My room in the dorm.
"Hoooooo…."
There are no more assignments this week.
I failed miserably at course registration, so I only have morning classes this semester, so I have a lot of free time.
… Instead, last semester, a few students kept pestering me during group projects because they saw me faithfully doing my assignments and being friendly with the professor. I was busy, but…
First of all, this week is now free.
"Ah, I'm tired…."
It's only a morning class, but I'm quite tired.
Foreign kids, in their own way, ignore Korean kids who keep skipping class, and the damage is slowly getting to me.
Besides, Korean kids are trying to establish military discipline in their own way and are trying to be a scapegoat… .
For some reason, there aren't many good students in our department.
There are a few of them, but I guess they play separately… .
It seems like the kids who aren't doing well are treated as outsiders, loners, or scapegoats, so they break away and form their own gangs and help each other out.
In my case, I used to have a few people I hang out with, but one of them is in the military and another one has a criminal record, so we don't hang out together as much as we used to.
For this reason, I don't have many people to hang out with at school, so I often feel like an outsider, a loner, and stay home.
Last semester, I hung out with foreign kids… 60% of them graduated and returned to their home countries when their exchange period was over.
… Now that I think about it, I might really be an outcast… .
I'm close with some famous people, like the student council president, the Japanese exchange student president, and the vice president.
I don't think I know that many people.
If you asked me to have a meal with you right now, there would be… 7 people who would say yes… or not?
Oh, by the way, I see an older sister of mine has returned to school this time. That's one more person.
I feel lonely for some reason.
"I bought ramen… I got something to drink… I bought some snacks… I did some laundry…."
I stood in front of the room door, checking one by one to see if there was anything else I needed to do outside.
As soon as I confirmed that I had no more reason to go out, I opened the carrier I had placed under the bed and took out a stone I named TS Stone.
Lick it with your tongue and turn into a woman.
My back felt particularly throbbing, my chest felt heavy, my legs felt longer, my head felt hot, and my hair grew longer.
"Ah… I feel refreshed…."
These days, as soon as I come home, I turn into a woman and live my life.
Rather than saying that it's good to turn into a woman or that I want to become a woman… I really like the fact that my whole body feels refreshed when I turn into a woman.
I used to have a little back pain because I sat and studied all day and used the computer, but when I turned into a woman, all those little pains disappeared.
Even shoulder stiffness disappears.
Since the skeleton or the body itself changes… If you think about how the stomach pain disappeared before, it seems okay to think that even if the contents of the intestines are unknown, the internal organs, muscles, and bones all change.
"Eww… Whew…."
My limbs feel so refreshed.
I'm gradually getting used to this body, so even when I stand on the ground with one leg, my posture doesn't get messed up at all.
Compared to when I was a bit uneasy about walking at first, I would say it has improved a lot.
I haven't run it yet, but… .
Maybe it would be difficult to run.
If you want to run around, you need a lot of space, and to do that, you have to go outside.
But the problem is that the dorm I live in has staff members who manage the entire dormitory, so they check who comes in and out of the dorm on the first floor, and if they are a student who does not live in this building, they have them write down their name and student number at the entrance.
If you're lucky, you might be able to get in without getting caught... but if you block them from getting in...
'I don't have any homework this week, so I'll go out and come back this weekend.'
If you really want to go out, you'll probably have to sleep outside for a night or so.
The fact that changing genders in a short period of time makes you sleepy is a big hindrance. It's not impossible if you try, but… .
And there is also the anxiety of what would happen if someone found out that the gender changer was a fake.
You have to change it secretly where no one is watching… and there aren't any places where you can do that.
It takes about 5 seconds for the gender to change. It's pretty fast, but it's still unsettling.
'I think I should buy one or two sets of women's clothes…'
Even if you wear things like pants and t-shirts that are shared between men and women, you probably still need to buy some underwear.
Unless you're going to be changing at home like this all the time, you need clothes. Then you need money for them too...
But I wonder if they sell a bra this size.
I looked it up here and there on the internet and it seems to be around a G cup.
My heart is a bit fraudulent… I guess it's because I'm an otaku.
Is this how it changed just by looking at the oil in games and comics?
… I'm happy because I'm an otaku!
… I think so too, but after being transformed into a woman for a long time and feeling what it is like directly, it is so heavy that it is annoying.
Besides, lying face down on the bed is a bit uncomfortable. I guess I should put a pillow between my chest and under my stomach and lie face down, but if I don't do that, it hurts a bit and it's hard to lie face down for a long time.
It's not that I can't endure it if you tell me to, but since I'm originally a man, I still find it annoying and irritating.
When I look in the mirror and strike a pose, the pain seems to go away because it looks so good… .
"Ah… it's comfortable…."
But if all the pain in my waist, back, shoulders, and neck goes away with just a little bit of discomfort in my chest, it's a huge deal.
It's so refreshing that I feel like I'm flying!
I wonder if it's because my heart is so heavy that I can barely keep my feet on the ground… .
As soon as I turned into a woman, I took a measuring tape out of my bag.
This is the one I bought on my way back to my room today.
I think women need to know their body sizes to buy clothes.
After measuring my measurements, I searched the internet and found out about cup sizes and clothing sizes, and it seemed to be a G cup.
As for clothes, surprisingly, it seems that slightly tight clothes are good. If you wear big clothes, people with big breasts will look fat because of their breasts… .
There are a lot of comments on the internet about how hip-fitting pants are good, hot pants are good, wear pants that fit your waist, wear pants that fit your hips, etc., but I think you won't know for sure unless you try them on yourself.
By the way, tomorrow is a free day.
Should I go shopping for clothes?
From what I've researched so far, when you change into a woman and then back into a man, you don't seem to get very sleepy if you change every 5 hours or so...
… But what kind of clothes should women wear?
More than that, what should I wear when I go shopping for clothes…?
What other bras and panties should I buy? How much will they cost?
…the road ahead is bleak.
First of all, since I have some spare money this month, let's buy it tomorrow.
"Then first, let's look up how to wear a bra…."
Because I usually watch a lot of TS comics, I knew that I had to wear a bra properly.
What was it? They said we had to collect them and put them in.
Let's do some more research and go tomorrow in a braless workout outfit.
After some research on the internet, it didn't take long for me to find out how to properly wear a bra.
'Measure the upper chest by lifting the chest with your hand as if you were wearing a bra, making sure that the nipples are not pressed. At this time, the key is to measure the part where the fat from the chest spreads to the upper abdomen after organizing it with the chest. Then, measure the circumference of the underbust by measuring the area just below the chest… It is also important to choose a bra that is suitable for your body type… .'
There was also a method for measuring the correct breast size that helped me more than I thought.
The internet is amazing….
'If you have small breasts, wires and pads are effective, and molded types that hold the shape of the breasts are more effective than thin lace. If you are concerned about large breasts, full-cup products that cover the entire breasts instead of the standard cups that cover three-quarters of the breasts, wide shoulder straps, and single-layer products are good…'
… I have no idea what you are talking about.
What on earth does single layer mean?
'If your breasts are split and appear to be 4, this means that your chest flesh is sticking out above the bra, creating an unnatural border, so increase your cup size. If the space between the cup and your breasts is loose, go down one cup size or fill it with pads. If your back fat is sticking out, increase your underbust measurement. You can also use an auxiliary hook that can extend the wing part… . If the fat under your armpits is noticeable, this means that the wire is not fitting, so increase your cup size or choose a design that gathers your spread breasts together. Another good method is to wear it by bending your body forward at about 45 degrees so that your breasts are well contained within the cups… .
… I think I can get a rough idea of it.
I have no idea what you mean by the gap between the cup and the breast….
I need to look up the things I don't know again and organize and memorize the parts I think I know.
Just in case, I made it into a text file and saved it in my phone.
Now that I think about it, I should definitely ask the clerk what I should buy… What should I say if they ask why I'm not braging… And there are no panties either… .
… Let's hope that the clerk is a generous person who doesn't care about such things.