Chapter 37: A slight Change.
'No-no it can't be! It can't be!
I didn't want to see this! I didn't! I didn't! I don't want this to happen! I don't care what the fuck this is!
I want it just to be a dream! I can't bear to watch it! I just can't!'
Tokusake stood frozen in the doorway, his mind struggling to comprehend the scene unfolding before him. Mahiru yuuta, his girlfriend, the woman he loved, was locked in a passionate embrace with another person. Was enjoying having sex with someone else.
'It couldn't be real. It must be some cruel trick of the light, 'his mind is desperately rationalized.
But as he blinked, the image remained unchanged, etching itself into his memory with painful clarity. Shock coursed through his veins like icy tendrils, leaving him numb and disoriented. How could Mahiru Yuuta, the person he trusted above all others, betray him in such a way?
His gaze shifted between the scenes, his heart pounding in his chest, each beating a painful reminder of the reality he couldn't escape. "No," he whispered hoarsely, the word barely audible even to his own ears. "This can't be happening."
Yet, there they were, unknown to his presence, lost in their own world of passion and deceit. Tokusakes breath caught in his throat as he struggled to process the enormity of what he was witnessing. His mind raced, searching for any explanation, any way to make sense of the betrayal unfolding before him.But deep down, he knew it.
He knew the truth. The woman he loved had shattered his trust and broken his heart in the cruelest of ways. And as the shock began to give way to a tidal wave of pain and anger, Tokusakes mind stopped processing and he just started to walk.
Doubt crept in, clouding his thoughts with a heavy blanket of uncertainty. Was he not enough for her? Did he fail to satisfy her in some way? Probably.
A million questions raced through his mind, each one fueling his growing sense of self-doubt. Had he missed the signs of her betrayal? Were there moments when he could have intervened, when he could have stopped this from happening?
But then something happened. Till now he failed to realize something that , he was a kid and she was a grown up teacher.
This was a situation where he wouldn't even be able to satisfy her. So it was probably some guy from before.
'Maybe one of her past boyfriends.' she was beautiful , so there was no doubt that she would have some. And that guy probably brought something to her and she was like 'Lets fuck'
'yea something like ' he thought. Then he decided to walk inside the room , opening the door.
As both the man and mahiru yuuta heard the cracking of the door , they looked at the person in front of the door.
"Wait! Ren-kun it's nothing like tha-!"
He sat in front of her face , which was facing towards the door.
Tokusakes eyes fell on the man.
'His complexion isn't bad...' he thought to himself while looking at the guy's body.
Then his eyes fell on his thing which was inside mahiru's asshole.
"Let me ask...," he said while looking at her , directly in her eyes,"Do you enjoy this..?" he said while sitting before her face.
"Well kid she does it see-!"
"Mr..I would be glad if you shut that mouth and take that 7 inch dick out of her , so that she can answer my question. There are still more than 5 hours left before dawn so I would like to request you to calm down your hormones...." he said while looking at the man. The man locked eyes with Tokusake and smiled. Then proceeded to pull himself out of her and let out a nervous laugh.
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The three of them sat together , the man and mahiru sitting on the bed while Tokusake was sitting on the ground.
"So...," Tokusake began to talk ,"...you know you could have told me that you don't like me..but making my heart broken like this..." he lets out a chuckle , "How nice. How nice indeed."
The two were silent.
"I would like you and teach you to get married. That's all. Also I want to be invited to the wedding. Sounds good."
Hearing Tokusakes request , mahiru's eyes widened but the man smiled , although he was much more calm compared to what he was supposed to be.
"Yes," mahiru and Tokusake looked at him , "We will get married and I also have the marriage papers. Well in a way we actually did . Also you will be invited by myself. Sounds good."
Tokusake laughs,"Yeah. Sounds good," he got up and stretched his arms , "I will get going. Bye."
He walked out. Leaving the two adults sitting and looking at the door.
••••••••
"....."
"why are you looking at me like that?" renji asked.
"Renji, I know that you can stay calm no matter the situation but please think you would talk like that with him--like that."
"Well I suppose you didn't see it did you?" renji let's out a laugh , "The eyes of that kid , those eyes kept on watching us as if he wasn't that much bothered, " he said while looking at mahiru , "You must understand that , that kid isn't ordinary."
"Huh!?"
"That kid is vastly different from the kids his age.....he matured too fast."
••••••
'What did I do wrong...?'
'Maybe I was wrong of wanting love from someone like her...'
'Maybe she wasn't interested in me in the first place...'
'Maybe being a child is wrong for me....I am practically an adult....maybe I should have acted like that and...not let my childish mind do its work.....'
'....A human life is filled with regret. An adult wants to be a child and regrets not enjoying the times....A child wants to be an adult and regrets not being an adult... instantly....'
He chuckles ,'What a world we live in.'
Tokusake was walking on the road , he looked at the phone where he had already texted his mother that it might be late. His body drenched for being under the rain.
'Thanks for the rain celestial being...'
Unknown to tokusake , he was walking while the light was red and a truck was coming at full speed.
He kept on walking and the truck driver kept on pressing the brake but the truck didn't stop due to the slippery of the road.
*Crash!*
The car crashed. The driver came out of the car and ran off.