She had been in a daze for so long, looking at the place where the hospital was, before turning around and starting to walk.
Now that she finally calmed down, she began to wonder what happened in the hospital. What went on there wasn't exactly what she expected. She never thought she was going to be sent to the hospital. To be honest, even if she blacked out when she was hit by Leilanie's car, she never thought she'd be hospitalized. She did not even know how much time she slept, but if her memory was correct the doctor seems so happy when she regains consciousness. As a result, she was lost in the time because she was asleep. But relying on her body's health, she felt no pain or what so ever on her body, excluding the little sting on her left hand. She probably recuperated pretty well there. Sometimes, when you are injured, your exhausted body automatically shutdown your system to allow you to rest. Same thing that happened when she was mentally injured. Her brain automatically made her forget some of the pigments in her memories that only brought her pain.
She sighed, of course it was her fault to leave her guard down and ended up being kidnapped with those dumb kidnappers. If it is not because of that stupid mistake she made that day, things will not happen like that.
Thinking about the most important reason she was kidnapped, her face darkened. "That damn Leilanie!" Her expression has a big "rage" word written on her face. Well, the word rage was the humble way to describe her current expression. She was indescribable insanely mad as hell now. None of the words could describe her correctly.
She breathed another deep sigh, trying to calm her nerves. She sighed again when she finally calmed down while shaking her head to erase her thoughts. Things will never happen if not for that dumb woman! If not for her scheming plan, none of this would even happen. But then she can't just blame Leilanie for it, because she knew full well how much the hatred that built into Leilanie's heart has over her.
She laughed disdainfully and said, "At least I knew someone who had me in their heart?"
She was someone from the underworld, and she knew perfectly well that things would not happen if she did not lower her guard. Nobody would accuse the attacker of doing such things against her, the victim. Contrary to this, they would make fun of her for falling into the trap waiting for her. They would even watch the good show and laugh about your bad luck in how you ended up with such a funny ending.
That's the way things were. People in the underworld are all ruthless, ruthless, indifferent to the point that they won't even blink when they've killed or tortured someone. Somebody even did those things to make themselves feel good. Doing such things made them feel good, it gave them pleasure. This is truly nerve ache but if you haven't become like them, or follow how the underworld works then wait for your own demise. You wouldn't even know how you died, and even after your last breath, you wouldn't know what caused your death.
There was a place in the underworld that much more bloodier. They called this place the Underworld Colosseum. There, you will see two people kill themselves. Well, It all depends on how the combatants agreed on how they fight, while their lives are on the line. Although its one against many, has no importance as long as it was the agreement of both parties. Nobody would leave the ring unless their opponent died.
As a matter of fact, she was once entered the ring in the past.
She fought those men that were under or had ties to Shawn. She was alone as she fought over 50 men in the ring. The outcome was evident. Since she made it out of the ring alive, then men who fought her are dead. She killed these people so she could stay alive.
But she was the only one who knew, deep down in hee heart, that she intended to die there. She didn't want to come out alive from that ring. This period was one of the most painful part of her lifetime. She was at lost. She truly didn't want to kill those men who followed Shawn into the underworld, but she had no choice but to fight them, to kill them. She really had no choice but to fight them, because if she didn't fight them serious and let them kill her without retaliating. Brother Liam, sister Jayce and the rest would be in big trouble. Therefore, she fights them seriously, without hesitating while fighting with the intention of killing them, so that no one realizes that she was truly reluctant to do so, but then she also intends to die there. That day, she already gave her life, because when she accepted this invitation for 1 vs 56, she just remembered all that happened in the past. Memories of Daryl and what happened the day Shawn passed away. She was the only one who had any idea how devastated she was that day. How she tried to force herself to remain sane despite the fact that she was still regaining reason.
But eventually, she ended up killing them all, because she noticed. Their eyes were desperate, begging her to end their lives. They must also notice her emotion through her desperate eyes and want to torture her mentally. Although she did manage to kill them all. She suffered serious injuries that time, bleeding inside and out. She thought she would die with them too that day, and even felt happy thinking about it, but she didn't. She was alive and kicking.
Thus, when she opened her eyes, the first word she ever said in her mind was "What a pity". She discovered she was in the coma for six months. While she was recupurating, other than crying and saying "I'm Sorry." "I Killed Him." "Forgive Me." She was silent all the time and still in a state of stupor as she forced herself to accept everything.
It took her another whole year to accept everything completely, afraid of forgetting Daryl again. And after leaving the room in the condominium they owned, she was completely healed physically and acted as if nothing had happened. She won't be easily affected every time she hears about Daryl and Shawn's name. Even admitting that she killed Shawn to protect herself.
But all she knew was how deep the wound it hurt her. Well, Brother Sam also knows this, as he watched over her for, who had been with her until she recovers. The one that could make her speak.