Sitting on a table at the outside cafeteria in the University Yohan was looking at the paper he needs to fill up to be a trainee. He huffs when he reaches the name of the hospital he needs to write.
"GSHospital?"
Yohan looked up seeing Rain walking around the table and sits in front of him.
"I think I will go with it" Yohan rubs his hair thinking of it.
"Whatever you choose tell me, I want to go to the same one as you"
"H'e"
Rain smiled seeing his reaction
"I want to be far away from you, didn't I made myself clear to stay away from me!" Yohan commented
"For real, I want to be next to you. Also you still didn't tell me what happened exactly last time"
"Em..." Yohan shrugs "nothing happened"
"You didn't sound like nothing happened when I showed you the picture"
"Well...they told me to be aware" he lied
"That's why I want to be near you, they somehow think you are my weak point"
Yohan grimaced mocking "I wonder how they get that idea"
Rain huffs "they were spying on me using Yuki phone"
"And they heard our conversation back at the dorm" he said while looking at the paper
"I guess you already know since you were the one pointing it out"
Yohan had a back looking at him when that sentence didn't sound right "meaning?"
"You tell me! You don't have anything to say?"
"About what exactly?"
"Just tell me what hospital you want to get enrolled in, i will follow you no matter what"
Yohan huffs in defeat "in that case..." he slide the paper to Rain direction standing "fill it to where ever you want to get assigned, I don't have any preferences" he took his backpack "I shall go to the practical class, see you after"
Rain smiled taking the paper gladly seeing him leaving he shake his head with "when you willing to confess it's you Fourth"
---------------// Rain POV
The words Yohan told me that night at his house rent free on my brain. Does he care? Or he just being friendly, I don't really care but somehow it grows more in my heart, still I was thinking of Fourth too, if I liked him how could I possibly be that much of a playboy to like two at the same time? So I decided to choose one, and what better than the one who know who I am, who knows what I do, what my family do and still try to be good in the middle of all that and even trust me and saved me?
That when I start avoiding him...
But things got tangled in my heart, how I saw him and acted like I didn't felt so bad, and I felt like he know I was doing it on purpose.
And yes he knew...
Till he knocked on my dorm room. At that moment I wasn't focused on anything he was saying, all I was thinking of is why was my heart racing? Why this happened to me with both of them.
So I said it, I said that I was avoiding him because I wanted to sort out my feelings, and truly I was. I wanted to check if I didn't meet any of them, who am I going to miss the most, if I had a death or life situation who am I going to save first?
But he didn't accept it, he said to 'keep avoiding him' and for me that is a rejection, am I selfish? Uncaring? Thinking that god chooses for me! Thinking that I still have Fourth?
I avoided him as he wish, and it hurt my heart, but the message I got that evening was the worst thing that I could ever experience, I know they could hurt him because of me, I know they could kill him just to irritate me
But what did I expected from the Mafia life I was born with to it, to be lovey dovey?
Finding no clue, I had hope Fourth will have something since he catches someone from those who played with Yuki phone.
And then I saw him....
He was so silly focused on eating his ice-cream at the cross road, and how my heart felt was something I could clearly express by 'I don't care about the rejection I made a choice'
and that choice got approved automatically because what I heard that night was a stab in my heart...
Fourth is going to be engaged to Yuki, what a world, I hated it, I didn't like it but Fourth didn't refuse it. He even used the word 'satisfied' is Yuki goods to be sold like that for him to be satisfied or not? I hate his words he sounded so like those people I lived around, and i thought he is different, I thought he is good! But a Hellhound stays Hellhound no matter what.
Or....
I was so mad at him...he wanted to talk to me...I rejected everything he said...A deal? He acted like a dog before, and I hated it, and he want a deal? no way I would accept a deal with a hellhound, assuming 'he was good' was enough for me, seeing his true face wasn't pleasant, so what he could possibly do to Yuki if he became her husband. I couldn't stand him now, feeling like betrayed by how great he was acting kind. I didn't want to...
"I…okay, I was mad that's why I said that"
He tried to convince me and I know I would believe him, so no way I should hear his explanation, so let it go red tonight it is our territory and we can win no doubt.
I tried to leave, but he tried to stop me, I got little extra angry and I hit him brushing my cuff-links in his cheek...
that when I saw it...
The same scratch I treated last night, as a doctor I can see the resemblance, how could Yohan hit trace looks exactly like the one on Fourth face?, I grabbed his chin when he was talking, to confirm it, he tried to take it off so I grabbed his neck, because I wanted to make sure....
And then when it flash back in front of my eyes...
How Yohan is hiding his face...the face tattoo?
How Yohan was sick that day? Was it because Fourth went under water to save me?
How Fourth knew about him in the athletic area was it because Yohan was there?
How he always think fast when we had trouble with those thugs before
How he was all day sleeping near me, because of the fragment?
How he didn't care when I told him who I am
Is he the same person?
How could I possibly not notice?
"RAIN"
he called my name having those red eyes again, and I knew i was being aggressive, and he couldn't hid his anger, but if it is the same person....
If Yohan is Fourth....
My heart was racing again thinking of that possibility, but…Him as the other one, how he fooled me?
I felt excitement
I felt joy
I wanted to play this game with him to see where it goes and when it ends, and how he could keep it a secret. Hell he played it well fooling us all!
At that time I know I supposed to be angry, I supposed to call him a liar, how he kept the acting even when he knows who I am, how he was playing a trick on all of us. I supposed to kill him since he took me for a fool but all I thought about at the time is….
I want him...
I really want him to be mine…