" Oh, I thought, you left it behind." I said after calming down....
"Here is the rice cake you ordered,Miss" A girl in orange uniform extended the pack.
" Thank you. " My subject of experiment replied.
" Here, you can try it as well, it worth trying !! " She took out a piece and gave me one...
" Thank you" I took the rice cake while cleverly brushing my hands against hers ....
Mission accomplished, I grinned....
" Nice seeing you... Miss." She said and hurriedly walk off.
By the time, I realised what I just did, she was long gone...
Oh well, the result was negative, which conclude that I dont have a thing for girls.
Sigh... I sat down, on one of the benches, and ate the soft creamy rice cake, she was right it was indeed very nice to eat.
Hmm, these mall is quite entertaining by itself, I didn't notice it before. it has almost every type of categories in it.
O... that girl looks so graceful. Her long legs suit the cute lacy purple dress.... hmmm, looks like she is looking out for someone.... I thought.
As I watch on she reminded me of Michelle, but her skin was kind of tan. After a while, a boy walks towards her.
Hmmm... young love, I thought as they ascended slowly up the accelerator, what a wonderful couple...
As, they cross my floor and continue on going up, I just realised that it was ' my' Michelle!! My heart felt like it stop pounding....
I followed them, they entered the jewelry shop,they were picking out bracelet!! Anger started to build up in me.... she choose a platinum bracelet that have three tiny stars hanging down... it suits her slender wrist...I had to agree....
I hide myself, as they walked pass me...
" Its time to have something nice.... " Michelle said.
" Whatever you wish, my dear" the boy said. She giggled and held on to his arm.....
I felt so betrayed... or lonely... or useless... I couldn't say.... but I knew for sure, my heart felt so heavy..... it felt like a chain has wrap around it, and tightening with every minute....
I couldn't be around this place anymore and so, I left... I walked straight like a zombie towards the train station...boarded and sat near the window....
My mind was like a blank piece of paper....
By that time, it was already dusk and had started to drizzle .... the rain splashed on the window...
I dont know why, but my tears wouldn't stop flowing... I didn't want to cry....I am too big to cry, I told myself....
Damn it!!! I got angry at myself because I could not stop myself from crying... the more I wipe off my tears the more it flowed.....
Whats wrong with me!!!
I dig my nails into my palm.... to substitute pain with the heartache....
By the time I got off, the rain was slightly heavy, for which I was grateful....my tears blend in well with the rain, the perfect disguise nature gifted me, when time slice on my heart....