Tesla.K.Walters
I walked down the corridor,passing by classes as I squeezed through the crowd of students running to the cafeteria. It was lunchtime yet I didn't want to go there. I wanted to be alone so I was going to the library. I passed by the music room, which was the hangout place for Red and his squad, I increased my pace, hoping that none of them would see me passing. That was my wish, but the same as other wishes, they won't come true. I heard his voice calling me behind. For the first time, I ignored him and continued walking. I entered the library and took whatever book that caught my sight and went to sit at the back. The day was approaching, so I wasn't stable both physically and emotionally.
My head felt heavy, I tried reading the book before me, yet everything was blurred. All I could see was blood. Was it coming again? Just then, I felt cold water falling down my hair to my face. I bit my lip aware of the person who did it.
"Are you awake now? You seemed to be far from here, " his annoying voice said as he hovered over me. "I called you,along the corridor, and you refused to answer me," he nagged.
"I didn't hear," I answered.
"Of course you didn't otherwise you would have stopped." he was obviously sarcastic. "Tell me. Why are you avoiding me?" He asked, taking a seat beside me. I kept quiet. Whatever I say right now may be used against me later.
"Is it because of you lover?" Maybe I did wrong by keeping quiet cause this time he was fuming with fury.
"He is not my lover," I softly defended. I knew who he meant. I don't have friends in this whole school, so definitely he meant the guy who the teacher has asked to help me with math. He is a nice guy and these days have been accompanying me to eat and to the library.
"Everyone know you have a crush on him," he mocked. I just didn't get this boy's problem. What have I ever done for him to make my life this miserable. That's not how he was when we first met.
"I don't," I snapped. Usually, I just stay put and control my emotions, in case I provoke him, yet even my mind was conflicted, so I lost my cool.
"Easy, easy, don't get angry," he mocked, and his friends laughed. Only God knows how much I hate those three.
"There is nothing wrong with crushing. Except you taste is bad. " I sighed and stood up. If I stay here any longer things will get out of hand. One of them tripped me as I passed by, making me fall on my face. Suddenly, my chest tightened, and I felt like I'd lose my breath anytime soon. I was left with no choice but to let tears fall down my cheeks.
"It hurts, it really hurts," I cried out in my heart. But the one I was telling was not here, and he couldn't hear me. Red stood and knelt before me. He gently raised my chin and forced me to look at him. Though I was crying, I didn't feel intimidated.
"Watch your steps. Pretty girl like you shouldn't fall, " he said, caressing my cheeks. Anyone who saw the scene from behind would have guessed he was soothing me. Only I knew how evil he was.
"Let's go, guys," he called out his crew, and they left. I sat down, leaning my back on the table leg. I couldn't hold it anymore. I hugged my legs and sobbed.
"You shouldn't have left me, V. You should have taken me with you. I hate you, and I miss you, " I cried in despair....
Present day.
We sat in the living room having tea. I was busy reading a book from my favourite author. Its name is partner for life. I sighed at how novels can be so different from real life. In novels, people fall in love and get married, and here I am, trapped in an unwanted marriage with someone annoying as a fart. Wishing things was much easier as in stories. Then I'd be with my loved ones, watching some TV programmes and laughing or teasing each other. Yet that luxury was not for someone like me.
I glanced at Red,he was concentrated on his games and seemed to not give a shit about anything else. Though he is in the same boat as me, it feels like he has a VIP room. At least he has a family that loves him, a happy childhood, memories with friends, and in short, nothing like me. The doorbell rang, snapping me out of my thoughts. We looked at each other, wondering who it could be at this late time of the night.
"I'll get the door," I offered, letting my feet carry me toward the door. I opened the door and almost jumped in excitement. I thanked the man and closed the door.
"Who was it?" I heard Red's voice asking just as I opened the door. I was overjoyed, so I didn't mind replying to him.
"It's buddy," I exclaimed.
"Buddy, who?" He sounded confused. I opened the small kitten box and gently pulled out my buddy. How much I missed him. I had asked kris to send her to me but I didn't expect this soon.
"She is my buddy," I exclaimed in ecstacy. He looked at me bewilded.
"Why the hell did you bring a cat in my house?" He yelled. I frowned.
"Why shouldn't I bring her here. She is my family, " I said, kissing her head.
"I don't care. I don't want a cat in my house, " he said matter of factly. Now I am flustered. If he doesn't want her here, then he better leave.
"Well, I don't give a damn too. Beside it two against one. You are out voted, " I added.
"Two against one?" Why does he look surprised. I thought it was obvious enough.
"You mean you counted the cat, too?" He asked to confirm.
"Of course, and she has a name."Why does he want to drag on this conversation. I frowned and went to take my seat. I noticed him fliching and moved away. Is he afraid of a cat? An evil smile crept on my lips.
"Here, hold her for me," I asked, pushing my arms in his direction.
"No way," he concluded and moved even further.
"You are afraid of her? Come on, she doesn't bite, " I teased him, squeezing myself closer to him.
"No. I just don't like cats. " I could read uncertainty in his voice.
"Isn't she cute? How can you hate her? Just hold her, and you will come to like her. " I feigned hurt. He almost jumped from the couch.
"Okay, I don't hate her. Just make sure she stays in you room okay" he said, shutting off the TV. He made his way toward the stairs before he halted and turned." And make sure he doesn't ruin my things."
I laughed at his silliness after he went upstairs. I hold buddy in my arms and hug her, happy that my comfort is here at last.