'Um… but no matter what, I still feel a bit of resistance….'
In my imagination, I thought that it didn't matter if I became a woman and touched her vagina or had sex, but when something ridiculous like that actually happened, I felt an inexplicable sense of rejection.
Let's slowly feel the sensation inside my body! If you stay still with that feeling, you'll find that the part that I was originally proud of... maybe not that pretty, maybe just average... Starting from where the symbol of a man was, the part that goes a little lower feels a little strange.
It felt like I was spreading my flesh and putting it out there. I don't think most women would feel this way, but because it was an unfamiliar feeling, I had a strange feeling along with various thoughts.
'Well, it's not like I'm going to die. Let's just do it!'
I think fingers would be better at first. It feels a little hot and humid, so I think it might already be wet.
The first thing that was important was not to observe what it looked like, but to know what it felt like, so there was no need to examine the hole that had appeared in place of the beautiful pillar that had disappeared from my body, but since I didn't know where to put it without looking at it, I sat on the floor, bent over, and looked at it.
… When I suddenly think about how I got a vision, I feel like something is very strange.
Why on earth did this happen?
It's understandable that my body suddenly turned into another woman's body, but I'm still curious as to why I turned into a woman.
Above all, if you know the reason, you can continue to live alternately as a man and a woman.
I want to go back to being a man, but I think it's because I've always dreamed of an unrealistic daily life, so the current situation is quite interesting.
I feel anxious, but in another sense, I feel excited and my heart races.
"Ah, ah~ ummm, ahem! Ah~."
The voice also didn't seem to be mine. It was similar to my original voice, but it was a voice that I could immediately tell was a woman's voice.
If you try to make a nasal sound, it comes out quite artificially. Well, some men may like this kind of voice because they think it's cute.
"Hmm…."
Creak… .
My finger fits nicely into the vagina. It's as if it was originally made to hold something.
Well, I guess that's true, since that's where the dick goes.
The sensation of a finger entering your body is quite… strange.
I should say that something is flowing back into my body, but it may not be as bad as a finger, but the surrounding muscles are tensing and releasing on their own… .
I tried not to be aware that something had entered, and the muscle twitching disappeared.
But I guess I'm still mentally tense, or should I say lower abdomen? The area below where the pubic hair is, feels like it's pulling slightly from inside the muscles.
Putting something inside the vagina is a surprisingly simple feeling.
'The moment I put something in, I thought it would feel like, 'Ahhh! Huh! Aha! That's not my voice!', but it's not like that at all. I heard that a woman's pleasure is dozens of times that of a man's.'
It wasn't exactly dozens of times more. Maybe five times more...? It definitely felt better, but in a way, I think it was more like the man felt worse... or maybe it was like the pleasure wasn't enough... .
Although it was only a finger, the first insertion felt more like having something that was supposed to be there than something foreign or rejecting.
If you try to move your fingers gently while being conscious of feeling good, it feels quite good.
It's not like I only feel pleasure... There are also small sensations like touch or fingernails touching.
Am I putting my finger in and feeling it with my finger? Or is my finger going in and feeling it from my vagina?
To be honest, it was a feeling that was hard to explain.
But if you insist on saying it, the area around the vagina seems a little tense and tired… .
No, that's not it either.
"Hmm…."
The moaning sounds that often appear in adult videos or manga were not heard. It is similar to the masturbation that men do.
Wouldn't it feel that good just by putting one finger in? I don't think so... Rather than that, I'm not sure about the part where it feels good right here... .
I feel like calling a girl over and telling her to finger my pussy right now.
What on earth makes you feel so good when you touch it?
Here, here… or here… .
When I was washing dishes, I put my finger in a narrow cup and moved it around like I was wiping the bottom, pressing here and there inside my vagina.
'Is this it…? Oh, I had a feeling that it would feel good if I touched something there a little more. It's itchy… .'
There is no 'gasp!' at the moment of stabbing. There is just a feeling of 'it would feel good if I touched it more~'.
Could it be that the woman's body I've turned into is insensitive?
Did my erogenous zones become worn out from masturbating every day? Will they stay the same even if I turn into a woman?
Was the one-daughter-a-day lifestyle really that bad for your health?
"after…!"
As I was thinking that, suddenly, someone started gently scratching the itchy area, and the area around my shoulder started shaking.
Rather than shaking on its own, I feel like I want to shake. Once I trembled, a pleasant and tingling sensation slowly spread from my neck and shoulders and then disappeared.
'Is this it?'
Gulp, gulp, gulp
The bird is quite wet. It feels as if the incredibly small dick is becoming taut and erect.
If I tighten my sphincter, the feeling gets a little stronger. Oh, and it feels like the area I touch with my finger is a little more sensitive… .
Whether it was because of the posture or the angle of the finger, I could hear an obscene sound from inside my body as I gently rubbed the vaginal wall with my finger bending and straightening inside the vagina.
'Oh… this is exciting.'
Was I this kind of golden finger?
Perhaps it was because of the merit of being able to immediately know where something felt good, or perhaps it was because I had already touched it a few times as a man, but masturbation went quite smoothly.
I feel good… .
As I sit still and gently rub her, my body becomes languid and the pleasure inside my vagina seems to fill my body.
The cold tile floor didn't feel cold at all, perhaps because it was already heated up. My buttocks were sweating a bit, making it slippery, and when I slowly inhaled and sniffed, the smell of sweat that I had never smelled before hit my nose.
"Hoo… hoo… hmm…."
My heart was beating fast and the beat spread throughout my body, but I wasn't very conscious of it. Is this what it feels like to have your head filled with thoughts?
The sensations in other places are definitely intact and I can feel them properly, but I can't think of much other than touching my vagina. The feeling of being dazed seems to be bigger and more severe than when I masturbated as a man.
My face is hot, maybe because I have a fever.
"Hoooo…."
As I was moving my finger around in that position, I stopped.
… my fingers hurt quite a bit. No, it hurts in a straight line from my fingers all the way to my wrist.
For men, it's the wrist and arm, for women, it's the fingers and wrist?
'Something doesn't feel right…'
The pleasure that remained was just like when I stopped masturbating. It felt so much better, so I felt a much stronger desire to do it.
'Wow, I wish I had one more.'
I felt like I should show up right in front of him as a man and give him a beating.
Well, it's no different from masturbation. More than anything, it's good because I can feel pleasure without moving. And as a man, I want to have sex these days, so it's good.
Killing three birds with one stone!
The only problem was that it was ridiculous and impossible.
Before that, I don't even know how to go back to being a man.
"Haa… I did it for nothing…."
It was good that I was able to satisfy my curiosity to some extent, but it just left me feeling like I wanted to do more.
Oh, by the way, there was no hymen.
Is it because I don't feel sympathy?
I guess I'm lucky... I hate being sick... .
"oh…."
When I pulled my hand out, there was a sticky, slippery fluid covering it like a film.
It's buzzing.
It's a liquid coating… but it looks a lot like Cooper liquid… .
"Sniff sniff… sniff…."
…Isn't love juice supposed to smell like this?
I remember it smelling a lot worse than this. It's a lot more smelly than I thought.
As expected of my love juice, what a clean smell… .
It seems like not only the body and face, but even the love juice is tailored to my taste.
"We should take a commemorative photo."
Click!
I took a commemorative photo with my face flushed with excitement.
After that, I spread the vagina with one hand and took another picture, and only then did I remember something important.
'Oh, I should have filmed myself masturbating.'
My fingers hurt right now so it's hard for me to masturbate.
I have another hand too… but somehow I don't feel like it.
After masturbating, I somehow became very excited.
I was even thinking about just going out right now and picking up some guy and having sex with him.
A woman's body for a man's sexual desire….
If you think about it carefully, this is really annoying.
No matter how calmly I think about it, it's just that I'm impatient because I want to do it.
'Oh, let's just do it to celebrate becoming a woman… .'
After all, masturbation is the root of all evil.
I started to have random thoughts that I shouldn't do it.
What's more scary is that when you get excited, your aversion to being hugged by a man suddenly disappears.
For a moment, I thought that if I couldn't go back and had to live my whole life as a woman, I might end up living as a lesbian. But in an instant, that thought changed to wanting to have sex with a man...
Could it be that my head is full of female hormones right now and that it is clouding my judgment?
'Now that I think about it, Seonghyeon was virgin, wasn't he?'
Suddenly, I thought of Seonghyeon, who was teased and pity-ed by his older brothers.
It's not that he's particularly ugly or anything, but he looks more like a woman, but he's so quiet and shy, maybe because he stutters a bit, but he doesn't have a girlfriend.
He always treated me like I was pitiful, saying things like, "You're virgin too, so what are you doing?" But every time, I would be shocked and reply, "I'm not virgin."
Now that I think about it, why does everyone look at me with pity?
Do I look like a virgin?
Fortunately, I had a strange fantasy of taking Sunghyun's sympathy for a moment, but I forgot about Sunghyun because I was thinking about whether I was the embodiment of virginity or not.
I feel like something is not right with my body.
Who said that women don't just think about sex when they're excited like men, but think rationally?
I'm sure it was a girl I knew in high school... There was this girl who said that men only want physical love and women want emotional love, so when a man wants to have sex, a woman wants to make love.
When I heard that at the time, I was shocked and said, "So all women are Buddhas?" I replied, "Then you think all women are as open as men? That's why you don't have a girlfriend," and treated me like an idiot, which made me feel shocked. But now that I think about it, I guess that girl was just a stupid girl who pretended to know when she had never had sex.
If I didn't think so, it wouldn't make sense why I'm so excited right now.
I really shouldn't have masturbated.
"Ahh…what is this…."
Suddenly, I really want to masturbate properly. This is definitely better than being stabbed. Being stabbed feels good, but... when I experience it myself, I feel like it's not enough.
By the way, there was a great invention for women called the vibrator, the rotor.
I've already forgotten how to go back to being a man in my head.
No, I think that's what I should do... but I just kept thinking that I should masturbate first and then look for it.
I double-checked that the door was properly locked, drew the curtains, and then lay down on the bed where I sleep every night, searching through the computer I had left on the night before.
I immediately picked out the videos I had downloaded a while ago and the ones I had saved in advance and put them in a playlist and started playing them.
I really didn't think much about it, the only thought that came to my mind was that I wanted to masturbate.
Is the evil of having one daughter a day still showing up even after becoming a woman?
As expected, too much of anything is bad. Masturbation addiction is not good… .
"hmm…."
Either way, masturbation is masturbation first.
The voice is definitely more feminine than before. It comes out as if my lungs are being squeezed and my body flinches involuntarily.
I see, this is exactly what it means: 'Haaang! This voice is not my voice! I don't like it, don't listen to it!'
It's definitely a tone of voice that doesn't sound like my own, to the point where my head starts to feel strange.
Creak, creak, creak
[Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah…]
"Huh… hmm, hoo… ha…."
I started masturbating with my head turned to the side while watching porn.
… Honestly, I feel really good.
By the way… what if I do something wrong and end up moaning like in a porn video?
Both of the people in the room next to me are women.
… I wonder if he should report it to the manager. He brought a woman into his room and had sex with her.
I had such random thoughts, but since it was morning, I decided not to worry about it since both of us would either sleep in or leave early for class.
… Rather than saying that, I just masturbated and it felt so good that I stopped thinking about it.
"Huh, huh…."
I discovered that deliberately moaning in a woman's voice can be quite arousing!
But still, along with the pleasure, I feel a strong sense of discomfort. Should I say that the sense of reality disappears?
Compared to my body as a man, I would bend over and use the computer every day, or go to class with my arms propped up on the desk, so my back would hunched over a little and I would feel pain, or my collarbone would go down a little and hurt a little if I put strength into moving it…
Those familiar, everyday sensations all disappeared in an instant, and when I lay down on the bed, it felt like something heavy was on my chest and it was trying to spread to the sides, so my skin felt slightly pulled. Things like my waist and stomach were also visually different…
It's quite heterogeneous.
I feel good though.
I feel like I'm in something other than my body.
It doesn't have a huge impact, but I felt like my center of gravity was subtly off just by walking around my room.
If you don't walk consciously, you might fall if you misstep even a little… .
Creak, creak, creak, creak.
"Ugh… uh, uh… huh, uhh…."
Before anything else, masturbation is the priority! Masturbation!
Haaaang…! It feels so good…!