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Chapter 20 - First for us

Today felt so beautiful, the children at the care home made a surprise for me, and of course I got lots of gifts from them, their parents and also Rose and Jane. Finally, I returned to the apartment, somewhat overwhelmed, carrying the gifts in a paper bag.

With some difficulty I pressed the code button on the door, opened it and hurriedly carried the gift onto the living room table.

"Huh... Finally!"

I took a breath, glanced around which was quiet, but there was a delicious aroma like grilled meat with barbecue sauce.

"Who's cooking? Isn't Stella coming back slow? She can never even cook meat!"

Curious, I walked into the kitchen after placing my bag on the sofa. The aroma became more and more fragrant until my eyes found the figure of a man with his back to me, looking focused on cooking, and he was wearing my pink apron.

"Who are..."

"Hey!"

He suddenly turned his head and noticed my presence, I was shocked.

"Logan... What are you doing?" I choked up, I didn't expect him to be here after not contacting me all night. "I thought you were still in..."

"I came back a few hours ago," he said before I finished speaking. He turned off the stove and approached me while continuing to smile, which of course made my heart flutter. "It's your birthday anyway...."

"Oh..." I was nervous, unable to avoid it, and whether I should avoid it.

He took both of my hands and looked at me deeply.

"This is your first birthday with me as your partner... I want to give you the best," he said with a warm smile. "And it will continue for years to come... Until our hair turns white... Until we are both old and can't do much, but we will still have strong love," he continued.

I took a deep breath in between the pounding of my heart,

"I love you," he whispered then approached my face, in an instant I closed my eyes and felt his lips touch mine. It was so warm, but it only passed for a moment until I opened my eyes again.

He smiled with a frown. "Why? Why are you just silent?"

"Uh..." I smiled awkwardly, looking away from his gaze. "I... I don't know what to do. This, this really surprised me!" I looked up at him again.

"Don't you like me coming?"

"I like!" I confirmed quickly, swinging our holding hands together. "I...I just..."

"Oops..." Suddenly he kissed my lips again, his hands pulled my waist until our bodies were pressed together.

I didn't know what to do other than return the kiss and put my arms around his neck, letting our tongues meet, the warm and soft sensation caused the throbbing to get stronger, and his hands on my waist began to move down to caress my thighs which were still covered by my trousers.

"Honey..." He whispered after the kiss passed, looking at me with his glazed eyes. "I love you so much... Please don't doubt me just because I'm younger than you."

I just thought that he was smiling, feeling moved, feeling loved, until I couldn't help but kiss his lips.

He returned my kiss, embracing my buttocks with a slight bow until suddenly he lifted me up.

"Logan..." I quickly grabbed onto his shoulders while my legs wrapped around his hips.

We looked at each other breathlessly, and smiled until we kissed again. I don't know what came into my mind, I wanted him so much that I couldn't resist when he took me to the room.

"Logan, what are you doing..." He laid me down and immediately leaned over my body.

Instead he was silent, looked at me deeply and slowly brushed my hair away from my forehead.

"Logan..." I was pounding, shaking, and didn't know what to say.

"I want to make you completely mine," he whispered. "Make you mine forever... completely... as well as I will be yours forever and completely."

He took my right hand and intertwined our fingers.

"Please... Throw away your doubts... I want you," he whispered again, his glazed gaze and something hard underneath made me understand that he really wanted to have sex.

Of course this made me very scared, slowly pushing his chest.

"Logan... I'm not..."

"You would always say you weren't ready, because you were taken by doubt..." He didn't let me finish. "Just... Give me a chance... You can do anything to me if I do anything bad to you after this. I promise, you can take anything that's mine, even my life..."

"Logan i...I didn't.."

"Please!" He quickly kissed my lips, so aggressively, not giving me a chance to refuse.

I closed my eyes, trying to balance the kiss, because fighting it would only make things worse, especially since I also missed him, mixed with curiosity with sex. Yes, I'm curious, very curious, don't blame me! I'm too old to think this is the beginning, but it's the truth.

"I love you... Honey.." he moved down to kiss my neck while his hands locked both of mine, making me unable to move other than writhing in amusement at his kiss.

"Umh..." I couldn't hold back my moans when his lips started kissing my chest, and he slowly released his grip on my hand and moved inside my shirt, causing an extraordinary tickling sensation inside.

"Super soft skin... You are perfect," he whispered, smiling at me.

I sigh, looking at him, haunted again by the fact that I've never done this.

"Let me throw away these damn clothes," he said, pulling her to sit up.

He immediately took off my jacket and my clothes and threw them in any direction. With his wild gaze, his eyes continued to focus on my breasts which were still covered by a red bra and started to took off his apron and black shirt.

"Oh... Perfect size..." He slowly caressed my breasts from behind the bra.

I pounded more and more until I felt like I was short of breath, and for some reason it seemed like I couldn't move, couldn't get rid of it other than letting him start squeezing it and slowly lowering his head to kiss it.

He slowly pushed me back to lie down, starting to kiss my breasts after successfully lowering my bra. He kept moving and moving down until he kissed my stomach, causing a sensation of tingling but also relief.

I looked down, saw how gentle he was, immediately imagined that if i had the chance to have children, then he would make me pregnant, make that slim stomach big and he would be very caring.

"Oh... You're so pure," he whispered while glancing at me.

"Do you think I'm impure?" I asked, thinking not to tell him about my virgin condition, but to let him feel it.

"To me you are very pure... Whatever it is, you are always attractive in my eyes," he said as he came back closer to my face and kissed my lips.

I put my arm around his neck, returning the kiss, but slowly I felt his hand slip into my skirt and lift it up.

"Um... Logan..." I looked at him worriedly, again filled with fear.

He instead looked down, unzipped his trousers and lowered them to his thighs, showing his manhood which was already so tense and powerful.

"Oh my God..." I was so scared, I couldn't imagine that soft but hard bone would penetrate mine.

"Don't worry... I'll make you feel like you're flying," he said with a smile, but his hands opened my right thigh wide.

I just kept quiet, trembling, feeling his hand pushing my underwear to the right, while his hips moved to direct his manhood right above my womanhood.

"God... Logan... I..."

"I love you!" he whispered quickly and kissed my lips, and right then I felt his manhood start to penetrate me.

"Awhh!" I immediately hugged him, not wanting him to move. "Please... Slow down... it's hurts so much!"

"Sorry, darling... I'll be slow," he said then kissed my lips again and I felt his manhood move out again, but in an instant it went deeper again.

"Aghh…" It hurt so much, I hugged his head tightly. "Logan please..."

"You're so tight, darling... Oh, you're perfect... You're special," he whispered as he slowly moved his hips back and forth. He looked at me lovingly, passionately, kissing me again and again while continuing to move his hips faster and faster.