lisa: and still you are pretending like you dont know anything! WOW are you this smart or that dumb! to playing with fire. it seems joke to you?
me: his my friend... i promise someone...therefore...
i look down... i wish if i never met anyone of you and spend my life in normal... and darkness i use to..
i just want to live like others do.. everything very vwey normal.. but i dont like to fit in as they live...i feel trapped in that darkness
but isnt it confusing.
after sometime....
we done as we take sits waiting for all boys...actually we was about to eat but mom stop saying ww should wait
here....
they all come down and stand behind dad
dad: oh you all take good rest specially my second child?(jerk)playful smrink
dad:you were so excited for rest
he look away nodding in yes...
dad: okey boys i want your help for to clean this room and to cut the woods.
they start taking away things
dad:umm boys i come back in minutes okey? they nodded...
he:(while walking bumped with kai)
kai: yah you.. dont got eyes
he: more better then you
kai: you thought am scared
jk: gays yah he just bumped with you and both making it look more mess... yah do your work
both:who are you to order me!
jk: kai dont mess with him, just stop..
kai: i am not scared of him. why whould i?
jk: you know who he is!
he: yah he know who i am he should be sorry
kai: i never?
he:are you this rude with girls also?
kai: what...are you talking about
he: dont pretend i know before also you scare her...dare to get close with her and i will (grab caller)
kai: you will what? huh (grab his caller)
jk: umm about whom you are talking... can you both stop?
dad: what the hell happening
both stoped
dad: you both gonna get more work for this! and you(jk) come with me they will clean room and cut woods
they leave
aftwe sometime...
here finally all come...they sit and mom start appreciating us( girls)
telling them about food and fun we had in kitchen like shubhu how burn the food,...all credit gose to shubhu tlbecause of her we enjoy 🙂 and after that clean the kitchen which take literally 1 hour 😑..
we all start eating....our partners as touch food start wating like no tomorrow
mom:(fake caughing)
no notice.. (we were staring at boys... waiting for say how it is? but they dont bother to realize)
mom: stop eating you forget something!
kai: i dont remember we forget something
jk: was it important?
me: it was...
mom:(scolding them for now complimenting us we slowly start eating watching them getting scold by mom and dad while eating
they turn to us while scolding we glance at each others faces and nodded taking bite of food and eating them making cute faces..
both three qided their eyes little glaring
we take bite in spoon showing them want to eat and they were just glaring at us watching us eating
mom: ask them! how much hard was for them this! she turn to us
me: you are right mom! they should know
all three boys start glareing us
we were giggling.
after scold they make them sit and make them complimenting us. and they start eating
after sometime...
we done housecores and get inside room
here...
i open door and suddenly a hand grab my wrist pulling me inside lock door behind me
he: so it was fun to watching us scold
i nodded in yes with smrink
he:(pulling ear) i yelp
he: you like teasing to helpless innocents like us
me: what lie, even god cant agree you are innocent
he: such a bad brat huh..
i noddwd in yes
walking pass to him.....
me:go and clean yourself. you seems like done fight with somone, did you done play any war? so your cloths turn this dairty.
he: how about i take them off?
he said while his hand romoving buttons (smrink on face)
me: turn off your jerk mode
( i turn face side)
he suddenly come close wisper
he: my love isnt am the way you desire?
i turn face met with his eyes, damn his eyes!(i feel weak... i need to pretend strong) he was shirtless
i grab towel and throw on face
me: never! leave fast!
i move side
he: liar! dont forget! i can feel your touchs! when you dream!
me: what dreams... what a joke.. huh i am not like you.... your jokes are not funny..
he leave..
i sigh jump on bed spread legs and hands rolling.. i hear door opening sound but
i dont hear door locking sound i rise my head.
(did this big baby just run away from bath...or what! i am not going to let him climb bed then! he even leave shower on! this jerk!.. i need to turn off shower now and also i need to close bath room door now.. agh!...anyways fine i take bath first then... if i am going then
i walk to bathroom and and grab knob its dark inside bathroom( obviously its night.. i think light switch it was towards mirror.. i close door and while remembeeing things i get towards mirror surching for switch and i turn on switch light in bathroom.take off top. i put towel side and a shout left from mouth when i realise inside the bathroom 1 more figure behind me in blury mirror...
he: got you today! (body shiver)
me: when you come? about to turn
he:babe do you really this badly want to see me like this? (am still wearing all cloths well just love to annoy or tease her )
me:w-what do you mean dont you have cloths on?
he: what if i said not a single piece also... body shiver.... just by words
he: am under shower my love, wanna join me?
me: who on earth take bath in dark, with door open
he:i do.
me: idiot! what if somone walk in
he: like you? well i take open door bath when you are alone in room with me
i gulped
me: s-so it was trap ?
he:(chuckled) and i caught rat. humm trap works well..
me: (spread hand behind with towel in hands )
me: wear this and let me go now..
he:he grab towel i take relife breath. about to turn
he: what if i still dont wear towel?
and you turn back
me: then i will become killer for sure.
he: i feel him spreading hand i can see in blurry mirror front of me
his hand was about to touch i scream out loud nowere...
he take back in flinch...
he: ah you just scare me! yah are you girl or ghost!
me: let me go!
he: okey my mom! dont shout this loud! what others think... go fast!
before i change my mind ...he turn off shower..
i turn back closing eyes wile taking support of walls start walk.. and suddenly I feel hug as he pull me under shower with him I was still closing eyes trying to scream but feeling his lips soo close to mine as his hand roam on shoulders i nodded in no but I feel him wrapping towel over me and directing me to door knob
as i grab knob cold water strick my body i scream!
open door running out of bathroom!
i hear laugh from inside
me: jerk! i hate you!
he: love you too!
i stomp feet locking door from outside.. (let him spend one night in bathroom) i change cloths lye on bed to drift in sleep
here...
he: rotate knob...not opening...
he take keys opening it
he:(i know she will lock from outside its her habit)
i come out laughing still..
i change cloths and get towards bed..she must had fall sleep.. now i can sleep beside her or cuddle with her..
i lye beside her... and my eyes start admiring her again...like its my last... craving for one more glance again and again..
My heart wants peace..It wants its desire to be fulfilled....Earlier it didn't yearn for anything..but.. Now it wants something like this....The hearts desiresThe feeling of your presenceI want you, it desire for you morning and evening
I want you and I need you everytime! Every single time i want you until.. I'm stubborn That many times I need your presence with me.. i don't want anyone else
Except you In every journey of my life.. I want you as my guide To live my life....I want you as my partner...to stay in my life.. Hey ... if you're the pain of my heart Then I don't want any kind of medicine except you.
Like blood I want You to flow in my veins....it Whatever may be my ending, I want you as my new starting.
All my wounds Want your touch.. .
My flame wants Your fire....
In the mansion of my dreams
I only want you...
you know what... Whenever I open my eyes I want you by my side
My restlessness finds peace
My craziness finds place
When I see your face
Whenever your name is mentioned
Look, from my eyes
The shine of love start flowing
My loneliness finds a light in you
Day and night I pray that
I want to live and die for you
I want to look at you all day long
I want to sacrifice my world for you, Whenever your name is mentioned Look at my lips
Lingers a feeling of yours
Every path of mine finds the destination with you, I don't know why these crazy winds
Were calling out for me now
Love is like a passionate desire
Someday I'll lose my life in this
Whenever your name is mentioned every moment i spend with you Is telling your story to me.. make me curious for me.. the more i try to understand you the more i feel you are unpredictable and mysterious to me. look at my baby how unreal she look while sleeping.....ah my whild cat... my angel baby....let me sleep in peace(hug her... feeling her warmth....and scent i fall a sleep in moments in peace.. i have right to sleep in peace..right?..
after few weeks....
here....
we all mixed with that old man and women very well.... mom always take girls side... and when we argue we divide into girls team and boys teams... we tease each other.... play...watch matches.. if their team win a goal they tease if our team done we tease...
its really going veey happy until one day...we here knock on door.
me: let me open!
i open door as my eyes wided i step back in fear...