Warning: A bit descriptive mature scenes
Same as you. I'm negative. I can't wait for tonight. XOXO
Kawashita rarely used emoticons and this particular message had a heart on it. I grinned. Nanami and I went back for our test results—both negative—this morning then met up with Kazuya for lunch. We finally decided to come clean to him. He got mad at first, feeling left out but melted in the end when I showed them that message.
"Oh my, you have a big night, Reiko." Kazuya smirked, his eyebrows wiggling.
I ignored him as I typed my reply to Kawashita, 'Me too. Don't forget my ice cream. See you at 23:00. XOXO.'
After our very first phone sex last Friday night, reality came crashing down on me. Kawashita opened up about being late on Sunday. I didn't mind, thinking it would be afternoon late but of course, life didn't work that easily. He explained about the birthday party in his dormitory, and he wouldn't be able to leave until 23:00.
I told him we could cancel and just meet the next day. But Kawashita insisted. He volunteered to buy me Häagen-Dazs because I would have to wait. I gave in. Because of the ice cream. Because I would never admit that I didn't want to postpone for the next day too when we already waited for a week.
After spending the whole day with Kazuya and Nanami, I returned to my apartment with less than three hours to hang about. I busied myself with unfinished assigned works as I glanced on my phone from time to time, expecting he might cancel at the last minute.
The wait wasn't excruciating. It was the fear that he might not arrive and the disappointment and hurt that would follow. I dreaded it. When the clock hit 23:00 and there was still no message from Kawashita, I started to berate myself for being too lax. I was three minutes deep in my self-loathing when a message arrived.
'On my way. See you soon.'
My shoulders slumped and I let out a long breath. My heart and spirit rose, but my admonishment left an inkling of doubt inside me. Maybe following the rules wasn't enough. I knew. I was aware that I had let Kawashita in more than enough, and it would eventually come to bite me.
But such thoughts were banished when the doorbell rang on 23:15. I opened the door to an eager Kawashita.
"Can I kiss you right now?" he asked as he closed the door. "I want to kiss you now."
"Oka—"
Kawashita pulled me closer until our bodies collided. His lips were cold as our mouths touched. I let go, my hands on his shoulder.
"You're cold," I whimpered.
"Just like ice cream." He lifted the plastic bag on his hand and smiled.
"Yes. You taste so sweet too." I wrapped my arms around his neck and went for another kiss.
His lips were a little warm now. It moved against mine, pushing deeper than an ordinary greeting kiss. I heard the drop of the ice creams on the floor. I was going to turn around to look but Kawashita got me pinned.
Our kiss turned heady in a matter of seconds I no longer had to worry about the coldness. Kawashita was pouring so much into it that I got swept away. We had been talking constantly for a week, but nothing beat this. I missed—No, I missed this. A warm body to hold. A kiss that lights me up from the inside.
"Can I?" Kawashita's breath was shallow. His hands were on my hips.
"Right here?" I looked him straight in the eyes. They were clouded with lust and desire, and mine must reflect the same.
He nodded. "Right now."
"Yes."
As soon as the word left my mouth, Kawashita went for it like a kid going in for a present. My pajama pants slid off easily along with my underpants and underwear.
"Oh, shit," Kawashita mumbled as his hands explored my folds, extracting a loud moan out of me when he pressed hard on my clit.
"You're dripping," Kawashita said as he pushed two fingers inside me. "And you're so fucking hot."
I tried to reach for his pants but he'd moved it out of my way. After several pushing and pulling, before my knees buckle, Kawashita took out his fingers. My juices coated them, glistening under the dim light as he brought it to his mouth and suck it off.
"Delicious." He licked his forefinger, his grim eyes zoning in on me.
Gods. I would have panicked if he didn't look like he was enjoying it. Hundreds of thoughts were on the end of my tongue but none left my mouth. I gaped at Kawashita, my heart beating uncontrollably.
He moved closer to me, and the next thing I knew my back was on the floor in front of my door. Kawashita's head was deep in between my legs. Mix of slurping and moans echoed in the entranceway.