After Jinjing reached home, she went directly to her room and plopped on the couch.
Her head rested on her hand and one leg was dangling from the hand rest of the couch. Twirling a strand of her hair in her hand she was lost in her thoughts.
"being in a relationship is so tedious. It's just been a few weeks that we started dating and I am already mentally exhausted. God!!! What did I get myself into?"
Changing her position, she laid on her stomach with her feet swaying in air. It was like 'position changed, thought changed' for her. She started encouraging herself and thinking positive.
"common Jinjing! you have always given your best to every task you take up and this a relationship that to with Liang…" she felt slightly better. Analyzing further she thought to herself, "okay! I am not going to give up. I will make this work out. Nothing good comes easy in life and Liang is good…hehehe…very good."
Completely charged up, she jumped from the couch and took her cell phone from her bag. She tried calling Liang again, but his phone was off. Determined Jinjing left him a message
"we need to talk to sort this out"
She waited for his reply for some time but did not get one. Leaving her cell phone on her bed she quickly took a shower.
Till the time she went to sleep, she kept checking her phone for his reply but received none.
Even then she motivated herself "no problem. Tomorrow is a new day. I will try once again."
Jinjing was not a pushover but, she did not want to let go of something close to her heart without working hard for it. Even after her sincere attempts, if she would not be able to resolve the issue, at least she would have no regrets.
Thinking positively, she turned off the lights and went off to sleep, hoping for everything to get resolved.