Jake's psychological problems won't be cured in a day.
We both have psychological issues, but my irritation always seems to vanish whenever he is too close to me, and surprisingly, I didn't break out in a rash or breath like one who would collapse.
Jake is my cure…
I don't owe favors, I will try my best to repay him.
I placed both my arms on both sides of his cheeks.
"Jake, listen to me. I'm your mate… you can't hurt me, you're not heartless, don't always want to kill people around you… it's not a good emotion jake." I whispered, despite his terrifying grasp on my chin. His grip was so tight that I felt my jaws might break.
I tried to kiss him, I closed my eyes, trying to get all my painful memories away from my mind.
'I can do this…" I struggled hard, ' I'll take the initiative…' I kept chanting in my mind, sweat slipped down my face…
Hurtful memories coarser inside my mind, causing my hold on his cheeks to tremble.
My barrier towards men hasn't totally vanished. My hope was suddenly crushed.
Was I wrong all this while?
"I was wrong… please don't hurt me… I beg you." A tear slipped out of my eyes. My eye lash trembled, my hold on Jake's cheeks lessened as my fingers slipped down.
I felt out of breath, " I was wrong… please…" I shook my neck left and right violently in fear. I was afraid of opening them. Jake's hands left my cheeks but it didn't stop me from going nuts.
"Klara?, Klara?" Jake held my shoulders, shaking it lightly. His dangerous aura vanished, replaced by his gentle demeanor.
"Hey, calm down. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to earlier. I wasn't myself." Jake apologized, his face was shrouded in sadness.
I wasn't myself, my body shook for a while as he kept apologizing.
The next moment, Jake carried me princess style and took me into the bathtub.
With my eyes closed, he pulled off my clothes himself.
"You will be okay in a minute okay?" His statement turned into a question, but I didn't give him a reply.
My body trembled each time his fingers grazed my skin.
Now our previous roles was reversed.