ELLE
"Paligayahin mo ako." Dahil na rin sa sobrang kalasingan ay hindi na ako nakapagisip nang maayos kaya ko nasabi yan sa lalaking kaharap ko ngayon. He smirked at me then he started kissing me on my lips. His hands started to roam my body. I responded to his kiss and I felt different. It was not the kiss that I used to fantasized before. It was torrid and full of lust. I can sense the longingness and hunger in between his kisses.
His kiss deepened that I almost drowned. Our lips parted and breathed heavily as we are trying to catch each other's breaths.
"Come with me..." He said voiceless. I nodded. We left the premises and headed our way to the parking lot.
"Your keys?" I gave him the keys of my car and immediately hopped in and drove right away.
While driving, I felt so dizzy and my head hurt. When was the last time I got drunk? This isn't me. I got drunk because of that man! I got drunk because of that jerk! I got drunk because of this stupid thing called love. I hated it so much!
"Are you alright?" I heard this hunk mumbled while his eyes were on the road.
"Yes. I guess so." That's an unsure answer but he just shrugged off his shoulders and didn't bother to ask me questions again.
'Are you really sure on what you are doing, Elle?' I heard my conscience asked. I shut her up.
"Andito na tayo" Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. Pagtingin ko sa labas, hotel. I wonder if this is his condo or what.
"Let's go" Tumango ako sa kanya. Sumakay na kami ng elevator at clinick ang 5th floor. Inalalay niya ako kasi hilong-hilo na ako dahil sa dami ng inimom kong beer kanina.
Pumasok kami sa room 515 at hindi ko pa man din naririnig yung pagsara ng pinto ay hinalikan ko na agad siya. Nagulat siya pero he kissed me back. Isinandal niya ako sa dingding at mas nilalalim yung halik niya.
I wrapped my arms around his neck habang yung kaliwang kamay niya ay nasa dingding yung isa naman nasa baywang ko..
This feeling is different. I never felt this before when I was with him--- my ex-boyfriend.. My stupid ex-boyfriend!
His kiss went down to my neck making me moan. He started unzipping my dress when he stopped. I stared at him and there I saw him looking at me blankly yet he's still hot.
"Are you sure you really want to do this? Pwede ka pang umatras" Sabi niya na namamaos.
'You are very innocent and different from the other girls that I have met, Elle. And each day, you never failed to make me fall for you. I love you so much!'
I heard a man's voice from the back of my head. Here we go again. Reminiscin. F*ck!
I ignored the idea and took the courage to kiss him first. He startled but that didn't take long as he kissed me back at kinarga niya ako at dahan-dahan na hiniga ako sa malambot niyang kama.
He removed his polo sleeves and unbuttoned his pants. He kissed me again but this time, pababa na yung halik niya. From my lips, to my neck, then he unbuckled my bra.
"Beautiful." He looked mesmerized as he started licking, no sucking my mountains. I moaned because of so much sensation from his kiss. Pababa na nang pababa yung halik niya, mula sa pusod at nagulat ako nung bigla niyang tinanggal yung lace ng panty ko. Oh my! Not there! But before I make any protests, he started kissing me there.
"O-oohh myyy!!" I moaned because of sensation. I grabbed his hair and combed it tenderly.
"What? Do you like it?" He asked while staring at me. I breathed heavily.
"No- I mean y-yes!" Hinihingal na sagot ko sa kanya. He chuckled.
"Do you want me to stop?" Sira ba tong isang to? Kanina pa to salita nang salita!
"N-NO! M-MORE! " I cried out. He mumbled something but I didn't understand it.
He inserted his finger and gently thrust it while still kissing me there. After awhile, he inserted another finger.
Mababaliw na ako sa kakaibang sensasyong na binibigay niya saakin.
He continued what he was doing until I felt something unfamiliar.
"Sh.t! I- I n-need to p-pee!" Sigaw ko sakanya, pero imbis na tumigil siya ay mas lalo niyang diniinan ang halik niya sa perlas ko.
I tried to push him away but it didn't work.
"AAHHHHHHH!" Sigaw ko nang naramdaman kong may lumabas galing sa katawan ko.
"Juicy. Now.." He said at pagkatapos ay tinanggal niya ang suot niyang boxer shorts. Literal na nagulat ang mga mata ko sa nakita ko. Narinig kong tumawa siya at hinalikan ulit ako then positioned himself right before me.
"Are you ready to scream my name?" He asked and suddenly it hit me, I didn't know his name. I was about to ask for his name when he entered my whole self without any warning or cue.
Tears were falling as it felt like half of my body was being torn apart.
"O-OUCHHH!" I screamed in pain. Damn, it really hurts!
He was very shocked when he knew that this was my first.
"You're a ---! Sh.t. I'm sorry! Do you want me to continue?" Tanong niya saakin at hindi muna gumalaw.
"Y-yes. Move slowly please because it's really painful." Hinalikan niya ako sa labi at muling gumalaw pero dahan-dahan na this time.
Parang may napupunit sa katawan ko ngunit walang kasing sakit yung pagdurog ng puso ko dahil sa walang-hiya kong ex!
Napakapit ako sa braso niya at di nagtagal, unti-unting nawala ang sakit.
"AAHHHH..." I moaned in pleasure.
"Masakit pa rin ba?" Nag-aalalang tanong niya.
"No. Move faster please." I commanded. He smirked and kissed me again. At bumibilis na yung labas-pasok niya sa loob ko, halos ibaon ko na ang mga kuko ko sa likod niya dahil sa sarap..
"I'M C-CUMMING!!" I said as I felt this familiar again.
"M-me too!" And with that, bigla kong naramdaman yung mainit na likido sa loob ko.
Hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa isip ko kung bakit ginawa ko ito.
I know that this is not the right thing to do, ang ipagkatiwala ang katawan ko sa isang estranghero kapalit ng panandaliang kaligayahan..
Ang alam ko lang, I need someone to make me feel that I'm loved, useful and that I am still human.
And if this is the only way to make me feel better and get even to what my ex-lover did, I guess I made the right choice?
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AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Dear Readers!
This is to inform you that this novel is under revision po especially yung mga may grammatical errors 😅
I will (as much as possible) revise everything as long as hindi conflict sa working schedule ko 🤞
This made me also wonder.. It has been years (I think?) since I publicized my works or novels. Do you think it's about time to write a new one? 🤭
Tell me your ideas or suggestions by messaging below.
Thank you 🫰