I'm hate to say this
but I told you so , no one in particular, I just knew it when I bought this dairy that this year was going to be wonderful __duh, I left these pages to write in __ though I always say that every year is going to be wonderful before it starts, in the hope it will actually be__ and this year was so IT.
I reread what I wrote here and then realized that if someone read this they won't know any of the people I'm talked about, so here's a quick introduction __ you're welcome by the way __ first and most importantly me.
Monica Denver, also known as the artist in school, you know the kid, the one who always draws and never pays attention but still gets good grades somehow, that kind, but I wasn't serious about it, I don't want to pursue art as a major in uni__doesn't mean I wasn't a freaking master at it__ I draw a lot though, every style possible too, I did traditional, digital, charcoal, watercolor, acrilic, oil painting ....
Now the good grades part, I always came in second, in my class and in school, thanks to a specific person who'll never budge of first rank, the person who made sure I always knew the difference between a gold medal an a silver one, any way... I guess I have to describe my self, a brunette, brown eyes, I'm a five foot one, eighteen years old girl, what else? Hobbies right , drawing __ obviously __ reading __mostly romance__ sleeping and eating __ yep those becomes hobbies if you do them as often as I do__ and I guess that's it about me.
Now, Stefani __ the name doesn't match her personality by the way__ you remember the specific person I've talked about earlier, this is her. This five foot six girl wasn't only in first place in our class, not only in our school but in our whole state__ won't say which state, security purposes __ from Kinder garden throughout highschool.
Stef isn't the usual nerd, she is a social butterfly, not much tho, she's shy, she has friends, who seemed to think she is funny__ I still can't solve that mystery, I mean does she pay them to befriend her and say nice stuff about her, she definitely has the money for it__ she does read a lot, like me only romance, but she doesn't wear glasses __ she has them but only wore in the library or her home __ she wasn't weak per se, I mean we were equally athletic, could do three miles with no problems, but zero push ups even if our life depends on it. Stefani is smart, a genius some may say__ I mean... she does have an IQ score of 173__ but she would never acknowledge that she is pretty, yes, the redhead with ocean blue eyes has it all, dimples, freckles and curves __ double D's__ and she doesn't think she's pretty, it's not like I would tell her, we're rivals we don't do that, sometimes we even become enemies __ during midterm and finals to be exact __ plus, her friends probably tell her all the time. Stef is not a teacher pet, actually none of the teachers like her, I mean why would they ?She never paid attention in class, she mostly slept, rarely snored, which made me the class president__since we go by rank in our school__ which came with a lot of responsibilities, that was my second reason to hate her__ first was her none stop comments about my none existing chest__ I mean come on, do I look like a class president to you? Before we go down that road let's move on, shall we?
Stacy... As opposite to Stef, the name said it all, yep, the five foot eight cheerleader, blonde, green eyes, skinny to a point I don't think she know the word food or if it means anything to her__ just to prove my point, she did ballet in elementary school and figure skating in middle school __ a C cup, cherry red lips, mini skirts all over the place, I'm not usually this judgemental but she is miss popular, most likely to be voted prom queen, I don't have to establish why I hate her, right? No? We begin with sixth on the list, she told the teachers I drew on the walls __ an art project by the way__ which would have resulted in three day suspension if not for my dear art teacher Ms, Moore who came back from her vacation in Cabo just to explain everything to the principal after I got scolded, you'll think adults could apologize after punishing me without a reason, news flash they didn't, not even for the gigantic lecture I had to listen through because of 'how I should be the ideal model for my generation and not a young criminal ' __even if I was vandalizing, I didn't deserve a four-hour long lecture __ and let's not talk about how he classified vandalizing as if it's a grand crime like murder. Fifth, she takes my perfect spot in the library. Fourth, she spoiled my books right before I read them, like she'll see me read a book, estimate the page and be like 'did you get to the part where he kills her yet?' and when she sees my enraged face she'll be like 'oh, did I? I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to, then I guess you didn't get to the part where he knocked up her mom on her grave' I would never forget how mad I was that day, I was definitely bleeding from my eyes, cause all I saw was red. Third, she hates me, I know because she said it to my face, Second, she loves age gap romance__ I know right, miss popular is just like us commoner, reading romance__to be honest first I thought she was only in the library to make out with someone but she reads books like her life depends on it, so..... __ and the age gap she was reading wasn't like three or five years, the girl only read the ones with ten or twelve years in modern society, and plus a thousand in fantasy, she digs vampires, werewolves the usual stuff as she says, First... is kinda of a secret which I promised with a pinky promise I won't tell anyone, sorry, I locked it.
Drums..... Everyone I want to introduce the one and only respectful jock you have ever known, Sebastian R __ can't remember his last name but I know it starts with an R, so... __ my bestie or what you would call it childhood friend, I've been friends with Seb as long as I could remember, and me calling him a jock is an understatement, Seb plays sports, you name it he plays it, if I was remembering correctly, elementary school he played tennis, swimming and... soccer was it? each for two years, middle school was hockey, high school was rugby, basketball and football __ which I still can't find the difference between it and soccer, maybe their British coach will know__ and those were only in school teams, during summer he takes teakwood, boxing, judo, jujutsu and wrestling whatever he craves at the time, says it's because he wants to keep his body in shape, but I know the truth, anyway, since he is that gifted, he baged more then a dozen ivy league with such brawns..... he wasn't big in the brains department.
To put it in simple words, Seb chances of getting a C minus in math were the same for me to do one single pull up, which were one in a million ....yeah, not even Stef could fix his brain. The blonde hair and blue eyes should have been a dead give away that he's not a virgin to say the least if not for his roster, being besties with the player of the school means you know how every girl he fucked is in bed, from one being 'she bit my d*ck' to ten being 'I lasted two minutes' which should switch in my humble opinion, of course there's those who thought we're more than friends over the years, but Seb never failed to shut them down by simply breaking a nose or an arm 'for ruining my reputation' __ his words not mine__ Seb is well aware of his bad reputation, which as a figure big brother to me__ we're the same age__didn't want it to affect me, unfortunately it did, but not like 'she's a whore' type thing but as in 'she ain't available' way, which wasn't bad cause none of the boys at school were my type anyway, including him, I loved my bestie to the moon and back, but I saw him at his worst and I didn't like what I saw, you won't either.
Shit, you won't understand unless I broke the promise huh? Fine, but just because I'll make sure no one will see this except for me ....here goes nothing, Sebastian loves Stacy.
Yeah, I was shocked too, I didn't think his case was this severe, his stupidity is out of control, the player with miss popular, talk about a disaster couple, but it's not like I could've told him that, his eyes were doing the puppy thing as he told me he fell for her when she kissed his bobo__ his bloody arm that he scratched falling from his bike when we're four__ after she wrapped it with the green ribbon she used to tie her hair with, he said that after she smiled at him, he became guilty of falling hard for her..... I the hopeless romantic did in fact ship them, especially after he told me about the stuff.
My bestie is actually a hopeless romantic too, I thought he had commitment issues cause he didn't stick with a specific sport, he only played those sports to be able to see the ballet studio__ our elementary school had departments for girls sports and boys sports which were right in front of each other__ he changed between sports because the ballet studio kept changing places due to shortage of new ballerinas and in middle school, come on, hockey and figure skating! how did I not notice? and of course, high school he only joint teams with cheerleading groups, I should've noticed .
Love that lasted fourteen years, I wouldn't have believed if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes__ I know a couple who didn't last fourteen days married __ in fact Seb loves her so much the main reason he plays sports is to impress her, not to be in shape, he accidentally confessed to me about how much he loved her while being drunk freshman year__ relax, it was cheap wine which he stole from his Nana's cabinet, he's a light weight so he only threw up once__ I believe his exact words were 'why did she kiss him and not me, am I not good enough? Do I need more muscles, Goch, those soft lips.... Mony, I love her, NO, I adore her, she's not the b*tch everyone thinks she is, she's actually sweet, the sweetest little ray...' right after the seniors party we snuck into, just to leave after seeing her kiss Mr popular at the time, I was so confused, I didn't know what to feel, angry that he didn't tell me about his obsession with her until then __ and it was only because he was drunk __ disappointed about his poor choices or sad for the fact that my bestie was living a one sided love story, the number one reason I hated Stacy for is because she will eventually break my best friend heart .
How do I know so? Stacy loves an older guy__ who would have guessed?__ I heard about it in the girls bathroom so it's definitely true, which will lead us to the next person I have to introduce.
Kyle Berg 28 male, also known as my and Stacy's tutor.
There is another personin our story but he isn't in need of an introduction.