TW: Beware of wrong grammars and errors.While I'm doing some stuff, Mia is calling...TN: (M stands for Mia, and L stands for Lexiana)M: I have a news, I think you didn't still know thisL: What about?M: Fabian Luis and Bryle have heated conversation a while ago after your brother fetches youL: What? Are you sure about that?M: Yes, I was there when they had a heated argument. Since you are not present there, the conversation makes worseL: What was the reason why they had a heated argument?M: You are the reason. Bryle announces that he has a crush on you, and Fabian Luis insisted not to tell if he has a crush on you bit. Bryle also asked Fabian Luis to back offL: What the hell?!M: What will you do now?L: Confront them? And why me? I'm not that pretty enough for them to include thereselves to meM: C'mon Lexiana, you are just a simple girl. See those guys? It is proof wherein you are likely attracted and explain who you are because of your attitude.L: Fine, by the way, I'm going to be absent tomorrow, I was really tiredM: Okay, sureL: Thank youEnd of conversationWhat in the world it gain me such a confidence to be their victim of love?"Lexiana?" Kuya knocked on my door and went in"Yes, kuya?""Are you okay?" He asked in confusion"Kuya, someone have heated an argument, and I am the reason why they have heated argument.""Who are those?""Bryle and Fabian Luis.""Those two who follow you when I pick you up?" He asked"Yes kuya,""Why it should be you the reason why you are the subject of that heated argument?""I don't know, Mia just informed me,""Tomorrow, I will talk to that both guys,""Kuya, no need. I'll be the one who will talk to them. ""Are you sure with your decision?" Kuya assured me"Yes kuya,""Then it's up to you, but when the time you can't handle everything, I am the one who will going to talk to them, okay?""Sure kuya, thank you,""Now go to sleep and rest,""Sure kuya"He just patted my head and left me alone in the room.From all girls, why me?I went to my bathroom and freshen up, I also opened my laptop and ipad for reviewing.I didn't notice that I fell asleep. What a day I was surprised to go throughout.I wake up early than expected, I also need to passed some of my projects but kuya will go to my adviser to give, I was not in the mood to pass all this different activities so I just let him do."Is this all complete?" Kuya, ask me"Yes kuya,""Sure, wait for me, okay?""Sure kuya"Being alone can result in homesickness at the time, I wonder how kuya keeps himself up and having his own motivation towards it.One message was received.From Unkown
Sorry for what I did
Who are you? (I chatted)B: This is me, Bryle (He chatted)TN:(B stands for Bryle, and L stands for Lexiana)L: Why am I the reason you have heated argument?B: It was him all this time, Fabian makes my blood boils cause we battle about your relationship with your brotherL: Damn and why do you think like that? My brother has only called a sign at me, which is Little Kitty and Big Bunny. What would be the issue there?B: Fabian Luis accused me of being unfair in not the same reasonL: Don't you worry, I'll talk to him once I'm already okay. Next time, don't bring me as a subject of argument, understood?B: Yes, bossL: Don't call me boss, I'm not used to called as a "boss"B: Sure, LexianaEnd of conversationI didn't reply anymore. Instead, I was dumbfounded. Is this my role? A referee?After hours, kuya came back with food"Lexiana, I'm home," he said, and he brought down the paperbag in the table"What's that kuya?" I ask him"Food and your favourite drink," kuya said"Thank you, kuya." I said"Later on, we will go to MOA sea side. Is that okay with you?""Sure, kuya, finally we can go out,""I know you need relaxation, so I'll come with you.""Yey, thank you, kuya,""After you eat, go and change already cause we're going later on.""Sure kuya, I will,"After we eat, I proceed to my room and clean a bit. Some things are messy, and I also manage to arrange my vanity area that was full of sunscreen and more products. So I arranged it before I went to take a bath.I think I need salon for this journey it was likely going to be our Feast day, most commonly of the Catholic school have Feast Day's and Recollections so in ending we end up proceeding at all protocols.After I take a bath, I choose a dress that can bring vibes throughout the night.It's already 2 pm and we decided to go because of the traffic, fireworks were shown around 7 pm sharp and there is no excuse for us not to see it."Are you done, Luna?" Kuya asked me"Yes kuya,""Let's proceed now,"We immediately proceed to the car, and kuya drives it. Kuya was a nice driver, I can't imagine he can do everything, so there's no reason for me to doubt his ability to me.Kuya's driving skills were so encredible that I won't even judge him.He became so mature when he became señior high, 3 years gap, but it's normal for us to bond like brother and sister.MOA is not far away from us here in the condo. It's just that we want some sunset vibes this time."We're here!" Kuya saidMOA never changed."Are you okay, Little Kitty?" He asked me"Yes kuya, let's proceed first to the mall, we'll just waste time before we went to sea side. Is that okay with you?""Of course, let's go,"We proceed to the National bookstore, and here I am, back to hoarding for school supplies.Even though I am the type of person that shopping is my alternative happiness but not at all timesI just buy:Oslo paper
Ballpens
Post it notes
Sketch pad
Markers
Watercolor
Brush pens
Etc.
After we buy at the National Bookstore, we proceed to buy some skincare products in Watsons."Let me just bring these things on the car," kuya said"Sure kuya, I'll wait you on the bleachers,""Sure, just chat me, Little Kitty."Kuya left me alone and I went to the bleachers, watching the water crosses the white sand, I wonder how life is so hard right now, kike how if kuya is not here? Am I this strong without him?Even not at all times. kuya was there, but he is the one who let me strong, especially for the past.It's really good to have an older brother.Time passes by, me and kuya proceed to the cruise ride and 200 each was accommodated to us.Finally we experienced how cruise like."Are you sure you want to watch the fireworks over cruise ships?""Yes kuya,""Then we'll do""Yes!" I saidKuya would never say no to me just because my baby face carry on.They give us life vest and also they offered meals and other services, I can't imagine we can experience this things right now."I have something to tell you, luna""What was that kuya?""I was moving abroad for my college, mom and dad ask me to proceed at abroad for my college era, I'm sorry if this lead you to shock but I knew you can do this without me""Kuya why? Are you sure about that? Is that was your dream?""Luna, it doesn't mean it was the reason but mom and dad wouldn't agree if once I learn here""There is nothing wrong in learning here at our country, why mom and dad force you to do that, kuya, you have your own decision""Even I have Luna, mom and dad wouldn't covered everything, sooner or later they will find out because you help me, I don't want that, you know me well luna""What will you do this time?""Cherish the 1 year staying with you after that I'll proceed abroad for studies""We makes promises kuya, but why? Why did I feel betrayal?"Tears flow at my eyes"Shhh, I know you want me here but I can't do it always luna, I'm sorry""I'll try to understand" I smiled even it hurtsMy kuya is going at abroad for studies? I don't know what will I feel, I feel like I'm lost without kuya, why mom and dad did this stupid thing? Why they always want me to suffer?I was silent the whole time, I didn't feel the encouragement to talk to kuya, I was hurt and at the same time it wasn't valid at all, how could it be?Am I just a single girl that soft hearted when it comes to brothers?I think this is killing me slowly, a toxic family, I don't know how to treat mom and dad after they treat kuya like that.I felt pity for kuya, he doesn't deserve this. A lot!We went home after the fireworks and here am I at my room staring at the ceiling, how long I have been wondering how mom and dad did this?Is kuya not treated well? Why?Shit, I hate this feeling.I tried to went out of my room not until I heard noise and that was kuya, he's talking to dad and mom"I inform Lexiana about this, why you are always like this to me? Like she's my sister, damn" Kuya said"We just want you to improve your skills" Dad said"No that's isn't enough for a reason for you to dictate my decision, mom, dad. I have my own decision, why you can't just give me that?!" Kuya told them"Because we think this might help you soon enough especially you are a guy, you will build your family soon, we don't want you to end like that" Dad said"Dad, stop making decisions for me, let me decide in my own""No son, you're not going to decide on your own" Mom said"Stop forcing me what to do, accept it or not it's okay for me not to choice your decisions" Kuya said"Achilles, don't you ever disrespect your parents like that!" Mom shout out"You act to me like you own me, but no just because I am born in wrong doing is that so?" Kuya sniffed "I knew it already mom, dad, no reason for me to doubt, I see it since I was a child, you don't always treat me as your son, you ate just using me by your fames""No son" dad said"No dad, let the reality kills you, I am sick and being tired of letting you control my life, I was here for Lexiana, I care for her, and since like you didn't see me""Achilles, we cared for you," mom said"No mom, you don't care at me, and no one cares but only Lexiana, my only sister""No that's not true, you just don't see it" Dad said"You're wrong dad, you don't need to approve it cause I see your actions whether I am at any family gatherings, ocations, everything that connects to family, you just left me alone, but now look what your trying to implies me, you both want me to proceed abroad for studies? No. I won't agree and respect my decision mom and dad"Kuya shut down the call and sit down, 1st time I see kuya cries, I was hurt for what I heard, kuya was carrying a lot of pressure since he was child, kuya was a best keeper, I opened the door and he doesn't notice me not until I hug him at the back."Did you hear something Luna?""Yes, everything kuya, now I understand you a lot, why you didn't tell me kuya?" I asked"Because I don't want to bother you, Lexiana you are still young for this discussion, but now you know all, you are aware already, and I didn't accept dad and mom decision for me""I know kuya, I heard it, there is no explanation needed""Lexiana, thank you for being there always" kuya said"Always kuya, I won't leave, if you leave I'll go with you, if that would be your happiness so I'll come with you""You didn't be, you have life also Lexiana, but to give you some piece of advice, cherish everything now that I'm still here""Yes kuya"I proceed at his side and hug him,"Why did you go out on your room?" He asked"None, I just want fresh air not until I heard you talking to mom and dad, why would they treat you like that kuya? You are so nice to me but why they become like that to you?""No one knows the answer lexiana even me, I didn't know everything""Kuya, thank you for letting my suggestion be your choice, I can't imagine you did that just to stay here with me""I know it is the best Lexiana, no one knows what will be going to happen soon but help me and I'll help you also""Sure kuya""Thank you and don'tyou worry about mom and dad, I know they will change their decision once they notice they are wrong " Kuya said"It should be kuya, you are the one who's victim here, don't fell for their decisions on you, choose your dream kuya, I will support you""You know what, you are the sister I was lucky to have you, you became my eyesight this time, you open my eyes that not all time it was like a doll who used to be controlled but you tell me to do it, I know you treasure a lot on me Lexiana, so I won't even neglect you at all times cause I know the hard time you went back on it""Kuya there is no need for you to inform me all about that, I may not regret it because you are older than me, but no one knows. I'm just happy because you became as my second father, mom and dad wouldn't see it but I witness everything""I know, so don't you worry I would handle it good than everything""Thank you kuya"I hug him tight"You want ice cream?""Sure kuya"He stands up and went to the kitchen, I just follow him and he get some ice cream at the refrigerator and he scoop and gave me the ice cream, we both watch Netflix this time and it was good.I tend to asleep and he brings me to my roomThe next dayI woke up and see myself that I am here at my room, I have no classes today cause it was suspended due to heavy rain, I knew there is Thunderstorm coming so we got prepared some stocks and other things needed to be ready, first aid kit is always ready at the side.Mom and Dad was here I was shocked when I open the door,"Kuya! Mom and Dad is here!" I shoutedKuya immediately went out at his room and I went to the kitchen and make them Juices"We're sorry about last night" Mom said"I knew you were sorry mom, dad,""Can you forgive us?" Dad said"Yes of course, you are my family so there's no reason for me not to forgive you both" kuya saidI put their drinks at the coffee table and here am I watching them from afar"You can choice whatever you want now Achiles, you grown up and we understand if what course you would pick at yourself, sorry because we judge you son" dad said"No it's okay dad, I knew that this day would come, don't you worry I would be here with Lexianna to look out on her""Sure, here is your allowance" mom give me a set of allowance"Thank you mom""Be happy with your decision son, we're happy because you let us realise that we are wrong, you became more matured this time" Dad said"I need to be dad, days are passing through so decision will be the best key to future""Of course that was the virtue, here is Kingston, we bring him here because we enrolled him here at Xavier School, your school with Lexiana""Is that so mom? Thank you!" Kingston said"Finally you're here also, proud of you" I said"Thank you Ate" he said"We calls this for eating outside, let's go?" Dad suggested"Sure dad"We went to Shakeys and there they are, they started treating kuya as their son, I was greatful for them for realizing to their mistakes. Now it finally changes there is no harsh implications will happen.Mom and dad deal with kuya that whatever kuya will be did at college will be his own decision, so I was happy for him, I was happy for not leaving me fir something he didn't want.Anytime would be fine, unless you won't take it as a lesson."Kingston" I said"Yes ate?""You want this?" I show him hoodieAnd he's there happy"Yes ate""That's yours already!""Wow Ate thank you so much" he said"Your welcome""Kuya, here is yours" I gave him a priceless watch, I knew he wanted that for the long time"Wow, I can't imagine you'll give me like this, thank you Lexiana""You're welcome kuya, and mom and dad here is for you both" I gave them a couple dresses that they both likeBoth cringe but it is alright.Love you all!