I wake up to the sound of banging. I get up heading to the door. My head pounding. I open the door my dad standing in front of me looking pissed. "what do you want" I say. "Is this some kind of sick joke Violet?" He asks. I stare at him confused. "I have no idea what you are talking about" I say. JakDerek derek now joining me.
"Your.. your" He seems to be having a hard time getting his words out. He grabs his chest my eyes widen realizing what is happening. I run to him "dad"? I say he falls to the ground. Derek gets his phone calling 911. I check his pulse it is light.
At this, point everyone is outside. "What happened," Nick asks. "I-I don't know he was accusing us of some kind of sick prank before he reached for his chest and fell" I say. The ambulance arrives and loads him up we follow to the hospital.
We sit in a all white room that smells like bleach. "The knight family," Doctor dreamy says. We walk towards him. "Hey storm so your dad is in surgery he had a heart attack and had some major blockage we will update as soon as possible," he says before tuning to leave.
The doors open and his girlfriend walks in. I look at her and take a deep breath. I walk towards her. "Hi," I say before I fill her in. She fights the want to cry. I leave the waiting room. I make my way to the chapel. I have not prayed since my mom passed away. I have never been a huge believer but I can use all the good on my side right now.
I take a deep breath in walking into the capol lighting a candle I site down taking a deep breath. I feel someone sit beside me. I turn to look my eyes widen "m..mom"? I ask. She smiled at me. The smile felt weird. It didn't feel like a loving mothers smile. "You know I thought you would be smart enough to not fall for a vampire V. You where always the level headed one.. Derek being a vampire now is on you. Emily is on YOU. YOU befriended them.. YOU brought his enemies to yalls life.. His life is over because of you. YOUR so selfish to bring your dad into it. To be so hateful because he was.. is happy with her.. You are to immature to selfish for your own good. They are all in there worried about you. Protecting you. While dad fights for his life. You are the reason I faked my death.. Fuck I couldn't handle your whining because Derek and I were close. I can not wait to watch you suffer. I never wanted a daughter" She says before standing and leaving.
I looked at the floor. Tears falling down my face. It is my fault. Everything is my fault. I fall to the floor crying so hard I didn't care who heard. I get up and made my way to the bathroom.
I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I look at my wrist. It has been seven months sense I hurt my self. Seven months sense I was in the mental hospital from a mental break down. Seven months sense kyle used me. Toyed with my heart because of Kayla I got out thinking everything would be ok. Than I lost my mom and since then everything has fallen apart. He told me the same things my mom told me.. Well, different. That I was useless No one would ever love me.
I closed my eyes tears threating to escape again. I was a crazy mess. I almost killed Kayla when I learned she dared kyle to date me and take my virgity (Luckily that didn't happen) than I saw them kissing and I saw red. I beat her up to a bloody mess. It wasn't at school that is why when I punched her I didn't get in trouble but her mom defiantly remembers me. Every bad thing that has happened to me plays on replay in my mind. The bathroom door opens. "VI" Katies voice rings out. I don't answer. "Why do I smell blood are you , ok" She asks concurred in her voice.
I roll my sleeve down. "Go away. Stop acting like you care. Just leave me alone" I said. "what happened Violet? I do care" She says sounding sad I would think she doesn't. I swing open the stall door startling her. I laugh a laugh that almost doesn't sound human. "If my own mother doesn't care about me why would you," I say glaring at her. "your mom?" She asked confused. "Oh I forgot to mention on todays list of what else can go wrong and be fucked up my mother is alive!" I scream my voice booming off the walls.
The rage that was building inside was threating to break loss. "V" she starts but I stop her "LEAVE" I yell through gritted teeth. She stares at me. "NO" she yells back. I turn to face her. The door swings open and everyone in our group files in. "Great it is a fucking party in the bathroom," I say sarcastically. "What is wrong Violet" Derek asks. I laugh seriously? "Are you stupid?" I ask raising my eyebrow at him. He looked shocked by my out burst. I have called him names before and gotten mad but normally I am a sobbing mess and it is out of sadness not anger.
"Violet!" nick says in a warning tone. I roll my eyes. I push past them heading towards the exit of the hospital. I ignored them calling my name. I made my way to the park near by. The one the woman I once called mom used to take me. I felt so numb. I didn't even notice it was storming. How fitting I feel like a Storm.
I destroy things in my path. I rain on peoples happiness. I throw a rock at a tree feeling the anger growing again. I scream a deafing scream feeling so angry. Why did I have to met Emily! Why did derek have to die! Why did nick and Emily! Why did my mom hate me! Why was I falling for a mother fucking vampire! Why am I so fucking stupid! I screamed as I punched the tree over and over again. Blood running down my knuckles I didn't care. I started to switch hands when someone pulled me into a hug. I instantly broke down. Tears fall down my face. Ugly sobs escaped my mouth. I felt there arms tighten around me.
I wanted to see who it was but somehow I knew. I glanced up at jake. His eyes held a emotion I didn't know. "You are not stupid" He whispered. Playing with my hair with on hand the other rubbing small comforting circles on my back. I didn't respond scared my voice would break. He pulls back my body feeling cold not being in his arms.
I kept my eyes down. "what happened" He whispered. I took a deep breath. Shaking a little. "m..m" I started but felt like I was going to be sick. Re hearing her words. His words. I closed my eyes. "my mom isn't dead" I said. A few moments passed before he replied. It felt like hours. It was pouring at this point. I didn't care.
"Isn't that a good thing?" He asked confused. I looked up at him. I couldn't say it I hoped he could see it. I watched him search my face. His eyes softened. He pulled me towards him. "Forget her than. You have us." He says. I don't say anything. He lifts my chin up making me look at him. We where so close. My heart betrayed me and started racing. "What did she say to you" He ask his voice sounding deadly. His eyes matching.
I shook my head. His thumb starting stroking my cheek. How are we having a moment right now ? I thought to my self. His eyes fell to my lips. He didn't move though. I looked at his eyes. His eyes snapped to mine I almost jumped. Please do not run away again I thought to my self. I was about to break the moment my self when I felt his lips on mine. Taken back I froze. I felt him pulling away when I kissed him back. He pulled me close to him. I wrapped my arms around him. This was a much better kiss than the last time we kissed I thought. There was so many emotions in this kiss. Sorrow. Happiness. Want. Lust. Dare I say, love?