It has been a few month's sense jake came back. It hasn't been easy. He is fighting hard to keep his humanity off. We have had a few moment's where I can tell he wants to turn it back on but I think he is scared. He has done a lot of bad thing's. Senior year has gone by fast and uneventful.
Well as uneventful as it can be trying to save the guy you love from him self. We don't think we have heard the last from the people Haylie probably had working for her but we figure they are waiting to attack when we get relaxed.
I am currently getting ready for prom. I really didn't want to go. When I met Jake I had hoped he would be my date now he is going with Kayla. Yup they are a thing have been for a few months. The only good thing is he has calmed down on killing realizing it puts him in danger of getting caught to. He is living here to say it isn't awkward is a under statement. Derek has befriended this Jake. I feel weird about it but whatever.
I decide to wear my hair naturally. I apply some foundation. A light blush. Adding a smokey eye to my eyelids. I look at my self. Looks good I think. I hope. I go to my room and pull out my dress it is black with a flowy bottom. It has some glitter on the bottom part. I put the dress on spinning in front of my mirror. I guess this will do.
"Violet are you ready"? Derek calls from downstairs. "We are vampires there is no need to yell," I say. Earning a laugh from the group. I head out hooking arms with Katie and Emily. Emily is wearing a dress like mine that is red as is Katie her's is dark green.
They both look beautiful. "Ready"? Emily asks. We nod. I feel my heart racing. He is down there and I still want him to find me attractive maybe that will mean when he comes back to us I won't have completely lost him.
That was my biggest fear. The stuff he has done. Dating Kayla. Making me cry or angry. Time. It will all have changed how he feels about me. About himself last time he really beat himself up. We celebrated life's we lost about a month ago. It was nice. He was there but he was silent the whole time. We also celebrated what would have been mine and nicks 18th birthday last week. So as I stand up at the top of the stairs waiting to walk down I was nervous.
Emily goes first, than Katie with me behind them. Everyone looks at me. I try not to look towards Jake. "Wow Violet you look beautiful," Nick says. I smile. "Thanks" I reply "Let's go" Emily screams. I laugh rolling my eyes. We hook arms and head to the limo. Wait for limo. "Yall got a limo"? I ask. "It is prom duh," Katie says.
"Isn't this like your 500th and something prom?" Jake asks her. She glares at him. "Nope, my first," She says "My date is pretty smoking hot too," She says. "Mine looks smoking to," I say with a smile and a wink. "I feel so unloved," Nicks says. We look at him and laugh. We climb in the limo. Jake takes his car I assume he is picking up Kayla.
We get to the dance the school rented out a huge dance hall. It is the most beautiful place I have ever seen. The lights are crystal and the walls are a rose gold color. The black carpet is laid out. Tables line the back of the room with black and rose gold table cloths. The dance floor is huge. I want to be happy but I cant be. I look down. My dad was supposed to threaten my date not to try anything. My mom was supposed to help me pick my dress, do my make up. Take pictures.
The guy I love is supposed to be my date but most of all I am supposed to be alive. A human I feel like a poser, a fake standing here. This isn't my world. Tears form in my eyes. I make my way to the bathroom. I find a sitting area outside it. Luckily no one is here I barry my head in my hands. "Violet what is wrong"? Katie asks. I wipe my eyes before she can see. "Nothing kat I am fine" I smile at her. She isn't buying it.
"Go enjoy your dance with nick. You deserve it. I will be in soon" I say. She looks at me unsure. "go" I say. She nods and leaves. I pull out my phone. I look at the photo of my dad. A tear falls down my face. Kayla walks out of the bathroom and stops looking at me. Great just what I need. "Your dress is" She stops looking at me. She looks constipated "Really beautiful Violet. You look beautiful" she says. I stare shocked. What did the wicked witch whore stealing life sucker just say. "what"? I ask.
"She said you look beautiful," Jake says. Walking towards her. Great, this is not what I needed. He glances at me. He doesn't even care that I have been crying. I might have to get used to a life where he isn't mine. I get up to leave. Screw it I am going home. "Thanks," I say softly making my way to the exit. I am halfway down the parking lot. "Leaving the dance so soon. I was hoping for a dance" Kyle says. His voice chills me to the bone.
"I would never dance with you," I say. "Oh sweet Violet you are going to learn to love me as I love you," He says. I stare at him. Has he lost his mind? Then I notice.. shit he is a vampire. "Was wondering how long it would take you to realize a good friend of mine turned me?" He said with a wicked smile. I move backward. I turn to run when arms are wrapped around me. I try and kick and scream but they stick me with a needle. "Help," I say as loud as I can hoping someone will here me before darkness takes over.
(Hope you enjoyed Violet book number one, Number two starts after this chapter and is Book two Jake, Book three is a cross over with another story of mine Shadow world. The 3rd book will be named Katie. Jake is the last book were Emily, Derek, Jake and Violet will be in, Kaite and Nick along with the cast of Shadow world will move forward in that story. Do not worry I will give you closure on each of there storylines) Please comment and vote! Also, I am still editing both stories so sorry now for any miss spellings or if something didn't or doesn't make sense.