Today, he asked me for a final apology, that is he will not repeat any mistake that belongs to the past. But what is the use of this apology if the harm is already done. The hurt is there. The sadness still lies somewhere buried in my heart.
But, with the whole courage I had, I forgave him. I never thought I have that much forgiving power in me. This many ups and downs were never expected. But am I actually thinking correctly? Or is my heart made of stone now? Like how can I gather the courage to let go such sins?
This relationship actually improved as compared to before. The boy who never used to care a lot, now actually fights for me. Sometimes, he fights with me, for me. This makes my heart feel better in a certain way that someone wants to love really from their core of the heart. He always had a option to lie about it. I still think sometimes that he might lie even now. But for now, I actually don't care because of what is in front of my eyes. Although, I am not being blind in love, but I am sure that everything is changing for the better and I think I am happy with it. I wish this always stay but it the universal truth that nothing is permanent in this world. So, I just have to believe it.