Song Recommendation: Through the yearsLink: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Rk2hVIgI9Fh6hvZT6n0ky?si=e1d2b50018164357Please take note: Some scenes are being doubled, don't be confused, I illustrate those happenings for you to identify what certain events the story is talking about.ContinuationWhy did Kuya Xaviun do this? A bouquet? Really?In front of many students and parents?The event isn't still done, but why?I was confused, like, what in the world did he do it? Is he fucking serious?In the middle of nowhere, nobody did this but only him.Did he do this on purpose?But I saw him grabbing the mic and started saying something"I will find my greatest love without regret, and that was you, between this flowers I'll be giving you will be a sign to start my journey to court you, I'm starting this not to brag but here" he gave me the flowers and a bracelet that was on the box"Thank you," I said in a soft voiceHe just patted my head before he left. Like what?He just did this, but my heart isn't ready to love, I finally close my heart to everybody else as long as I'm not still settled."What's that? Wow, there are still flowers," Mia said when she approached me"I don't know Mia, but I'm done with the pain and here it is again? How can I move forward with this?""Maybe distance first" said Mia"It's not that easy Mia, because he's already giving, I've been through a hard time Mia, I don't know if it's still right for me to accept Kuya Xaviun" I said"It's not easy, but know in your heart if you're not ready, don't force it""As much as I want to be okay, I don't even know what the process is""You don't know it now, but you know it will come true soon, everything changes, just trust" Mia saidBryle if you're here I would be always waiting for you from afar, until we meet again, my greatest love.Big brother was staring at me"From Xaviun?" Brother saidI just nodded, I'm not even afraid of my brother that he might get angry, I don't want to see him get angry to be honest"Let's go home" my brother immediately said so I followedWhen we got into the car, I immediately asked him"Brother are you mad at me?""I know Lexiana that you don't love Xaviun, I see it in your eyes, you don't even say it but I know, don't deny that until now Bryle is still there""Kuya I was trying to forget, I was hurt by that time, sorry if I wasn't strong that part, I was down extremely, Kuya, I don't know"I cried at his shoulders, I can't hold it anymore"Stop crying now, let me bring you home, but before of that let's go first at your condo and we are going home through Tagaytay""Okay kuya"When we got home I see Bryle's brother but I greeted my parents first, I know Bryle is there but I didn't look at him now"Hi mom, hi dad, gotta go at my room, I'm tired""Hija, can you stay up a little while," Dad asked me"Why dad?""Bryle is here and he wants to talk to you" Dad said to me"I can't, I'm dizzy..."I was out of balance and automatically became unconsciouslyBryle POVFor what I've caused at her I'm sorry.I knew in myself I can't get over this without asking her forgiveness now I really don't know what to do.I was dumb right now yet I can't give her the happiness she wanted. But I wanna clear it out first, everything for any reason to declare anonymously.She is mad at me, I knew it. All this time I thought it was already okay but what did I do wrong?I see her at the hospital, I was with Icel at that moment, Ate Icel went here on purpose so that she could fulfill her dark plan, Kuya was also there, the one I sent Icel away from.I saw Lexiana running and I chased after her, when I caught up with her I pulled her hand and made her face meHe was surprised when he saw that I was the one who pulled him"Go back, I don't want to see you." Lexiana said"Lexiana, you are wrong." I said but he suddenly released her hand from mine"Wrong?! The fuck Bryle, I'm freaking stupid to know you, I wish I never met you, previously we were okay but now I'm going to see you hanging out with others how about now? I'm the one who got trampled by pride?! Fuck you Bryle! and please don't ever come near me again!" Lexiana said and she completely left meI looked at who was behind me and it was Kuya"That's enough, we'll talk to his parents, we'll eat first before we go there" My brother said so I just noddedI'm really sorry Lexiana for making all this cost. Ate Icel will pay for it all, I hope it won't be fine but it's not, I'm really stupidI can only do that because I want to help you, especially when you are told the wrong words and actions, I took action to know the truth, even though there was a lot in the past but this is the way I can dig up but whatever I dug up before is no longer it's important, the important thing is that I was able to save you from their blocking and hurtful words, I don't want you to feel sorry for me, Lexiana.After my brother and I ate, we went on a trip immediately when he called Lexiana's parents, I didn't even speak but they were aware of everything I was doing, I know I hurt but I regret it, I hope everything will be fine, but not yet by the way, so there is no chance for me to accept him."Tita, Tito, Good Afternoon" I greeted Lexiana's parents"It's good that you came to visit me, son, about earlier in the hospital, I know you have no bad intentions towards my son, I hope it doesn't happen again, you know it's a bit dangerous, especially when you know that he cares for you, I know that the anger will pass he said, don't worry we will do everything" Tita said"As for me, I know that you don't really get along, but what I'm asking is that you still do the things that will help Lexiana, we know that you're the one who's working to keep her from getting hurt, Bryle, we owe you a lot it's yours, if you deserve it, you are his life saver secretly, I hope you have a little more patience" Tito said"I know that Tita, Tito actually I didn't mean it, one of our sisters was planning on it, I don't even know what she was going to do there, Lexiana just saw the time she was putting my hair aside" I confess"Are you next to him?""He sided with my brother, but I've had several sermons with him and he hasn't moved away yet," Kuya Ryxel said"That girl is stubborn, let us take care of Lexiana" Tito and Tita said"Okay Tita, tito"We are about to go when the main door suddenly opens"Ma'am, Sir, where are they?" The maid saidLexiana and her older brother entered and before she could climb the stairs, her Dad stopped Lexiana but didn't react either, he just slammed the door and never came out."Tito, tita, we should go, thank you for understanding me""No it's okay hijo" Tito and Tita said then we went out2 Months afterI've changed now, I don't even know about Lexiana's life now but I'm still observing her secretly without her knowing, this situation is better because I'm just secretive, I have no regrets but I've proven that even if you're far away it will come to the point that everything will be alright, after our fight he understood and apologized, now we have our own affairs so there is no point when we get to the point of going back to the way it was before.I was thankful because I knew she was excelling and the same with me, she didn't even think I was on the honor roll, I was happy with my progress and I thought the same thing that she was proud, I saw her happy and yet she did all her best and I see that.We had an event at school and it just ended"I may address this to our fellow students, thank you for performing your best as you practice a lot, and to those who win this time gets into the hands, I may thank the Drum and Lyre Corps for giving their best through the all and to all your performances I won't even neglect because you did it well, we are once for all to get this chance given through us, this school year for you is a gratitude towards everything, as with the lights lift, accordingly your vacation will be starting tomorrow until November 5, enjoy your long vacation and the fireworks may entertain you for your hardships and at the moment let's enjoy! Thank you!" Our administrator saidI was a little surprised because someone was shouting and cheering, I glanced and it was Xaviun with flowers, wait is that for Lexiana?Lexiana's face was filled with surpriseI know Lexiana is a little afraid of this but this Xaviun is terrible, taking advantage"I will find my greatest love without regret, and that was you, between this flowers I'll be giving you will be a sign to start my journey to court you, I'm starting this not to brag but here"He just gave flowers and a bracelet to Lexiana seriously? That trick!When we returned home, Tita invited us for dinner at Lexiana's house and we both refused."Hi mom, hi dad, gotta go at my room, I'm tired" She greeted"Hija, can you stay up a little while," Dad asked her"Why dad?""Bryle is here and he wants to talk to you" Dad said to Lexiana"I can't, I'm dizzy..."She was out of balance and automatically she became unconsciouslyBy the time she was out of balance I catch her for her not to fall, I bring her to the sofa and let her sleep first, suddenly I see her eyes much of crying, we still let her rest I know she is really tired but we wake her up to be assured that she'll be okayI was there at her side, I didn't bother going home not until she became okay.Tita and Tito advice me to go home first because they knew that I was tired but I convince them that I can still manage so they let me.Lexiana POVI open my eyes and I saw Bryle who is seating right across me, I tried fixing my posture, Dad gave me also a water to drinkAfter i drink the water I ask them"Mom, Dad? What happened?""You became unconscious" Dad said"Sorry about that, I was so dizzy""Do you have enough sleep?" Mom asked me"Yes but I was so tired""Then we wish the both of you to talk" Dad said"For all what a sudden?" I ask"Explaining everything" Bryle said"Go ahead, Mom, Dad excuse us""Sure honey" Mom said to meWe went to the balcony and we sat there"What are we going to talk about?" I ask"I did something you won't expect me to do, your mom and dad know why I'm doing this to you""And?""Ate Icel did all of that just to fool you and me, I'm sorry for acting stupid, but yeah unfortunately this leads us to a fight, I knew we are okay the last time but if now? settlement came through the issue""What issue?""Something matters on past but leads to dust""Maybe they just wanting you to implies with their lies, Bryle, ever since this happen, I don't regret any decision I made. We are still friends but not lovers, I know you are in trouble once Ate Icel knows all about this, but I made it clear to you, I can't promise at any reason but yeah, maybe the universe isn't agree for the both of us""I'm sorry Lexiana""Don't be and whatever will be done will still here, thank you for explaining everything""That's the least I can do, but thank you Lexiana""Surely be"Bryle left me in the balcony and I just stayed there.Thank you for everything Bryle, hope everything will settle soon."Hija, thank you" Dad said"Why dad? Is there's something?""None hija, I just, like I'm happy, finally you are both free with any struggles and pains""Yes dad, I know, I just want myself to be free right now""We are proud of you Lexiana" Mom and Dad said"Thanks mom and dad""Include me there" Kuya saidI look at him like I was going to burst some tears"Thank you kuya, thank you for not leaving me and letting me realize everything I have, without you I'm not strong enough to continue this challenges""So for that I'll treat""What treat kuya?""We're going out of town this week""Wow Kuya really? Thank you!" I hug him tightly "I'm sure I'll be going to miss you when you have already your girlfriend" I said"Hmmp, never ever a woman replace you in my heart, remember you are our princess""Sure but surely?" I assured"Why not? haha, the other day was our flight be ready""Thank you kuya,"He pats my head and smiled at me"Be grateful okay? Trust me, one day it will be okay""I know kuya""Kuya, I can't come" Kingston told us"Why?""Kuya, I still have class and look oh, I have so many assignments I can't come, sorry" Kingston said "Let us help you with that, no one will left alone here" Dad said and immediately going Dad immediately looked at the assignments that they were going to do, it was quite easy-easy so I also did the other parts."How long is your class?""Until Tuesday, we have a lot more to catch up with," said my brother"Ehh then there's nothing I can do, as long as you come along" I said"Alright Ate, thank you""Just wait for me, I'll give you something"I went to the room and got some chocolates from my mini fridge in the room, I went out and gave them to him"Chocolates?! Yehey!, Thank you Ate!!" He said happily"As long as you come along and after this be prepared especially we will leave the country""Where are we going sister?""In London, we are supposed to be on vacation there" I said"What about Kuya Bryle, Ate, we can't go with him?" He asked"He's just busy, so he can't be with Kuya Bryle, okay? And they also have an agenda for the vacation, so they won't see each other first, okay?" Brother said"Kuya is right, they have many agendas and just be patient with it, I'm sure it'll be fine if we didn't see each other first because there will be many problems once something breaks again, okay?""Yes Ate""Now go to sleep and have a rest," I said to my brother"Sure Ate, good night!""Good night too"He left us and also mom and dad goes up with their rooms after saying goodnight a while back"Lexiana, are you okay with your decision a while back?" Kuya ask me, like he is confused through it " I think it's a no kuya, I don't know if I'm okay with my decision like it's gonna be the end of everything""If that so, you need more patience through it, I know it's very though and you are crossing through a circumstances that challenge you a lot but you know what? You've been the one who is strong in appealing your thoughts among others, specially when it comes to be the better you, you are ready to sacrifice even though it was so hard to manage, but yet that is you""Kuya, you know I can't do this all without you, maybe there's still something I might imply but it's all enough when you are there, like you told me what to do and I learn through it, no regrets, you make me feel special I wanted for""Of course you are my sister, I would always prefer you beside others""Thank you for being grateful as our Kuya""Always be, goodnight Little Kitty!""Good night Big Bunny!"I wish that would last long, the bond is getting stronger day by day, honestly it's not hard to comply at some point, in this situation I came to overcome everything like I did it, I did through the way I can't believe that I did that already and yes it makes me feel happier than expected, no one expects but yeah part of it was so amazing.Always in being dependent needs to be independent, like I would train myself to be strong than showing my weakness on others, I might get tired but I'll get rest cause for me it is a big deal.Everything would lead to the future and this is me, starting to say that no matter what happened I would be strong enough to continue.I went to my room and yes I freshen up put some daily realization's at my diary and there all done and me ready going to sleep.Cause tomorrow is another big day!