I watch Sean run over to me, massive tears in his eyes, but I feel so bad for letting him down. I should've said yes to him, I should've faked my happiness. IM SO STUPID!!! NOw feeling the more teardrops on my face running as fast as they could go.
I look over to Jack (Jacksepticeye / Sean) and he was somehow crying even more than me, he must still be heartbroken from me saying no. Jack's tears now landing on my t-shirt, I pat his back, and he slowly stops sobbing.
Once Jack had stopped sobbing, I push him away to arms distance. As I slowly talk, I see Jack's face relax, he was finally calm, even though it took about half an hour to calm him down, he did eventually. Jack starts to fall asleep, no longer able to tell what he was feeling, but instead of worrying, I stay calm and pull him towards my lap, hopefully helping Jack fall asleep.
I smile at the sleeping man, and I slowly get up, while at the same time picking him up, so, I can take him to his bedroom.
Now halfway to my maximum hight, I see Jack move in my arms. I smile at him once again, and now at my maximum hight, I feel how light Jack was. This wasn't healthy.
As I walk to his room, I see that the doorknob on his bedroom door is gone, and I have no clue why I was able to lean against his bedroom door without it going into Jack's room.
Getting my mind back on track, I push my elbow against his door, to lead me into his room.
In Sean's room, all you could see it was black, and nothing else. His walls are black, his bed was black, and even the wooden floor was black. You could barely see a thing, but I managed, and I walked over to his bed and placed him on it.
Once I have placed him on his bed, I look down to see that Jack was wearing a small smile. Then Sean whispered out something that Mark thought that he would never hear from Sean in his life...
"I miss you, mum..."