me: bye.
they both leave.
jk: nonna take rest for now. meet you in college gays. now i take leave. i miss you so much my bestie.
me: me too. thanks for help.
jk: am not gonna ask you about this matter anything but he was mess for you it's truth. anyways if you have queries related to any problem am here to help ok.
i nodded. jk leave.
me: ahh finally..
Lisa: are you okey?
me: i don't know.
here...
jm: (come down and saw him crying inside car) yah don't cry. shh. what happen told me.
ara: brother don't cry.
he: i tried but she dont want to understand. i don't want to lose her. she hate me so much. she don't want me. she don't care.
jk: idiot. if she don't want you or don't care about you she must had accept mark. take this bandage she handed me. without words.
actually you deserve what you feel right now.
i enjoyed the consequences after telling truth.
bye my car come...
jm: i can't understand this girl. she hate then why this bandage.
he: ( smile little staring at bandage)she's just like this
after sometime ...in college.
me: damn 🐦mam gonna kill me today. yah leave my hands am not coming back.
jisso: you need to face her.
me: i don't even done sin to go through this.
Ashu: peoples are watching you behave girl
me: sure...i come and sit with them. ignoring all eyes on me...
me: what happen before i come here or am I that famous in college that everyone want to watch my matters like drama.
shubhu: you better don't ask. what happen before.
me: ok. ( i feel gaze on me from behind ...nah not gonna turn. i still can remember his explanation. but i don't understand what should I do. i want to go away from every matter. actually from this world. but as he said what if someone else drag me for who am I. i don't want to be destincy. why me between this 5 of us. why not someone else.
i can't bare this staring eyes on me anymore. i getup.
me: i will be back.
( i come back still eyes on me but I decide to ignore he try to approch and his friends stoo try to approach me but I ignore them minding my own business. talking with other students including boys. knowing well he is jelous he will threaten them.
after 6 days)
i get inside washroom. and stand towards besin. i wash face and again start walk back towards class but i feel am dragged somewhere.
i open eyes maybe knowing person by breaths. yah it's m- jerk.
me: l- leave me. i have class.
he: you promice me no matter what happen you will not leave my side. then why taking back.
i decide to ignore and stay silent i don't want to talk with him.
he: speak. you had right!
me: therefore we are friends.
he:after college you are coming with me and that's final.
me: and who decided this. am not.
he: you will. if i want YOU WILL.
me: i can't go anywhere with liars.
he: i have reasons for why i lie. do you even have reason why your doing this. nah na. tell me in this whole 3 month do you for moments also feel am taking advantage or something bad. all i had done was caring about you and-
me: you lie me from start everything!...you don't understand. everything you done was lie and still want i believe your words.
he: then let's start new one from now.
me: what do you mean?
he: like we met first time...
me: it's impossible. i can't.
he: am tired of what you think and want. don't dare to lie. i can read your eyes. i lied then you too. can't you just accept reality and we leave like normal done. why it should be complicated.
me: let me go. teachers must be in class.
i saw bandage on his hand i give to jk.
he: i don't care. can I?
suddenly he hug me i start using force to push but he don't..
he: love please! you are making me show you diffrent side of my love. i don't want to open this side....let's just live happy and normal.
i push him finally.
me: don't you understand stay away from me.
he: i don't understand anymore anything. I need you like breaths
me: am going you are prince teacher don't scold you even if you come at the end of lecture. but am not she will punish me
i get back to class ahh damn rm sir taking class.
me: sir may i come in?
rm: detention in resis cabine.
me; ok. i come inside class.
Ashu: were was you?
me: in hell.
suddenly he come inside class. and sit.
shubhu: don't say this was the hell.
me: you got right.
jisso: oh come on i can't understand why you are angry on him. he loves you. only we know how much mess was he for you. he done everything and in the end you are ignoring and giving him hard time
me: i- i just don't understand anything. i want to clam down myself. you think i can hate him? i tried manytimes to hate him but end is i fall more. so i don't hate him. i just want him to know am hurted too. I know and i trust him cause whole 3 months i feel him sincere. but am scared.
rm: miss focus on lecture.
me: yes sir.
rm: and let's end the lecture, have revise after end of the day
Ashu: now it will fun class..bae get ready.
me: why?
🐦mam: everyone focus on class. and miss stand up.
me: me?
🐦: i pointed at you. the yes.
me: (stand up) in resis cabine.
me: ok mam.
wow i don't think anyone want i have my food in resis ..after class..bell rings..
🐦mam:you follow me. and mr.tae you too coming with me. for mess you did...
now both follow me.
we nodded.....walking behind her.
he grab my hand while walking. i shot glare trying to remove but he interwine fingers making my hand gripped with his vainy one (but my heart like as he grab my hand. and not let go after my resist too )
🐦mam: ah take sits..
i will not ask were was you for this much days. it's college not your home to take this much stay. and you (turn to him) you again open the gaming rooms? between this days and try to hurt students.
me: what?
🐦mam: i need to tell your mom about it.
he: so mam
🐦mam: you both going to clean plot 226. alone. after college. now leave.
we nodded leaving...
i come out of cabine and saw him smiling happy. i don't know why. then i remember his words (after college you will come with me.)
he: told you.
me: whatever. ...
i turn to rm sir cabine. he stoped.
he: were?
me: why you matter?
i turn walking and knok on door.
rm: get inside..
me: sir call me?
rm: were was your focus miss today .
me: am sorry sir.
rm: dont call me sir. we are not in class. please help me sister is coming back seriously tomorrow! and she want to meet.
me: why should I help you sir?
rm: you need too.
me: if i help you this time you will ask again when she come .
rm: so?
me: i have plan.
rm: what?
me: i will help you out but you have to give me what i want!.
rm: how much money said? 10 lakh.
me: (fake caugh). damn to help you with this don't have to be that expensive. i will tell you later ...
rm: and what is plan?
me: i have last stage cancer and maybe am able to live for 5 days to week.
rm: WHAT!...
me: shhh don't shout. i don't want anyone know about this. i want to spend this time happily. i can't see even shed of tear in eyes of my loved once. ...so i hide this from everyone
rm: are you sure you want to do this?
me: yes.
Ashu: what!...i-i need to tell this to everyone
here.....
we both hear sound but we ignore maybe student running in passage
rm: nice plan! you want to each lunch with me? anyways you must lost your apatite
me: i don't got option so sure. (ahh why am getting my guts feeling again i don't know i need to run away from this world to human world again. before something more happen )