From the time we started call each other it never ended with our call logs. For a time being my call log was filled with her and there was no other in the race even after a long scroll. I always got fascinated and checked my call log and felt happy and passed a smile to my screen. She was the one who took initiative to do this and it made me feel bad sometimes looking at her efforts to see me or listen me whenever possible. It drives me so crazy that I didn't even think about others around me.
As we were struck inside our rooms due to the Pandemic locked down. I had nothing to do and she being a dentist had to join the hospital duty. Still it was her who made it easy for me as was not into calling and all because I could not hold phone to ears for a long time.
She used to show me all the details going around her and her mates.
Most of the students from her college have left the hostel. They were not given the clearance to go home after the out break of the COVID 19 in there city. This bothered their colleagues a lot as a dentist they had the maximum contact with the patients mouth.
"We gather and had our meeting with our department to discuss that we also want to go because this is getting worse now and we have to get the maximum contacts plus patients in a day, and we are worried as we don't know who is infected with the virus." she told me with distress.
In this case I could only listen to her and I had no experience in this things I had to listen only. I couldn't even give any suggestions to do this or that she was a complete intelligence. But I made sure that she won't have discomfort with me in this context and I also made sure her smile and laughter don't leave her face. This was the only thing I could do.
As we both were so fond of reading memes, we both had a damn collections of sarcastic memes. So we had memes for every situation and that also the most sarcastic and LMAO ones. This made us more compatible irrespective of our nature, as we both were still in the process of knowing each other. But I enjoyed a lot. Things were falling so in track that we once forgot that we had just met or we are from a very different background and far from each other. Now that I saw her and she started calling me "MINGBO" ( brother in Ladakhi). I was shocked to hear that and I thought someone must be there who is near her and helping her to say so. But this was she research from the Google to get this word. I send her the number of so called sisters I have and then for a time being she stopped calling me a brother.
We talked a lot and at such a point we were so into each other that she made a habit to sleep holding her phone seeing my face. This was the time when I realized that I can't afford to lose this charming face what so ever she might have face and all the ugly things passed through I won't let this happen again to her. They way she slept Infront of me was so soothing to my heart that even I made a habit to virtually touch our foreheads this was happening like as if we were sleeping next to each other. I couldn't take off a micro second from her sleeping face. This was the time when she was at rest from all the burden and the unrest she was carrying in her eyes. She was never happy to share her problems as for her it is her battle and problems no can do anything about this, people have to fight their own battle and solve their own problems in life. Even if we tell or share this won't help to solve her problems. Even I thought the same thing that I had a habit that I got so attached to my problems that I won't share it anyone they are mine only and it cannot be no one's.
Every now and then she reminded me how special I'm and how I should see myself in this context. She never failed to make myself see in a different way which made me more emotional as I had never felt so so special about myself and the confidence she brought in me to deal my problems. It brought me closer and closer to her with day passing by, though we were still in a deal that even if we both started feeling for each other we won't this relationship burden.
We connected each other so easily that now without telling we could figure out things. I was so emotional one evening that I literally wanted to hug her and tell her how much thankful I'm, I wouldn't have lived this part of my ever nor would I have known about this.