???: is it necessary to know?
she: no its fine!
(FINE FOR WHAT! HE IS STRANGER!)
???: lets go back!
me:(grabing her with me) i can take my girl back!
???: (pulling her)i am not sure you can! you will hurt her again or else you will- shall I say next?!
i tighten my fist when i saw him giving her his back to sit.
i get close to them picking her in bridal style walking....AWAY from him...AS FAST AS CAN!( i hate this boy who is he! to care about her)
i saw her scared face for me!(damn i always messed up by forcing her)
i wasnt even glance at her in guilt!
just walking!. while handling this stubborn girls struggling! to get relased from me!
he was walking behind watching us!( why watching us! i am not kidnapping my girl its just bothering me! i turn in anger and shout but...)
me: i can take her care you can leave!....wait were is this boy? were did he leave!
he wasnt behind us
anyways few...finally he is gone! i put her down! she was confused why i stoped!
she quickly push! but her cheeks giving me proof she did enjoyed this!
she quickly leave! no thanks also?
i let her go for her free time and i also get towards eva! ( cause she is calling me towards group)
here...
i get back as he put me down i run from there! agh...why he is like magnet to me! i should keep distance but i get pulled in his damn charm always! i should try to avoid him! but i cant thought! he was scary a bit but more thing is my stomuch hurt by sensetions and butterfly tornado in stomuch, i should not forget I am bet! ahhhhh fk just kill me already god why it's hard!
i get inside wooden room cursing myself and him...at first place i need to control my emotions...but that eva her eyes.. agh!...everything is confusing!
( i shout but one voice throw back my sense on earth)
shubhu: what is confusing! eva- eyes-and what charm,and magnet what are you talking?( she said playfully but it did bother me!)
me: n-nothing!
shubhu: yay tell me what happen? did you enjoy with jerk what he done?( her excitment is really covering sky on her
me: dont worry i am still alive front of you!...but he should had eat me RIGHT! thats all you want huh! always you take his side! your my friend take my side not his!
do you think that boy is good enough! listen here he dont love me! and never will...i am his j-
wait why i need to explain!
shubhu: hey chill down why you are shouting! and he do love you..dont you see his eyes for you? i am your friend and i can easily know that
me: really? do you think hr love me?
lisa: dont hear her bae. you know how bad he is! i always told you to stay away from him and you should listen me! dont he done something to you na? (she ask me while checking me )
lisa: you should run away after leading way...why you were there with him?
shubhu: you book insect you dont know things about heart
so.....stop using your brain in emotional situations!
me: dont act like my brain and heart( i mean look lisa acting like my brain...complete logical...and shubhu act like heart emotional and wow both are arguing aldo same...
but my oponion matter na?
me: yah i am the one who will decide right na?
both: shut up! you dont! ( shouted)
me: gays yah chill down dont argue we are friends-
shubhu: just stop it! and leave before-
lisa: all this matter! thid is the logic and you need to face this
( i try to stop but they both start argue more) and push me side! ENOUGH NOW!
me:( shouting pushing both side by entering between them)
me: stop this hella act like brain and heart i already got them inside me to argue i dont want HUMAN VERSION of my HEART and BRAIN!
i am done!
( we both three stop staring at each other)
kai: what happen girls? why your shouting!
me: n- nothing.
lisa: why are you here?
jk: to call you all for eat something! but here you are shouting and there his shouting!
anyways lets go!
after sometime...
( i know i know lazy outhor)
we finished eating! and now i am filling fine!...i think not me but everyone here feeling normal after argument)
i am eating my last bite of food but this both dont let me eat pacefully she just talk about work
girl dont do this let me eat in peace i hate work!
eva: in exchange of staying you need to do work also! its not free living here!
me: i can expect that!
eva: so lets begain the work!
shubhu: right now!
eva: why so shoked! its better to start right now!
me: agh..let us enjoy today! promise i will start work from tommorow!
eva: no!
jk: what kind of work?
eva: for boys and girls works are different here
lisa: and they first find out which work is suitable or your good at!
me: therefore you just can surch for fruits only. look she cant do your work then what you supposed from us! if our top student just help to collect fruits we are nothing front of work
shubhu: thats right! we cant do let us rest!
eva: you should work!
me:is it compulsary?
eva: uh!
me: is it yes or no please speak human language i am unable to undwrstand you!
he: its yes! i wish it couldnt!
me: god i want to sign out from my life right now!
jk: can we do that?
me: i wish if we could do that! good is so crule
he: and your more crule( he wisper but i hear)
me: me and crule hey you jerk! go and check mirror first who is crule here!
he: yes i checked and he answered its you!
jk: what she done to say cruel!
he: oh look besti taking side! you know your bestie flirt with strangers
me: he is younger then me! and anyways its fine to do!
jk: nonna you just admit it!
me: its wasnt that serious and anyways he is my friend who know how to treat girls WELL!
he: ask her she even dont know his name to become friends!
kai: you should stay away! how much time we said you are not child anymore! to talk with strangers! and what flirt with him even thought younger or older! please dont..we cant protect you there
me: hum...can we stop making me subject! and choose work
he: dont change subject!
me: ups i already did!