Im not sure what else to say but I'm trying to live as a honorable man I intend to keep the promise I made to you " I will wait an eternity for you" even if that means you don't come back to me that's fine you will continue to shine like gold in my memories I don't want anyone else I won't accept anyone else even if that means I go through life single that's what I've decided on because I truly believe deep in my heart that that you are meant for me even if that means I'm not meant for you I will continue to support you from a far when and wherever you need me I'll be there i might not reach out first but that's because I don't want to disturb your life but I will always answer your call even if it's just to talk about your day or complain about a friend I am here to listen that will never change all I want is to is your happiness above all else I'm putting you first before everything because you deserve it and as I write these words for you even though you might not ever read them maybe they might reach someone else and speak to them because when you find the one you would abandon the world for if she asked you know that you will do anything to keep that feeling even if it's selfish but that's what love is it's selfish and I will always wait till the day you call and tell me you need me because YOU ARE MY HEART