me: uff you and your tantrums (happy sigh) fine..stay as long as you can. but tell me what takes to melt this mean faced kitkat
he: you want to melt me then LETS GO!
me: were?
he: NO QUESTION!
i nodded as he grab hand standing wiping tears his face turn a bit angry maybe dragging me somewhere
(Heard That My Name Is Written
Somewhere In Your Heart
Look Into My Eyes, My Dream Is Hidden There In Your Eyes!How Do I Say It To You, How Much I Love You. If You Need, You Could Take My Heartbeats With You, You May Hear My Dream And Desires In That.
Don't Know about That Beauty And Youth Last Forever Or Not? but Up, And Down Is The Part Of A Life for sure! Our Presence Will Be There Lingering Always In The Breeze For Eternity
I Will Be Always With You steping behind you Wherever You Go! Heard That, In Your Fate
We Both Are Together Forever
If This Is True Then There Are No Worries
So Lets See What Happens Next
Before You Leave Me Alone, Let Me Enjoy My Life With you for now)
i was walking behind...all students were staring at us i don't know what happen why his crying. but one thing for sure i don't care about anything... except him. why you are the one who keeping me away from my shadow side...everytime i try to rise inside me. you are making my cold beatless heart beats....it's beating again.
he drag me into room medical room. locking door behind make both us sit each other facing...(i was happy cause he approch me...he thought me right person so cry towards me...i really don't like when he ignore me....i never like when peoples make me feel loved and then push me or ignore me like am stranger. why value if don't know worth. i was angry a bit but a bit in good mood.
he was staring at me in my eyes with these eyes of magic but pain...and maybe anger hidden in them. but sometimes i don't understand this boy.
he: take off.
me: what? h-
he: i said take off your shirt!
me:( his behind my body? first assaulting me and now....it's hurting how can I rust him why I love him! )( teary eyes with firm voice)
me: i will not! i said!..
he: fine!..(my eyes wided when he getup and surch drawers and grab scissor. he come close.. and cut the sleeves..i was trying to make him stop but i can't.
he cut my left sleeve and his hands roam on my caller he start trying to unbutton i start trying to burrried nails but it don't affect him he open 2 buttons of shirt and throw scissor side from hands pulling my left hand and me close to him staring into my eyes with burning dark gaze
he: now explain me this!
(he pull my caller showing towards right side of neck )
he: and this!
i look down...unable to answer.
me: why you care? you hate me ri-
he: i never can! i know i never can from bottom of my heart! and i hate to know this fact.
me: i don't know!
he: really? (scoff) you are caught answer me right now!. answer or i will cut whole shirt of your! to found any more stupidity like this! and if i found i swear i will be bad!...what makes you do things like that!.
me:....
he: now you are going to explain me about this bite wound on your hand and nail wounds on neck or i should do what i said.
me: am sorry.
he: don't say sorry to me say sorry to yourself!.. do you think i ignore you and try to hate you it means i don't care about you?
me: um..
he: duh...no matter what i do my eyes are always on you i notice everything okey! i know when you leave room...after that when you come back i saw wound on neck and hand..i wanted to ask i wasn't in sleep. and then when i don't let you in car!..i was in side mirror. tell me how much time you hurt yourself like this i know it's not first!. when you feel sad ,hurt, down. no matter how strong you are or pretend and don't care about pain but you should care about yourself enough!...hurting yourself is not good!
you just disappoint me more.
don't do such things..i don't even want scratch on you not by anything too and here you are hurting yourself like this how can I bare this.
me: and you cried for this?
he: not just for this. do you have something to say. are you hiding something?
me: n-nah. i don't. can you keep distance between us a bit..i-i mean....how come i explain..actually-
he: stomuch aches heart rate increase and you are feeling this too by closeness my colon my warmth and this unknown feeling which making you lose the sense and-
(put fingure on lips)
me: shh! i don't know what are you talking! nah i don-
he: liar!. if that's the case then let me-(lean on me more close)
he: (husky voice)now?
me:(push side as fall down from bed) no!
he: (worried angry happy but a bit sad) are you okey?
me: nah am not am sick! did you hear that am sick!. should know your limits!.
he: we cross that far away!
me: one more and i will-
he: i will? (bite lips)
me:(grab cheeks pulling tie make eye contact which gives him gossbumps) i will make you feel this too?
he:(smile) it's scary but at a same time so beautiful. i want to stare more let's stay (grab cheeks of her) ah it's really something beautiful. i want to stare i want to feel this for more time..don't broke this eye contact . it's strong. ahh it's getting crazy.. your lips look lonely i should let them meet with mine.
(pulling her face close.. press his lips against her...feeling sparks rushing through whole body a magic... but he step back. attaching forehead.
let's go fast from here?.
(grab her hand running with her..)
here...
???: isn't she the one. i was surching for? i hate to see them close.