Klara's POV
I just wanted to ease the tension in the air. Who would have thought that my years of being lonely and using my free time to read novels, books on life theories would be put into use today?
The man in front of me, Jake Devon, I could tell he is suffering from psychological issues.
I know this because my mom suffered from mistreatment and harassment. It caused her mental derailment, a mental state that caused her death.
I used to visit her at the psychiatric hospital back then.
The memory wasn't pleasant, so I threw it at the back of my mind.
Perhaps, I might have been afraid of death in my first life, but now, dying a second time, I don't think I'm that afraid anymore.
I've seen people like Jake, if I had acted terrified at that point when craziness and cruelty filled his eyes, his vain insanity would be satisfied. And probably, my cold corpse would be lying on the floor.
I don't have any attachments to anyone here. Thinking of the betrayal I experienced in the first world, loving someone wholeheartedly would be a problem, I'm not sure if I can love again. I'm not sure if I can gaze at anyone I'm an alluring manner.
All my pain, my tears, the echoes of my heart, no one will be able to understand.
Many emotions ran inside of me, uncertainty, hope, grief, betrayal, pain, shame, lack of faith. Which of these emotions can't I fully understand?
I remembered that Jake held me all through today, surprisingly I didn't break out in a rash, neither did my mental disorder occur.
What's going on?? Is it because of the transmigration?
Are things going to be better?
Will I be able to receive love?
Would anyone understand my plight?
Will my encounter with Jake change everything I've ever believed in?
Is all this destined?
Did the gods and goddesses forgive my past errors of my past life?
These questions, who can get me the answers?
I laid next to Jake whose breathing had already evened out, he seemed calmer compared to before when his rage was at the brink of turning into something demonic.
When I stared deep into his unfeeling chilling eyes, it seemed as though I was staring into a dark abyss.
Why is our string of fate connected together in the first place? Is he really the man destined for me?
I felt greatly troubled and unconsciously curled my body in a fetus position.
The next moment, a hot warm arm slipped its way round my petite waist. His arm was strong and stable, without any fluctuations in his breathing.
I blinked my eyes at the strange feeling I felt at that moment…
Is this warmth?