Jakes point of view
I watched Violet fall to the ground making a loud thud. I rush to her. This cant be happening. Emily rips Vis moms heart out. Cassie wakes up. She and Katie are fighting. I just sit there holding Violet. Staring at her. I just started loving her. Oh god, I love her and I never got to tell her. This hurts so much. This is katies fault. This Vis fault. Damn it, Violet, why did you have to do this?!
Katies point of view.
I punch cassie over and over. My heart breaks for jake right now. She pushes me against a tree. She lets go and rips victorias heart out. "NOOOO" I scream. Jakes's head whips towards me. He watchs his moms lifeless body fall to the floor. God damn it the plan blow up in our faces. I am so angry I run towards cassie I punch her so hard her head flys off. Jakes eyes widen. I breath hard trying not to freak the fuck out. "We gotta get out of here we don't know if she has more people coming,g" Emily says. She picks up our mom and takes off towards home. I follow with anna.
I hear the others behind us. We make it home. We bring anna inside. "Is she breathing?" Derek asks. I listen to her. "I don't think so" I start doing cpr on her. Jake lays Violet on the sofa. He looks so broken, I look at Emily and she nods. "Derek can you," I ask. He nods taking over. Nick is standing against the wall. "jake" Emily says. He looks at his sister. "You knew she was apart of this plan and you didn't stop her"? He yells. "We can't keep telling her she can't help that she Is useless and things would of been worse if we didn't do this. She knew the risk. So did mom" She says her voice breaking. "This risk. They are fucking dead Emily" He screams. Throwing a lamp at the wall and flipping the table over.
Jakes point of view
"Jake there is more," Katie says. What more can there be? "What more can there possibly be"? I snap at her. I walk towards her wanting to rip her head off. I grab her by the neck. She doesn't even fight me. "Jake" Emily screams at me. I don't care the love of my life is dead. Fuck and I didn't even tell her how I feel. I hear a voice in my mind telling me to turn it off. No, I fight my mind. Turn it off. What do you have without her? Without your mom? Your sister betrayed you. I throw Katie at the wall hard causing a big hole. "don't do it jake please" Emily begs me. Snap. I turn it off. I walk towards anna why does she get to live. "Jake what are you doing"? Derek asks sounding panicked. I rip her heart out. I took off I no longer care. I see a girl about my age. I walk up to her. Of course, she starts flirting.
Katie's point of view
This is bad. This is bad. Jake shut off his humanity he didn't even let me tell him. She isn't dead! Well, she is but she is one of us. His mom gave her, her blood just in case thing's went south. He is so stubborn how do we get him back? This Jake isn't going to care! "This is all so fucked up" Derek says. "It was supposed to be a night of celebration now that we know she is ok and they are gone and for now we are ok.. You should of lead with her being alive" Nick says. I nod. I know everything just happened so damn fast. ugh. "will get him back. We have to" Emily says. "Emily We will but like last time he will be different whatever he does while his humanity is off will be with him forever," I say "We will get him through it" Derek says. "We need her to wake up. Get her through the transition period and then we can focus on turn jakes humanity back on" Nick says. "Jake turned his humanity off," Violet says. We see her sitting up.
We sit beside her. She looks at us. I sigh. "Thing's went way south fast and I wasn't able to tell him you were not dead dead and he lost it.. " I tell her. She sighs. "You know he told me that there will always be a chance of him turning his humanity off and that he would try to fight his way back if he goes there.. I believe him." She says. "He will and if anyone can save him it is you but right now we have to focus on you," She says. I nod.
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Violets point of view
It has been a week since I turned to say it has been fun would be wrong. There has been a trail of dead body's in town and towns around us we are pretty sure it is jake.. we haven't seen him. We get to where he has been seen too late. We keep missing him. I am pretty sure he came home the other night to get his stuff. I have been sleeping in his room and his closet was missing clothes. We go back to school today. We agreed we need to act like we are normal humans.
I get out of bed. I noticed the balcony door is open. I stare at it. I go to step out. Looking around. I sigh. I close the door and grab a towel heading to the shower. I let the hot water hit my back. Tears fall from my eyes. So many people I care about are gone now.. I have to face reality we might not get jake back. I let my self cry for a bit before getting out. I wrap a towel around my self. When I walk out I almost scream. Jake is standing there leaning against the wall staring out the window. "J-jake," I say. Thinking I am seeing things. "I wanted to see if the rumors were true.. your alive and a vampire.." He says. I stare at him. "Why didn't Katie tell me"? He asks.
There is no emotion on his face. "She was about to when you" I stopped. He looks at me. "Shut my humanity off, killed anna"? He asks. I nod. He shakes his head. "Why are you in my room"? He asks. "I.." I look down I can't stand looking at him like this. I go back to the bathroom I get dressed. I walk back out he is sitting on his bed. "what are you doing here"? I ask. "I live here," he says. I stare at him. I roll my eyes. "What don't want me here"? He asks smirking at me. When the fuck did he start smirking. "Not like this," I say.
"What I am still me.. who says my humanity is still off"? He asks. "You're cocky normally but not this much.. plus your breakfast is on your shirt" I say He looks down. "She tasted amazing.. in more than one way," He says winking at me before heading downstairs. "Ass hole" I say. "What is he doing here"? Emily asks. "It is good to see you too sister" He screams from downstairs. I shake my head. We head off to school and of course jake has to take along.
"So what have I missed"? Jake asks. We ignore him. "Oh come on don't be like that you know yall missed me," He says. I walk ahead of them. I need away from them. From him. This is all to much. I turn down a hallway to get to my locker it is the long way to my locker but oh well. I feel someone falling me, I look over my shoulder to see jack following me. "This isn't the way to homeroom so where are you going"? He asks. "Away from you," I say angrily.
"Ouch, I thought you would be happy to see me," Jake says. I stop. I am so over this. "You are the one who turned off your humanity, went on a killing spree.. So no I am not happy to see you. Nothing about this makes me happy" I say. Anger getting the better of me. He just stares at me. I look down feeling the tension around us. "Well, you are stuck with me. You want to be a vampire want to live in my world than you will learn what it is like." He says looking deadly he looks behind me. I see Kayla.
"Right now I need to go and do things you don't like so ill see you in homeroom," Jake says. Before going to Kayla. They are flirting. I try so hard not to let it bother me. This isn't the jake I care about.. But it is this side of him is always their to.. hell it in me now too. I walk to my locker. Trying to ignore them. "You finally came to your sense and ditched Violet, I see" Kayla says. "Yea she wanted things she didn't understand," He says. I hear them start kissing. Tears form in my eyes. I wont give him the satisfaction.
I get to class and sit with Katie and em. "He is going to be the death of me, "I say dramatically. They laugh. "This will definitely be interesting," Katie says. "He is making out with kayla," I say fake gaging. Class goes by slow as does the rest of the day.
Jake has been all over Kayla probably because she is a whore and will do whatever he wants. I am currently in the bathroom waiting for them to stop making out right outside the bathroom. The bathroom door opens great kayla. She has a smile on her face. "You can not blame him for realizing who the better choice is, he Is such a good kisser and he is better" She starts. I leave the bathroom I cant hear anymore.
I see Jake talking to some of the students. He glances at me. I see Katie she gives me one look and understands. We have one more class but I don't care. We get home and go out back. I walk to the punching bag and start punching the hell out of it pretending it is Kayla's face. The bag splits in half. I scream. "Damn you are really angry. Who pissed you off" Jake asks. I look at him and glare.
I go up to my room ignoring him. Deciding to take a hot bath. I close my eyes and rest my head back