Now that Mom and Dad settled everything, finally okay now, I can't imagine they are in a serious fight. I feel like I am included, but gladly, Kuya makes them realize what they did to him."Lexiana, here is your allowance for the next month, we are out of the country, so I take an advance on giving it to you," Dad said"Thank you, dad,""And you may hold this. This is the passbook of your younger brother. You are the one who will hold this, as you know you are the one who is always having secrecy all over so we don't have much problem about that, " Dad said"Yes, dad,""I'll take that aside, okay?""Sure, dad,"Tomorrow we have classes and finally I'm okay to go. It is not easy to access all the things I wanted to do, for what I see sometimes is that it is not the whole time that was covered in fear. You just admit and accept everything.Big day has come another morning present, I'm early today because today is voting for elections, of course if you vote really early, I don't also want to be elected because it's already difficult.I go there in on time, and here is me, watching the time pass by, not until Bryle showed up"Don't you have somebody to accompany you?" He asked"Why?""If not, I'll be your companion for the meantime.""Actually, I don't know if Mia would come, so I'm not sure," I saidBryle went away just because someone grabbed his arm and pulled himBryle's sideMia grabbed my hand and pulled out me towards Lexiana"Hmm, you want to accompany Lexiana? Go, proceed, no one, hold you up, " Mia said"Are you sure about that?""Yes, why is there something wrong?" Mia, ask"About the argument when Lexiana leaves the school with his brother, I think she won't allow""If I won't allow you, why did I do this to you? Be mindful, Bryle. One move can destroy everything. ""Fine, I will." I saidWhen I left Mia, I was shocked when I went back to where Lexiana was thereShe is talking to a person, a man, and it's like they are close together.How can I insert it now at their scene? I sense something weird between them. Not until I heard what they were talking about,"Thank you for being always there, Smyth,""Always be," he respondsHow long have they been? Am I late?There seems to be no hope, as if someone has already wonShall I continue?Why did I let this happen? BullshitI rushed to leave and I know Lexiana saw that, I don't care about her anymore, kinda live it alone, the fact that you didn't love but it's like you've been pierced with many needles, how unfair life is.Lexiana's sideWhile I'm sitting here waiting for Bryle, someone tempted to sit down next to me, just a woman. I just let him, not until he speaks"Do you still know me?" He askedI suddenly look at him"Smyth?" I said"Yes, you remember me,""Do you think I forgot your name and voice?""Yeah?""Well, you're wrong," I chuckled"Fine, you win again. How are you? It's been a long time since we met""Yeah, just because you left, and now you're here just to tease me,""Nah, I'm not good at teasing,""You're not sure, I knew it,""No, I don't," he exclaimedThis man never changed, especially with his humor,"Then why did you leave?""Sorry about that, it's about my parents, they are the reason why I'm not here already.""You didn't even ask permission. You just left me alone?" My happy face turns into a sad face"I didn't know about their plan on me, I'm not aware, I was shock in that moment when i heard it from them, and there is me thinking of being selfish once I didn't follow them""So that is your reason why you leave just for a sudden?" I ask"Yes, now you get the answer.""Sorry, I didn't know everything," I said"Nah, It's okay, how about you? Are you okay here?""Yes, I'm okay here, but not as okay as you think.""Why is there something wrong here? Kindly tell me what was wrong. ""You know Fabian Luis and also Bryle?" I said"Yes, why?""They argue, and I am their reason why they fight.""Seriously?""Seriously." I said"What will you do this time?""I don't know, how would this people fall in love with me, now that either I am, I don't have the feelings on them""Even you don't have feelings for them but considered that they want you, just because you are simple than others and you have the characteristics that fit their own perspective so that's why it turns like that""I miss the way you advised me. Thank you for always being there, Smyth," I said"Always be," he respondsI didn't notice not until I saw Bryle rush and leave. I thought he would be accompanying me towards the election but it seems like he left. I tried to find him but he's out of nowhere. What am I gonna do?I'm just talking with Smyth, and now Bryle left?How about me?Why can it be that awful? Like, what the hell? He said he would be my companion, but the thing is, he didn't.I went outside, and neither his shadow did not show up, I hate this.I went inside with disappointment."You okay, little kitty?" Kuya appeared suddenly"Kuya..." I said like I was going to cry, Kuya hugged me tight, and he saw me cry"Who did this to you?""Why are they so unfair, Kuya, he just left without saying something? Am I stupid to hang out with guys?""Luna, it will never be your fault,""Why Kuya, why?!" I cried helplessly, kuya also didn't know what he would do to me."Stay here, I'll talk to that guy,""Kuya, don't leave.""No, Lexiana, I don't want to see you like that, go home and freshen up, I'll talk to that guy, understand?!"I just simply nodded, I just left school little by little.Am I wrong for letting Bryle accompany me?Am I the reason why he left?Why didn't he ask me first? Why did he leave first?Questions brought me to confession, a little area I didn't know that It'll happen.tssssshhhhhhkkkkkkk.... blag!"Kuya...."Bryle POV"Someone hit by the truck! Look!" Some group of people having circle on the road,They even run to goWhy do I feel this uneasiness, it's like a heartache.Who?! Who is that?Not until they reveal and it open wide in my front,Lexiana? No, I think she is not thatNo. It's a mistake, she isn't that, please no."Someone was hit by a truck! Hurry!" They immediately see the victim, not until I see the girl who was covered by bloodLooking at the girl at that scene feels me guilty,Wait, no, this can't be happening. It's Lexiana..I was stunned, and more people helped her to bring it to the hospital.After his kuya talked to me and this happened, I didn't know what to do.No one expects this to happen. Lexiana, wait for me, please, don't die.I went back to the office and sat down on the chair"How dare you do this to her?!" Mia shouted."You knew how much she trusted you, then you just left her, you stupid! You know what I regret? giving you a chance for her, you don't deserve Lexiana, this is all your fault, please leave her alone, you've caused her pain. Get out of her life, or else I'll be your enemy!"Mia leaves me alone and here is me, looking on the wall, why me? Do I have sin? Am I the reason why Lexiana was brought to an accident?Why me?I didn't intend to, I was hurt, no one understood what I felt"Bro," Kuya came closer to me"I know you don't have any fault from the accident of Lexiana, don't you worry I trust you.""Bro, that isn't what I mean. Many people were disappointed and mad at me, and I can't change the fact, Bro. I felt like it was my fault,""Bryle don't accuse yourself in a way that you didn't do, I know Lexiana will prove everything just to let everything be okay, bro, if you want go first to Spain, I'm sure mom and dad will understand""Bro, it won't change the fact even I will leave this school, i don't want to be guilty,""Okay, if that is your decision, then prove it, bro, but remember I will always be there at your back, good luck bro"Even if he pat my shoulders and leave, I can fight this alone, I will fight this alone.Achilles POVThis is all my fault. Why do I let you go, I was the one who let you go even if you don't want to.I wish I had heard you that time. I wish I could turn back time.As his kuya, I didn't do my job well to protect her, I felt sorry to myself"How is she?" Mom said"Nothing progresses, mom, still she is in the emergency room,""Take care of your sister, don't worry, I won't scold you because I know you don't have anything to do with this accident.""Thank you, mom,""Wait for your dad to come,""Okay, mom,"After minutes, dad went here to the hospital and brought some fruits"How is your sister?""There's isn't still progress, dad. I'm worried,""We are all worried, don't worry, Lexiana will be okay,""Dad, I think it is my fault,""No, it's not your fault, I know you just want Lexiana to be stress free,""I know, dad, but I let her, I don't want my sister to be like this,""I know, but nobody settled it, Achilles, you know yourself, I know you are a great kuya to her, and please, next time, watch for your sister, okay?""Okay, dad, I will."I shouldn't let you go after I scold you, this is my fault as your brother, I thought it would be alright with you, I didn't know it was that you are engaged through an accident."Kuya..." Lexiana, wake up"Hey, are you okay? Wait, let me call the doctor. Later, we will talk. "Lexiana didn't talk anymore until the doctor checked on herAfter the doctor left, I talked immediately at her"Are you okay now?""No, kuya, still I'm in pain,""Why did you let this happen to you?""I was lost in mind, kuya. Sorry I didn't notice the truck.""It's not that, Lexiana, I almost kill myself just for you? You know that you are important to me, so please don't ever make it a foul, please. ""I know kuya sorry""Next time, don't rush, don't do that again,""Yes, kuya, I will.""Kuya""Yes?""Before I closed my eyes a while ago, I said kuya but in my heart it said Bryle why kuya? Why does my heart shout "Bryle?""Just because you love him? Lexiana, there are a lot of reasons, you can't define it, but as your brother, I know, you know it, I know you know the answer. Nothing is different than usual. ""I think I'm wrong in doubting him, kuya.""No one knows the reality, but keep in mind Luna, you are just a victim of love, understand it well, okay?""Okay, kuya."Smyth side"Lexiana got into accident," Mia said"What?! Seriously?!""Yes, she was rushed a while ago, I felt sad to my friend, ""What hospital is she in right now?" I asked"Somewhere? Nobody knows, " Mia said"So it's true that Lexiana was the one who was in the accident a while ago?" Celestina said"Yes, you're right." I said"Too bad for her, she didn't even deserve this, by the way I gotta go," Celestina said"Okay, good luck, Celestina," Mia said"Thank you!" Celestina said, and she leftWeeks after
Finally, I've gone out already at the hospital, still not sinking all the happenings but I knew I will do everything to let myself attach in all activities I leave, 2 weeks is enough recovery and I need to rush everything, as I went to my class I see their worries in their eyes
"Ohhh Lexiana, you're back?" Ma'am said"Yes ma'am, and here are the activities you need ma'am""Sure, now proceed to your table.""Yes, ma'am,"There's a lot to do, so I'll better stay at the library after, I know I need more activities so I need more time to do it, I wonder where is that guy, (Bryle) he's not even in the classI chatted him at the WeChat, and he replied attentivelyL: You okay?B: Yes? I think no.
L: What's wrong?
B: Blaming myself to you
L: Why do you think like that?
B: Because I'm the one who causes you to think and you end up in an accident you didn't even expect.
L: It was accident Bryle, no one expects it
B: I'm sorry for what I did, I accept if you're mad at me
L: You shouldn't be, and it's not your fault either why ended up like that
B: Thank you for not giving up on trusting me, I kept bragging to myself. That was my fault, but I knew it's not, sorry for that way
L: No, I understand it, so don't you worry, I gotta go, I still need to finish a lot of activities, see you around
I was busy lately, and it gave me the vibe that being busy is that kind of addiction wherein you can be trapped any time.Kuya always drove me, and he always secured everything before going. He was traumatized about what happened to me weeks ago.I was always at the library, not until I finished all the assignments that they assigned to me."It's been a long time since you are staying here at the library," Mia said"Sorry about that, I just need to do all of these requirements.""No need for you to say sorry, I understand you,""After this, it was already our Feast day and recollection?""Yeah, you're right, excited much?""Yes, why not?""It seems you miss everything,""Yes, everything.""Why don't you proceed through our class?""Maybe later," I said"Finally, you're back,""Of course, I knew in the first place you want me there,""How were your scars?""Still, I have the pain, but it's alright.""You sure?""Yeah.""What is the real story of it?""I was crossing the street, then I was thinking by that time, and there I was, I was hit by a truck, and there I was, bloody.""What are you thinking by that time?""It was him, you know what, even I said the word "kuya" my heart shout the name "Bryle", I don't know why""Simple, you don't want to lose that person on your life, not at all times you need to sacrifice Luna, you know yourself, now look at you, you change just because you find yourself in your comfort zone, trust your instinct Luna, no one will save you in terms of love, learn love not trying okay?""Now I know why my heart shouts his name. He is the one I didn't forget that time I was in that accident. ""Probably, now, go faster and let's go to our class," Mia said"Sure,"We went to our building and we reached our room. I saw Bryle at the back, and he immediately got his bag and moved towards me"Why are you here?" I ask"Just because I like it?""Nah lame reason.""Fine, I'll tell. I'm willing to pay back everything that I did in the past weeks, ""No need, Bryle, and you don't have to. You know it already. We talk about it already, and no matter what happens, still no change with that because it's already past.""Are you sure about that?""Yes.""Thank you for understanding me."Absolutely.Everybody seems to be great, and we're back with reconciliations, as they want to know the behind story, then I discuss it with them, and there they finally understand everything.They intend to care for me at all times, and there's no reason for me not to proceed or not to continue, I knew in myself that I could do it, and yes, I did it with patience, and love with my doings.3 ugly Ducklings came over again at my infront"Since Lexiana finished all, only to do is to report in front the presentation, do your best, and don't bring down this group, I know you want better grades, so be better at all" Leyzel said"If that is so? Will Lexiana be able to report now?" Kaioux said"Actually, yes, I didn't see that as a problem," Leyzel said"That's good. Now that we are complete, reporting shall be on next week before our Feast Day,""Sure, can't wait," Mario said"Ehhh, it's like you don't want to," Celestina said"Who said that?" Mario said"Your eyes, idiot." Celestina shrugged her eyebrow"Hey, I'm not an idiot." Mario became frustrated"Then prove it! You act like stupid in everything, and you just let that not happen as well? You're funny. " Celestina said"Hey you two, enough arguing, at least we did our best, thanks to Lexiana in fixing our report, we know ourselves, I'll send the link of the presentation and please read it and analyze it, try to explain elaborately if you want, I won't judge everything but try to understand the context of every part of the report" Leyzel said"And that's the point, Mario," Bryle said"Me again?""Absolutely.""Fine." Frustrated fatty bunny