Are to Were

I want to tell you exactly how I feel about you I love you more than I ever thought possible so much so that I want to join the army again just to be with you. You hold so much of a hold on my heart now that I'm now waiting for your calls and every time I get a text I hope it's you. You told me before that I saved you but you saved me too my spirit and heart were broken since August 26th last year and I was just going through life day to day until I found God again then i found you again then we started talking again steadily more and more but my feelings for you came back in a instant but you were in a relationship so I held back and wanted you to be happy and I'm sorry you were wronged but I am joyed to have you by my side I now want nothing more than to be able to provide, protect, and prove my love for you because YOU ARE NOW MY HEART