As I wait for Mark to come to my apartment, I pace back and forwards, anxious about Mark's response, when finally I hear a door knock. I almost run to the door. My heart beating faster than it ever has in my life, I take a few deep breaths, and open the door, giving my crush the biggest smile I can. I put my hands behind my back trying to cover up how much I am shaking.
I then open my mouth to talk. I knew that I was talking, but my mind was not focused on talking, I was thinking about how I was going to confess to him that I liked him.
Walking over to the couch, Mark follows me and sits down next to me. I take a deep breath in, as Mark looks at me weird. Shutting my eyes tight, tears start to form in my eyes, and that is when I spill it out; "I LOVE YOU MARK!!"
Mark's eyes widen, and he stares at me. Nothing more, nothing less. Mark then shakes his head, and says: "I will never be your boyfriend!" My heart drops. That was the one thing I wished he didn't say.
Tears start to pour from my eyes, and I stand up an slap him in the face, then, I run away.
Running to my room, the tears start to pour out of my eyes faster than they ever had, but then I get to my room, I slammed the door, almost making the hinges come off.
Now sitting down on the ground I start to yell in anger. How dare he say that to me, but a couple of seconds later, I start to cry. I am crying just like when my mum was just about to get shot in the head by my dad. I miss her so much...
Getting that thought out of my head, I start trying to stand up, an just as I was about to lock my knees, I head a knock on my bedroom door, making m fall down again. Then I hear my angel's voice. Even though he had hurt me just a couple of minutes ago, I still love him, and the worst part is, is that I only feel happiness, I'm a Dandere (Acts antisocial until the right person comes along).
Coming back to the real world, I hear Mark crying. Jumping up to my feet, I open my bedroom door, only to see my angle crying his eyes out on the other side on the door.
I broke down. I didn't know what to do, MY man was sad, and I didn't how to help. With my eyes now streaming tears from them, I give him the biggest hug of my life and cry into his shoulder.