So, finally I am here writing it down and taking my heart out on this small diary as I am left with no one else to actually what is inside my heart. No friends, not a lover or my family. Well actually, I do have a lover and a family, but I still cannot share even a drop of what am I actually suffering.

I know to discuss or to write about boyfriend problems will make me sound like small teenager with no brains or who cannot deal with such problems. But it is time for to pen down the sufferings, the fear, the anger, the pressure or what not, because if I do not, I will definitely lose my mind and might go insane.

But now, I have a friend. My diary. I think that is the saddest thing for some people but, it is not easy for me either. I think it is enough about my sad feelings and is time for the show to must go on.

Hello Dear Diary, I am Secret. I am just a 19-year-old. I am here to be friends with you and would like to tell you that I will not betray you for once because you are the only true friend left in life who can keep all of my secrets safe.

Maybe, Secret is not my real name. This shows that even though I trust you, but I still have issues. Is something wrong with me? I don't know about that for now. But it is time to actually begin the story.