Can two girls going out and enjoying count as a date?? Hmmm....
Nay, it cant be, Esha and me we always go out together... it doesn't feel like a date....
I went home with deep thought...
I opened my laptop, and started to type....
" Can a person bring joy and sadness at the same time? "
" Can attractive feelings be felt with same sex? "
" Reasons of having arrhythmic heartbeats, in presence of someone of same sex. "
Nothing was giving me a proper answer, I was searching for, and because of that....
I was starting to doubt myself..... Am I in love with Michelle?
But she has not said anything to me?? Is it a one sided love? ? Should I discuss my feelings to Michelle?? Will she be disgusted???
Oh, wait! If I am really a lesbian, that means I should be attracted by any other beautiful girls as well... it does not have to be with just Michelle.... Unlike before, this time I wanted to solve it, instead of brainwashing myself all the time....
Hmmmm..... I started to ponder how to solve this case....
Being a science student myself, the only conclusion I gave to myself was to set up an experiment...
I wrote down many sets of experiments to be conducted that my room was littered with rolls of waste papers....
Finally, the ideal experiment was born.... I can visit a club!!!
Yes! a club exclusively for lesbian.... thats it!!! ... from this experiment I can deduct if I am a lesbian or not!!!
I was proud of myself to be able to think such fantastic idea!!! I may win a noble prize if I continue using my idea to sort out similar problems... I smirk and patted myself....
Ok! So, this experiment should be conducted before the ice cream date... I thought to myself, as I rub my hands together...
For my disguise..... huh? Do I even need a disguise? what should I wear?? Hmmmm....
I shouldn't stand out like a sore thumb....it should look casual, like I am almost a regular....
I browse the internet, and jot down all the necessities....
1. Dress
2. Make up
3. Accessories
4.Shoes
5. Bag
6. Drinks
7.Topics for chatting
I double check everything so there is no way I miss out on anything and would hamper the experiment... I even took the liberty to check on types of drinks usually ordered, and what types of gossip goes around....
I was satisfied thinking that I have written down all the minute details....
Oh, wait... one more important thing is money!!!
I went to check on my savings... Grandma, gave some for helping her out during my short stay.....hmmm not much but it will do, as I won't be staying in the club for long.... plus, I didn't want to sacrifice my noodle package money.....
Hm. m.... now, I will need tickets as well... how do I get the tickets?? I think I can go early and wait in queue... how long a queue would be.... right???
The final touch, I check on the map to see for a suitable place to visit....
No! No! No! ... there were no suitable place that suit my options near by...I was starting to feel down...
Then, I saw one.... the nearest one was also thirty minutes by train.... the worst part, it was not a club... it was more of a restaurant....I was imagining some flashy type we get to see in TV.
Hm...I was disappointed that it was not a club.... but I thought it would be better...if its a club, I would have to invite someone along with me, that will be disclosing my idea..... which is very risky....
No, no... cant take the risk... if its a restaurant like it says then, I can go alone and check it out....
Tomorrow, will be the entry through a new door...