While Sora was deep in thought, the bell finally clanged, waking him up from his stupor. Sora was still very conflicted. His fingers trembled as he nervously put his book into his bag. The crumpled note was a constant weight in his pocket.
Was his wish finally coming true, or a cruel joke by fate? The image of Tsubasa-san's empty chair in the library flickered in his mind. Another joke that was played on him recently, a fresh wave of disappointment engulfed him.
But there was still a tiny slither of hope. That refused to be extinguished! Maybe…. Just maybe, this could truly be his escape, someone finally loving him, giving him human worth. The love, he so dearly yearned for. Like a caged bird escaping for freedom, he started waking, though nervously.
His heart was beating, 'My heart will come out of my throat at this rate,' he thought nervously. Sora finally left the school building and started going towards the familiar cherry blossom tree.
The beauty of the tree helped him calm down a bit, its branches laden with delicate pink blossoms that danced in the gentle breeze. Petals, as soft as whispers, swirled around his feet, painting the air with a sweet fragrance. Now Sora was walking with a rare soft expression.
'Where is the person….? Maybe behind the tree,' Sora thought while walking steadily.
Just as he thought, Sora saw a pale hand poking behind the tree. His heartbeat started rising again, his soft expression turned, nervous, and red. Even though he doesn't believe in god, Sora still prayed to every deity, for this not to be a prank.
Just as he looked behind the tree, he saw a very beautiful girl, with long crimson hair, dancing with the wind fiercely. Beautiful eyes, matching her hair, which had a glint of nervousness like his. She was none other than Ayame Tsubasa. His Senpai.
"Senpai?!?!?," Sora exclaimed in a shocked expression, "Calm down, Arashi-kun! And, didn't I tell you to call me by name?," Ayame urged.
"My bad, but what are you doing here???" Sora questioned in a suspicious tone, "And why didn't you come to the library," Sora said, surprisingly with anger.
"Aww~ Was my Junior sad? Hm???," Ayame said teasingly, "N-no!" Sora said embarrassed.
Ayame hearing that got depressed, and her eyes moist, "W-wait, wait, d-don't cry! I was s-sad!," Sora hurriedly said, after seeing Ayame's expression.
"Hehe, just teasing you~~," Ayame said with a grin.
"Oh….," Sora said with disappointment, "But it's true I am happy, you missed me," Ayame said with a gentle smile seemingly filled with love, making Sora's heartbeat skyrock
"S-so…. Were you the one, who wrote that note, Tsubasa-san?," Sora questioned, with a flicker of hope, which Ayame didn't fail to notice.
"Yes~ My dear Junior," Ayame said teasingly, "But what do you mean by 'Secret Admirer'?" Sora asked curiously.
"Exactly, what it says. I~am ~your~admirer~" Ayame smirked, "Huh?" Sora's face was beet red.
"Why did you call me here?," Sora questioned, "Is it to apologize for not coming to the library like promised?,"
"W-well, That's part of it," Ayame said nervously, "The main reason is….," Ayame's face started heating up.
"Is…?" Sora questioned, his heart almost coming out of his mouth.
"You make me go crazy, Sora!" Ayame exclaimed with a tomato-like face, Sora couldn't reply in shock.
"W-when I say crazy, I mean it in a good way, in a romantic way, in a sexual way. Sora, talking to you makes me so happy, I want to talk to you forever! I love being with you without even talking, even when you are silent, my heart starts racing. The way you read books with such concentration. It's so hot! Though it makes me jealous. I wish you paid attention to me too! You might think, I am weird for getting jealous of a book, but that's just how heavy my feelings for you are. Sora, I am madly in love with you. I fucking love you. Please go out with me, with marriage in mind. I want you to stay with me forever. I won't allow anything to separate you from me!," Ayame's face got more obsessive with each word, and her eyes started going dark. It was filled with love, the unhealthy kind.
Sora was silent all this time. He seems to be still processing what happened, and all of her words. After a minute. He finally said while twitching, "Really? Why? Why me? Am I loveable?,"
"YESS! YOU ARE! Matter of fact, you're the most loveable!!!," Ayame exclaimed with a love-crazed look.
"A-actually, I l-like y-you too!" Sora nearly shouted while stuttering.
Ayame, hearing that, with an obsessive smile, jumped on Sora. She was taller than him, five-foot-nine be exact.
Ayame whispered into his ear, "So, will you go out with me?," Sora with a calm expression replied, "I would love to,"
Sora, wanting to be more aggressive, kissed Ayame. Which surprised her, but she accepted it wholeheartedly. After a bit Ayame pushed her tongue in Sora's mouth, which surprised him, but the pleasure was undeniable.
After a while, Sora started losing breath, So Ayame, though reluctant, stopped. Her lips were very red from all this kissing, and from her expression it seemed, she was on heaven.
Before Sora could say it, Ayame asked, "Wanna go home together?," Sora sighed, "I wanted to say that,"
"Ehehehe~ beat you to it~" Hearing that Sora smiled and replied, "Let's chat while walking," Ayame agreed, and both of them started walking towards the school gate, which didn't look imposing to Sora anymore.
'Maybe this is the start of my freedom' Sora thought happily, not knowing, that he would be devoured by Ayame's love. But this is the kind of he had hoped for, right? Will he still think the same, when he finds out about Ayame's darkness?
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A/N: This is the 2nd chapter of the day. I will try to upload the next chapters in 2 days. Remember to comment! Every comment motivates me to write, thanks!