"There's no growth in a relationship if the love isn't mutual" maybe this is true because I feel for you and you say you feel for me but you choose him I've written that "I will wait for you" before multiple times but it's the hardest thing I've ever done because I want you but can't have you. You call to complain but never ask about me you tell me you feel the same way but only when your upset with him I'm fine with these things because I hope one day you'll fly back to me and we get our happy ever after but I'm starting to think not only is this selfish on my part but I'm also degrading myself because I'm there every time you call maybe I shouldn't be so many people tell me that there is someone better that I should go find them and not be so hung up on the past but you saved me in my darkest time at my lowest point maybe that's the other reason I can't let you go but now I choose to abandon these feelings I choose to abandon my promise because you can never move on as long as I'm here I will just be someone to come when times get hard so I choose to abandon my feelings, my promise, and my honor and choose to never give up my heart again because YOU WERE MY HEART