The next day, there was a significant change between the two of us. I didn't expect to feel this way either; it seems like I'm feeling shy and awkward around him.
I don't want to see him or be near him—not because I'm mad at him, but because I feel something else. It feels like my heart is going to explode when he is with me, and I feel overwhelmed. I hate this feeling.
Like earlier, he was helping me study for a quiz in a few subjects, but I couldn't concentrate; I couldn't even look him in the eyes. So, I told him I was going to the restroom and that he should just wait for me. We were in the library reviewing.
