The Imperial Academy will begin tomorrow and I have a very big regret.
About a month ago, I confessed to my childhood friend who I didn't know was an Imperial Princess.
I was Informed of this fact after I told my friend that I'd Confessed to her and she hadn't even looked me in the eye and just left.
Without even saying a single word.
She gave a look of disgust and left. Than a bit depressed I told my only friend that I confessed to her and he gave me a lecture.
Turns out she was the Imperial Princess and I was just a normal person with a normal life.
It sparks the conspiracy as to what was she doing near my locality?
My house was located in a building at the outskirts of the Imperial nation.
She was apparently in disguise as she wanted to know more about the common folk to understand what we need and what we don't need.
I than realised that I wasn't important to her and she just wanted to know more about us common folk so she could help better her life.
Not knowing this I had to go and tell her about my feelings for her...
Dumbass...
The worst part right now was the fact that I heard somewhere about her getting into the academy and I too being a commoner worked day and night and managed to get an admission in the Great Imperial Capital.
I was appointed in Class D.
My parents told me that they could Only Pay tution fees for 1 year so it was my duty to try and ease their burden by either getting a job as a Mage or get into class A in a year.
I didn't want to burden my parents over my own selfishness.
I was never going to.
I thought I could do all the things she would and with her help get to where I can.
But, it was because I'd thought she was a commoner like me.
She's the Imperial Princess and that makes things quite Complicated.
She is not just The Imperial Princess in name only but she ranked first in the entire Year.
She got the Highest score in Theory and also in practical Combat.
While I was last In both Practical and Combat.
I was absolute shit in the both of them.
I was barely above the 401st person in the Ranking.
I was lucky I was selected.
I'd hoped to tell her about me joining after I told her that I liked her hoping to see a look of surprise and happiness in her eyes.
But, I was thoroughly mistaken about not just her origins but also her feelings towards me.
I was stupid, I was never the greatest to understand if someone was being nice to me or if she genuinely liked me.
She always asked me various questions about my life and my parents life.
I felt worm whenever someone asked about my health or my well being.
Nobody really cared much about me, so when she came into my life. I felt really happy about the constant attention she gave me.
Turns out, she asked all those questions not just to me but to everyone in the village near the Empire outskirts.
I'd genuinely go and apologize for my rude behaviour towards her.
But, sadly I don't even see myself looking her in the eye anymore.
She ain't the person I knew, she ain't someone who cares about me.
She ain't someone I should even be allowed to talk to.
My first love ended up being the Imperial Princess...
If I'd known beforehand, I'd have probably never even gotten too comfortable with her.
It's not that I think the previous her that I knew would fall for me easily.
It's just, she's been so nice to me and asked me various questions and always talked to me.
If I'd known it was all for research purposes, if have been more respectful and less delusional.
Added with the fact that she isn't just the princess but also ranked first in something I barely managed to pass.
Just adds salt to the wound.
She doesn't even know that I'm going to the same academy with her and she wouldn't specifically look for my name.
So, how would she react if she saw me.
She may not be very comfortable but I think she'll atleast talk to me or greet me.
If I ever get the time, I'll try and Beg for forgiveness.
I wonder, could we become friends again like in the past...
...
It was the day of the Opening ceremony and Currently I was standing in the gymnasium that is big as the biggest cricket stadium in the world.
I was quite shocked to see such a big place for only 400 people.
It appears that I was mistaken, the strength isn't 400...
It's 4000.
I was ranked 4000 out of the 4000 students.
The bottom of the barrel.
There were quite a lot of beautiful women and handsome men.
The likes of which I'm sure wouldn't even look my way.
Even appearences seen to have classes.
There seems to be people of the s class beauty, than the A and than B,C and D.
I was obviously at level d like everyone else.
She probably sees these types of people on everyday basis and even get's proposals for them.
Someone like me confessing to her is like a black stain on a Perfectly new Glass that covers your beautiful Face.
"Hello everyone."
As I was in relf reflection mode, a pleasent sound rang through my ears and all too familiar voice which I've heard for almost 12 Years.
It was the Imperial Princess Serian, she had blonde hair and Blue eyes.
She had curves just at the right places but most of all, she was more radiant than any of the Times i've seen her.
She really was a beauty beyond human Understanding.
And I on the other hand...
"It's nice to see you all."
She had a bright smile on her face, A smile she's carried since her childhood.
And a smile I'd do anything to protect.
Shit, I'm back onto my simp more.