend today. that bastard always stay with her dad.
dad: staring out from window saw window were close. (dad sigh)
dad: if you want her you need patience and approch my child. i can smell fresh blood very very lightly.
???:dad she is not food.
dad: i know. i was just telling you. seems she is human from normal world. ah i remember those days when i used to Hunt them. after so much years finally i smell blood of humans.